Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas

Well, Merry Christmas everyone.

Taking a few days off Allods and probably won't be back till around Dec. 30th. I wanted to run GT and get new gear n get more gold for runes lol but it can wait as real life is always more important.

Gonna be making about 150 dumplins today for the family friends I'm staying with. I only made 45 last time but they ate em up so fer christmas Imma make them alot to gorge on.

Anyway Merry Christmas everyone, stay safe and have fun, lastly be thankful.


-LoveGuardian

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Allods....Missed you

So, I picked up Allods again. I found my old pc and saw that my dad completely wiped it and gave it windows 7 (which sucks imo).

After 2 hours of downloading the game and an 45 minutes more of Pearz and Force directing me on how to upgrade my graphics card on the chatbox of the almighty Pearz's Blog. I finally loged on to allods.


I was quickly greeted with a enormous lag...and killed within 5 seconds of logging on.

I have been away for far too long because everyone is lvl 42 while I am stuck at measly 40. Not only that but the warden re-vamp REALLY ... and I mean REALLLY blows.

You can not really be a hybrid anymore, it is one or the other, or suck at both.

Well me and my stupid self decided to go hybrid and the more I played the more I realized that I hate melee on wardens now.

They striped wardens of the armor rubies AND the natural resistance rubies AND our perception + agility rubies. Gone! what's the point of buffing wolf blow to an almost imba state if we can't tank shit?

It's like telling a Jew he won a million bucks and wave a turkey in front of him to eat before he goes to the gas chamber.

So with great power comes great squishyness, meaning literally next to no survivability.

Our Vitae can be stacked in 5s now and are baed on % and not on int which is nice. I recalled Ejac and Muxy loving vitaes I made so I didnt think twice on grabbing lvl 3 vitae and 3 medley rubies for a lovely 44% heal and 26% mana restoration.

Or natural balance cd is reduced even MORE to 1 minute and 30 seconds with all the cd rubies. I grabbed those as well.

Renew....is kinda blech....I still liked the old 15 minute renew over this buff off-heal.

Call of the Wild is 52 fucken epic seconds long with only a 3 minute cooldown now but I feel that the 3 lil stoogies don't do as much damage as they use to.

Our pet seems a lot squishier now as well but does nice damage.

Other then Wolf Blow being buffed nothing really good. I specced myself melee mainly despite being a hybrid but the more I play, the more I realize that the practical build is the caster build.

You can kite with caster and not be in harms way because your squishy as well and back up to be a more supportive role.

There are a lot of vague definitions on caster spells though so I am left quite confused on if I had to option of re-speccing, what build I would pick next.

I missed the free WoD event by a day so....great luck to me.

My favorite spell is the Tornado spell, it looks awesome and is a 4 call lightning in 1 spell haha. Caster seems way more versatile for pvp despite the lack of dmg done (but I'm not caster specced well so maybe if I specc more into caster the dmg would be better).

Melee seems harder to play, because as Pearz said: "we don't have a charge move". So not only do you need to run TO the target, they can run away and kite you. When you FINALLY get in the face of them, if you're facing a warrior or pally you're going to lose cause you don't have the better armor.

Melee Warden may be better at plain DPS for heriocs and stuff but in a pvp aspect, caster seems the upperhand (execept this is pure speculation cuz I haven't tried caster grid yet).

Lastly, Go visit Pearz's blog and read her short stories...they were shorty awesome reads haha.

-LG

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Grade Report!!!!

A- = Public Speaking Class
A =Spanish
A- = Latin American Literature
A = Service Learning
C+ = Global Perspectives


So these are my grades for Fall 2010. I'm not even going to vent about that C+ on my shitty report. I already vented enough about it today. Stupid Stupid Stupid.

Anyway, my gpa this semester is a 3.6 which is great. It beats the 2.9 gpa last semester and the 1.1 gpa the semester before (Thank you Aeria and your Megaten for almost making me a drop-out).

Anyway, with my new uber GPA, I applied to IUB today. It was online and ask very vague questions. Almost made me feel as though if I was just another somebody. Which I am, but I am an individualized somebody lol. But O well, it's expected from a school of over 30,000 students. All I am interested in really is their lacrosse team to be somewhat decent when I join.

Newayz, Jeff and I are approaching our 1 year anniversary soon. We been fighting more recently. He thinks I'm cheating on him. Not really gonna spill it all on this blog but it's more or less me telling him that I want more from him. I actually wanna go out with him and do shit..not cuddle at his house all the time ...which is nice but sometimes I wanna go outside, in public....and do shit...anything...long as it's together. Also tired of this...in the closet shit....It feels like living a double life. I kinda just want everyone to know so that I can publically be seen with him and not give a damn. But I can't cuz he's in the coast guard and might lose his job.

I just really hate the situation we have. Half of me loves him to death but the other half of me sees that this relationship is logically not going to work out in the end. Especially with me going to IU Bloomington next year 4 hours away and him being promoted soon and reassigned elsewhere. It almost feels like these events are telling us it's time.

O well, kinda think it may be time to end it anyway, cuz next semester is going to be my busiest with lacrosse and 21 credits being taken. I'm not even sure if there will be an available time unless I just plain out move off campus and move in with him =P. (oh how that would be awesome).

I might just have to suggest that to him lol.

LoveGuardian

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Christmas Break!!!!

Anyway, didn't work out at the gym a lot this semester. I did get drunk a few times XD.
I cannot wait for Lacrosse season to start. I spent about 120 bucks the other day buying protein powder, multi-vitamins, and vitamin gummy bears <3.>
Anyway, post-end of the yea pic of me. Note that I was at a party and kinda drunk lol. If you look closely you can see my body turned a lil red. Asians get red when they are drunk (faill).


I got 500 bucks from my dad as a pre-chrismas gift. I'm hoping this is to spend on my own and not towards my spring 2011 books. Cuz then it's not really a chrismas present at all XD.

Anyway, Jeff's kinda like my dad...doesn't wanna play the guessing game and wants to know what I want for Christmas. I told him all I want is my two front teeth and him. He said he's getting me something one way or another so I may as well say something I want.

If that's the case I either want this kool ND jacket that's worth like 125 bucks or a weighted outfit. (you know the shorts and vest that have lead wieghts in them that you can wear to get in shape. Would be great to run in to get in shape or wear on a daily basis so that when you do take the weights off, you become fast as fuuuckk).

So, finals are over for me. Christmas Break is in effect. For some reason starcraft is being mean to me XD. I may look at HON to see if it works on MACs. (also have the regular pc next to me, if anyone has any suggestions XD. Someone did suggest LOTRO)

My dad lost my dog during his trip to Taiwan....I went home today and was expecting to see a cute jack russel waiting for me with puppy dog eyes and barking with enthusiasm wanting me to pet it.

Alas I was greeted by no one, and now I have no companion to keep my belly warm at night when it sleeps on me and nothing to wake up to in the morning =[. (and no it's not gay, a sleepy puppys face is the most cutest thing to wake up to).

Monday, December 13, 2010

Starcraft 2 and HON o.O

So its monday approximately 7 a.m. upon posting. I have finals for the next 3 days but afterwards it's a one month long break from school and papers.

This friday I have a birthday to attend for a close friend of mine who is turning 21 (luuckkkyy). After that I have a weekend spent in Chicago with Jeff (strong for 10 months).

There was a chance we could go to New Orleans during break but I kinda don't want to go, and he also wants to ski and teach me how. I think skiing is more romantic =P.

Feels like a month of being busy but, I think I'll find time to try a MMORG or two.

I had a few friends play Starcraft (and it works for MACs) so there is a big chance I may be buying this game and installing it. It looks pretty badass...not much diversity in class but a VAST of your success relies on your own skill and capacity. Especially in PvP version.

Played Fable lll and it was pretty kool. I liked that it wasn't like Fable ll where you had to rely on Melee until your magic was 100. I love the spell weaving with lightning and Ice. I practically destroyed everything with ease with that spell weave and while the lightning stunned them I took my warhammer and charged up a massive hit to 1 hit KO enemies (yay for splash hitting too).

Spellweaving in Fable lll is quite fun to fool around with. I think the most creative combo is using wind with Ice(or lightning). However the best single 1 on 1 combo, in my opinion, to use is the combination of Blades and Lightning. It's spammable and the lightning stuns are great especially when used in conjunctions with melee hitting. Spell, hit, hit, hit, spell, hit hit hit is a nice repeating cycle or just spell, charge, smash, spell, charge, smash. Anyway just a lil tangent.

I watched a few videos of HON and it looked interesting. It was something I kind of wanted to consider to try. I'll have to ask Pearz about her own opinion on it or something, because it doesn't work for MACs and frankly I have grown accustomed to MACs now with their virus-free and stuffies haha, I kinda don't want to trade in my MAC for a regular laptop zzz.

This semester (and possibly this blog site) has taught me to bullshit papers fairly easily now. I remember in Senior Year in High School we had senior papers and took us a whole semester to do a 6-8 page senior paper over some topic.

Here I am sitting in college typing up papers ranging from pages of 3-18 on a daily basis and typing them up with ease.

Anyway, I hope everyone's doing well. As this semester closes, I realize that I only have 1 semester left at Holy Cross College. Then I am transferring to either IU bloomington, or Purdue University.

I keep reflecting on the aspects that I love about Holy Cross College, as well as the aspects I hate about it. A part of me wants to stay here, but the other part of me says I need to leave.

I am a person with great ambition, but I am also a person who is afraid of change. I must force myself to move and explore, even if it is against my will. Because I must live and live with no regrets and live as out-going as possible. I feel obligated to at least explore new colleges and atmospheres and make new friends as well as remember my old friends, and who/where I came from. The old saying, "Nothing ventured, nothing gained." Holy Cross College is my stepping stone to better things in my eyes. If things turn out that I hate it...then...I can always take 1 step back in order to take 2 steps forward. Holy Cross College can be my home in a way.

Anyway, here I go rambling again as though if this is one of my papers. I should stop haha. I must say, I kind of grew out of games now for some reason. I have small ambitions to play them but I guess most my ambition was drained into real life and wanting to actually well, be somebody. Though I miss the days sometimes. Guess all there is to do right now is remember and move on and learn right? But not forget. Makes me remember the saying my friend said, "If I impacted just one person's life to make a difference, then my life is complete." Which made me reflect about my past experiences. How everyone impacted me, and how I impacted everyone. Kind of a nice way to feel, it makes me want to be somebody important all the more though, because I would want to impact more people's lives.

AHH!! here I go again rambling. Anyway, I'm still alive. Hope everyone is well to. Also, thank you for impacting my life, as I hope that I have positively impacted yours.

-LoveGuardian (Andrew Chin)


Thursday, December 2, 2010

Finals Week

So, semester is almost over. Only 1 more week and then I Finals hit and after that, 1 month vacation.

During this free time I may have some time to play anything just for a short time. If anyone has any suggestions I wouldn't mind.

You may not hear much from me next semester, as lacrosse season starts...and we got a ton of freshmen to teach/bond with as well as I maxed out all my credits (19) so I'll be very busy.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

IU Bloomington

Looked at IU Bloomington College and it seems like a great college. I'm a communication major but they have 20 different majors inside that criteria, which is awesome if I want a specific degree.

They also have physical education/fitness majors/minors and a major/minor in saxophone too (I played saxophone for 9 years so)

I am thinking about doing a communication major of some sort...and then 3 minors in philosophy, physical fitness, and saxophone XD (I work out alot so I may as well get credits and a degree in it for kicks eh? XD)

Anyway, I'm transferring there hopefully next year, but first I gotta take 19 credits this year and 9 more credits in the fall (or so I am planning) and try to get as many credits as I can.

I have 26 credits now...taking 15 credits this semester...19 next semester..and 9 in the summer.

So in the end before transferring I will have 69 credits total, which is practically a 2nd semester junior, but I'm going to loose at least 6 credits (that I know of) when I transfer, leaving 63 credits...so in the end I'll be on track to my 4 year graduation.

-LG

Friday, November 5, 2010

Changed Man

So recently I talked with a old high school friend on facebook and we touched a subject of women having the right to get abortions.

Now this friend of mine is a GOOD GOOD friend of mine...like I can usually tell her everything and vice versa and we always been there for each other.

But anyway, when we discussed the topic of abortions being legal or not...she got very offended when I said I was more pro-life than pro-choice.

The more we debated and more involved we got, the more I realized that my outlooks on life and stuff were far more different than hers...I knew I was a changed man. I know hanging around a Catholic College for 2 years can change my views...but I also know that the views I have now are not nessesarily wrong or right.

Now I had no problem with her views, I fully understood her reasonings as to why abortion should be a right..and later we discussed the circumstances of an abortion being okay and I understand that with her, 3 months is the limit to having an abortion.

I understand her reasonings, EVEN though I do not agree or support them. But for some reason...she could not fathom or understand my outlook on being pro-life more then pro-choice. She even used a illogical fallacy of distortion..ei. attacking the person instead of the arguement. In which she insulted my college, saying they have brainwashed me, and I was a pure example of the Catholic Church Brainwashing at it's best.

It didn't occur to me at the time that she was using the illogical fallacy of distortion, I was more hurt of the fact that she would insult my inteligence and try to make me sound illogical and wrong.

Now my own personal views is, abortion should not be allowed after a certain point. ABORTION, is a PRIVELEDGE, not a RIGHT. I think abortion is 'okay' up until the first month.

Why do I say only 1 month? Because a girl knows when she has sex. She knows if she is using the pill, and she knows the morning after pill. I would hope, that today's technology was good enough so that a women don't rely on a missed period to tell them that they are pregnant.

It's like a child wanting a dog, the parents will say it is a priveledge to have a dog and alot of responsibility, you cannot just abandon the dog, you must take care of it, walk it, and play with it.

If women want the priveledge to be able to get an abortion, they should be responsible. Matter o fact an abortion would never be nessasary if women were responsible (I am not jabbing at women being irresponsible in general). We are all smart enough to know if we had sex or not...they should first be practicing contraception and using the pill, if not, we have those things that you pee into and turn blue and walla, your pregnant, or just plain take a morning after pill. I mean if all these steps were taken..abortion should never be needed. (and if you were raped..well..newsflash...you still know you had sex..unwillingly or not..you know..go get the morning after pill). (by the way, this is not to say men do not take the blame either, I am not saying it is all the woman's fault, men share the blame for being just as irresponsible, it just so happens that women are the ones harboring the fetus).

I also love little kids, and at Holy Cross College, we do not have a daycare system, our college is child friendly. Meaning the students of Holy Cross take care of the lil toddlers out of the goodness of our hearts and do not charge any fees. So yes, abortion strums my heartstrings a bit because I get flashbacks of those toddlers not being around.

Anyway, I won't go into full details of my philosophy on the matter. This is my view, you can agree or dissagree, and vice versa. I do not mind of other's views, I can accept them usually and not care to much as to what ppls views are and such.

The arguement got heated and it sounded like my friend was about to toss away our friendship over 1 simple difference in viewpoints.

So I began disscussing to her, how pointless and irrational it would be to dislike me for 1 view.

I personally, do not care what political stance you are, what are your views, and what are your priorities, or religion. If you are a great person to be around, none of that matters.

Ending friendships or disliking ppl because of the difference in background, religion,political stances and such is as naive as disliking and ending friendships because of the color of one's skin.

Anyway, this is just a little vent for me.

P.S. I recently discovered an AWESOME game called Continent of the Ninth...it's on Youtube...great game...except I believe it is genderlocked from what I can tell. At it is currently Korean server only I think? sad day....

-LG

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Update

Haven't posted in a while.

Midterm grades are up, and my grades have dramatically improved. Nothing but A's and B's. The week was a little hectic but it's finally over.

For fall break I went to Bethlehem Farm in West Virginia. Beautiful mountain ranges and trees, sites, absolutely breath taking. It was for a class though, so we did have to work and do community service but overall it was a great exp. Only bad thing was no TV's, internet, or cellphone reception.

I quit cross country last wednesday due to the fact that I do not receive a scholarship for running. I sent a letter of complaint to the Athletic Director and we will have a meeting to talk about my status on monday.

It wouldn't bother me so much that I was running for free, what bothers me is that the coach HAS the money and resources to give me a scholarship, as well as he lead me to believe I had a scholarship all the way till near the END of the season.

Here's the thing: flashback story time.

This cross country coach is new and this is his first year as our coach. I committed myself to Cross country LAST YEAR, before the season started with 2 other runners. All three of us participated in off-season conditioning and practices last spring, when fall semester came along, I was the only runner to return for the season to actually start.(meaning I was committed to the team, before any incoming freshmen were accepted, remember that).

Now the season starts with 9 runners, gradually through rough practices and tough 2 a days. The team shrank down to 5. Out of the 4 that quit, 3 received scholarships(that I know of), all who quit were freshmen. The coach never said I had a scholarship, but he never straight out tell me I DIDN'T have one. I went through the WHOLE season saying "I am running for money" in front of his face, and he never spent 1 second to correct me or tell me otherwise until the very end of the season when I sat down with him and specifically asked.

Now tell me, If you were a first year coach, and you have 1 player who has attended all your practices, committed himself to you BEFORE the season starts, was the only one to return, and pretty much been by your side since you first started your coaching career, why the fuck is this loyal player the ONLY one who is NOT receiving a scholarship out of the remaining runners?

The logic and reasoning escapes me, Needless to say, I quit, and the team needs 5 runners to place in meets. So I pretty much broke the team (1 player quit soon afterwards, leaving 3 runners left). I'm definitely not joining the sport next year.

Anyway, now that cross country is out of my hair, I have an OBSCENE amount of free time now. Enough free time to play MMOs!!!!.

Just one problem....I been out of the loop of which MMO's are in and which aren't D=.

I got a new macbook (mac book pro), not sure how certain games will fair with it but o well.

We all know I read Pearz's blog frequently =P.

I am motivated to play some sort of MMO but what I am not motivated for is to play one that sucks and realized that I wasted my time D=.

One of my friends suggested Lord of the Rings Online (Lotro). Cept I don't think it emphasizes much on PvP and customizations.

I do find Rappelz sota interesting but not enough to actually try. (to be honest I miss the days where Allods was actually fun, don't know if it still is, I kinda miss my Warden lol)

Vindictous = owned by Aeria = Not playing
Grand Fantasia = Read Above

...Anyone got suggestions?

-LG



Monday, October 4, 2010

Moving out and Moving in

So as of yesterday, I did the paperwork and moved out of my old room and into a new room....

2 doors down from the old room. . .

So basically I live in the same fucking hall, same people, same building, but my new room has a new roommate (who is 100 times cooler as of last night) and the room is closer to the damn fucking door.

Why did I move out and into a different room?

Main reason was cuz my old roommate blows. I don't appreciate any mindset thinking it is OKAY to let your friends come in and browse through my drawers and shit like its their own fucking home. . . . and while I am trying to scold them, he lays on his bed and LETS his friend continue to go through my shit. Then PRETENDS like nothing happened.

More incentive to move out? If you see your roommate exhausted as shit and is shitfaced on the bed trying to catch some zzz's the first thing you DON'T fucken do is turn on the TV and turn up the fucken volume (yes I know I'm using the Eff bomb alot, I just want to get my point across).

We also have a fan in the bathroom that is really loud. I don't know how this guy sleeps through it but he always leaves the fucken fan on and its deafening noise and its a fucken hassle to keep turning it off knowing he's going to turn it on and leave it on.

I also don't appreciate his sleeping habits. He snores like no other, and sleeps deeply while my light sleeping self cant catch any zzz's for shit, hence why I am shitfaced during the day. And sometimes he twitches spontaneously and for as long as 5 minutes. Note that these twitches are like seizures and when our room is a bunk bed, I FEEL the bed vibrate (because I'm on the top bunk), hences more reasons as to why I can't sleep at night, and still shitfaced again during the day-time.

Or leave the same A-hole who went through my shit, in our room, alone, while he goes prancing off somewhere in lala land (because at our college, if the visitor gets in trouble, the consequences fall on the person in the room...but since this fucker of a roommate isn't there, his lil A-hole of a friend can set shit on fire or die and it all becomes my fault, how about fuck no?)

I didn't mind so much that he was gay (and yes...he is. When you are a man, and you have a picture of Sex in the City hanging on the wall with perfume that smells like strawberries and a bunch of other things to trigger a gay radar that I won't mention, can't hide that shit). I personally didn't fucken care that he was gay, so long as he didn't hit on me (and he didn't). What pisses me off about him is that he acted fucken girly like a fairy.

Yes, we all know, I am bi. (if not, fucken SURPRISE!!!)

I don't go prancing with a tutu and a tank top down the street with a fucken purse wearing the colors of the rainbow talking in a girly voice.

Since when does being gay make it okay to act like a girl? Where in the fucken dictionary does it associate the two?

If you're gay or bi, hell even straight. Good for you. Please don't let it define your ass. Gay does not mean you can dress up and play tea wearing make up, it's just a sexual preference. I sincerely don't care how proud you are of it, You make it embarrassing for everyone else. You don't see a straight man walking into a mall or protesting his sexuality in public.

I find it especially funny to read what he plans on doing to his room now that he has it all to himself.

Via Facebook:
_________________________________

Madeline Ariel Eastman I don't like your internet service.

13 hours ago · · · See Wall-to-Wall

    • Noah Anthony sorry ho, the holiest of crosses aren't so holy in internet connection.
      12 hours ago ·

    • Madeline Ariel Eastmanhahahah they think wifi is prayer then?
      12 hours ago ·

    • Noah Anthony OKAYYY hahahhaha shit. fucking kills me.
      but im soo excited to make my room girly
      12 hours ago ·

    • Madeline Ariel Eastmanyess invite a ho over and we can decorate!!
      12 hours ago ·

_____________________________________________________

Yes, go girl up your room now. I'm sorry that my presence was hampering your girlyness.

/vent

In other random news: A friend of mine, Jeff, is currently playing as a beta tester for the new updates from WoW. (royce read =O)

2 new races on the Alliance side. A goblin class (wasn't interested much in it) and a Class of which I have forgotten it's name, but its a cool class in which you can shapeshift into a werewolve and human at any time.

The class can also be a druid class too, which is redundantly funny. Seeing as the druid class can shapeshift into 3 other animals, having the ability to shapeshift into another is funny. (like a Night-elf class being an assassin.)

Anyway, Shaman is a badass class, enuff said.

Got my midterm/midterm grades (its a midterm...of a midterm). So far I got straight A's down the list.

Gotta hang in there and try my best to get a 4.0. I wanna get into ND (or Purdue).

Rather long post. Sorry.

I'll finish it with a completely awesome fact: My new roommate's (nam'es Ryan) mother happens to be the Dean of Business at Notre Dame and he offered me to have her write a letter of recommendation for me.

Sweettt....

Okay, time for me to shitface myself.

-LG

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Metamorphisis

So, lately. Obviously I have not been playing any MMORGs of sorts and just been busy with school-related activities.

Last friday our cross country team went to compete in the Notre Dame Invitational Meet. I think our team was dead last as a whole. I could care less though, as long as -I- didn't come in last.

I never knew how mean and horrible cross country could be. I mean, I though all you had to do was run your ass off and thats all there is too it. At the meet, there were teammates literally extending thier elbows and running in your way intentionally so that you couldn't pass them, or 2 runners coming up on either side of you and sandwitching you with thier elbows and slowing you down. The worst is the cleats on thier feet that they use to step on your feet(mind you, these cleats are metal and fking sharp) and I myself was tempted to cleat a few people.

My time for a 5 mile run was 35 minutes and 57 seconds (35:57). So a a little more then 7 minutes a mile which is "okay". By the end of the season I fully intend on being able to run 6 minute miles consistantly (If I sprint 1 mile, I can get a 6:10, but I cant sprit 5 miles haha). Anyway, my calves are absolutely torn right now but moving on.

I been watching football lately...newsflash..football season. I'm not really INTO INTO football. I think it is a sad existance to go buy your favorite team's jersey and act like your apart of this "team" and keep track of stats and stuff. I'd like to control my life thatnk you..not follow someone elses. Regardless, I find it fun to watch the games with a few buds and I usually cheer on the underdogs. Obvisouly with our college being next door to Notre Dame, We have to cheer them on. As for professional football, I cheer on the underdogs usually. Why? Well if they win, it's that much more badass. I mean, if you cheer on the top dog, there isn't much to cheer for since you enter the situation with a preminition that they are going to win, it becomes overhyped in my eyes. But if the underdog wins...its a nice bitchslap to the ones supporting the other team and a butload of smack talk haha.

Anyway, Halo Reach is out. I played with it for a bit. I LOVE assasinations. Halo in general though is usually kool. I like the jetpacks we have and graphic epicness obviously. Trying to stay away from games for now at the moment though, because I get extremely addicted pretty fast and that's not something I want while trying to get a 4.0 and withhold my other athletic resonsibilities.

From Oct 17-23 is my fall break. I'll be heading over to West Virginia to a place called Bethlehem Farms where I will lose internet connection as well as cellphone service for that entire duration(talk about dissapearing off the face of the planet). Apparenlty we're gonna be helping out and doing stuff. It's for a class, so I have no control.

I'm surprized this blog site still gets hits. I no longer post about anything "game" related anymore for the past few months. Not like I have an interesting life either.

I lost 7 pounds (total so far) from Cross Country. Which is bad for me, I need and want to get around 170-180 pounds by the end of this year(preferrably in muscle). I think I need to get around to taking a before:after picture. Take a pic of me as I am now and as I am at the end of this year to see appearence changes.

Anyway, Synthess, answer your damn phone, I don't care if I sound like your ex. You pick up da phone.

-LG out.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

String of Unfortunate Events

So someone stole my cellphone last week, on Tuesday. Up till now I have been cellphone-less waiting for my dad to get back to America so that he could cut the service to the phone and get me another usable one. (which I should be getting soon later today).

I hate to sound spoiled by any means but man, not having a cellphone really cuts you off civilization. (aaannnddd my lap top is still brokenz, haven't got around to fixing it.)

This Saturday we will be having our first cross country meet. I'm not sure how much scholarship money we are getting for running, but our coach worked us pretty hard, alot of ppl quit. We no longer have a girls cross country team, and our boys team is only consisted of 5 runners (they give scholarship money to the top 5 so...lol?)

I also believe I lost a stanford loan from my tuition(which is like 4 thousand bucks). It was E-mailed to me twice to re-send some info in, but unfortunately, dad was in Taiwan, and all that money and loan stuff was arranged by him, so I couldn't really do anything other then forward him the messages on his E-mail and continue my day. Hopefully my Cross Country scholarship can make up for that lost money.

Yesterday I lost my student ID card too (which is needed to enter our cafeteria to eat, and also needed to attend ND games and other such things). I tried buying a new one this morning, but the comp lady said the special printer to make the cards is broken and won't be fixed till next week. She said the best she could do was E-mail Jacob(who I have no idea who this person is) about my issue.

Sorry but, I cannot wait a week for you to fix a printer...I need to EAT >.>.
I think it's absolutely retarded how I need a ID card in the first place to even enter the cafeteria. I already purchased the meal plan in my tuition, and now I cannot eat because I do not have my ID card? Essentially, your just bullshitting me, taking my money, and not feeding me. I already skipped out on last nights dinner and this mornings breakfast because of this issue, and now I am famished.

When it's lunch time, I'm GOING to eat. >.> I don't care if they are going to stop me, I will bitch and cause a scene if I have too. I purchased a meal plan, I should be able to eat for what I paid for. You can shove your ID card policy up your butt cuz the darn printer is broken. There are only 400 kids on campus, and out of those 400 kids, 2 of them are asian, and out of those 2 asians, I'm pretty sure after seeing 1 of them every fking day eating your sad excuse of food, you don't need my ID card to know I'm a legit student. Welcome to Holy Fking Cross /vent


I also haven't talked to Jeff since I lost my cellphone, we Facebook messaged each other twice in this whole week, the poor man doesn't get on it as excessively as I do. Turns out I can't go to New Orleans with him during Fall Break, instead I shall be taking a trip to West Virginia for a "service learning" class (total joke of a class btw, only at holy cross is such a class actually invented).

Karma has been a bitch to me lately, I'd like to know the reason why exactly. I better win some lottery or something, but a new lap top would do just fine.


LG out

and f-a-m-i-s-h-e-d.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Lap Top Crashed. T.T

Around last week my lap top "crashed". It loads up its "Dell" Icon, and then the screen goes black ones it's done loading (you don't see the windows XP icon after it like a normal start up).

At first I thought it was the monitor, but after running a diagnostic test on it with F12, it passed all the tests.

I tried safe mode and save mode with command prompt and even reset to the last working configurations on F8 but still no use.

I think it may be a hardware problem, but it escapes me to know what exactly I did to cause it , let alone how I am going to fix it.

It was attacked by a virus days prior, but to my knowledge, I removed those viruses with a anti-malware software. Didn't download anything bad...as I'm on campus and they blocked...like everything. The only thing on the top of my head that would cause such damage would be pressing and holding the power button to shut of the laptop multiple times.

I can't get it fixed till around mid-September when my father gets back from Taiwan. Unless of course someone who is reading this knows how to fix the problem(yes I'm desperate and would love to know how to fix it).

Jeff offered me to go to New Orleans with him during fall break. I may have to take his offer on it.

I also stopped playing mabinogi (of course, since the lap top crashed). was looking forward to FF14, but after how sucky I found out the Campus internet is, thats like trying to suck a ocean dry with a straw, not happening.

O well, just focusing on real life for now then. btw, I hate cross country...its boring..I run..and run...and run...

LG out

...and runn....

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

College Startz Today

So yesterday I moved in to campus. Wasn't bad. I packed pretty lightly overall even though I felt like I packed too much, everyone said I actually packed too little but o well. I got all I need really, cloths, hygiene, and lacrosse stuff haha.

I got Mark going here playing lacrosse so I'm pretty excited about that and also DJ, a high school bud who also decided to come to Holy Cross without my knowledge and is also another Lacrosse buddy.

Alot of (and I don't mean to sound racist) white/irish ppl are going here this year. So much so that it is starting to feel like a "preppi" college. It is still a small college though.

There was a cross country meeting yesterday, we have practices from monday-friday from 6:30 am (WHAT THE FUK) to 7:30(ish) and then the 2nd practice from 7-9.(cross country 2 a days...wow). Only 1 practice on Saturday.

The coach wants us in shape fast, I'm already sore right now from our first morning practice. I also kinda feel overwhelmed with the amount of homework we already got, but for the moment I'm putting it all off till tomorrow when I have only 2 classes and more time to attend to the book studies.

My roommate is kinda kool, doesn't take much to satisfy me really, we get along to say the least, which is all I ask for. Kinda funny cuz our beds split the room in half and my side's pretty clean and his sides....well..not messy, but it is messy to my standards.

Anyway, I stopped playing Mabinogi 4 days before I moved in on campus, I'm only online now to do Holy Water Jobs occasionally so that I won't drop under 100 streak jobs (after 100 holy water jobs you get 10 holy water per job, compared to the usual 4, so I need to keep it above 100 to keep getting 10 per job).

I'll update more later, right now I'm a bit tired out from all the moving and running.

LG out

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

What the Hell, I must be dreaming.

So I have no idea exactly why this is happening in this time period, or if it's going to continue. But as of the last month or so, I been getting more and more offers to be a web-cam model and other such activities that I would deem, not wanting myself to be seen on the internet for >.>. Like Seriously I get these messages from random people on facebook/myspace. It's creepy, it's weird. Here's an example:

-I'm contacting you because you would do great as a web cam model on my site. If you want to get paid really well to chat with guys. Message me. Logan
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The last one I got:


hi i was wondering if you were intrested in becoming a webcam model? 80-$1 per minute weekly pay everything done at home avg $2000 a month wrking part time. and everything would just show up as V Entertainment.
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The other offers were to be...dancers and such...offering 100 bucks an hour (Like I got an offer to dance at some bar named Starz in South Bend). I'm not even old enough to drink, and here I am being offered to dance at a bar. *rubs forehead* I will admit the money is sooo tempting >.>. 100 bucks an hour, more if a private party, I could pay for college....but no need...rofl...I'm on the "dad's paying for everything" scholarship (ofc financial aid/scholarships too). But I don't want to live life known as the guy who danced at a bar, or have any of that tarnish my name in the future. Ugh I'm disgusted, confused, interested, curious, and appalled all at the same time X.X /vent.

College starts in 5 days. Unfortunately my luck ran out on me, I now have a a roommate, meaning the double room I have can no longer be all to myself as intended. He's also a freshmen, meaning he moves in 2 days before I do, so he gets to have "first dibs" on the bunk bed and how the room is set up
I cannot WAIT to get myself back into shape, put on 20-30 pounds, and be ripped >=D. just 5 more days.




Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Skype =o

Well today I decided to DL skype. A little late, but o well. I feel like a old person who doesn't know how to turn the computer on because I'm more surprized that I didn't discover and use it sooner.

Anyway, Just need to get a Audio Microphone and I'll be able to have chats with anyone while on the lap top.

I know a few friends who have skype on their cellphones and use it to avoid using minutes on their cell phone which is kinda smart, however my plan gives me 500 minutes a month...and I NEVER used over that.

Anyway I coulda used the IGN LoveGuardian, but that is only a name I use for mmorgs, not real life. So instead I picked AndrewChin91.

Anyway, College move-in date for me is August 23rd, Classes start on the 24th (I find it annoying that they give us only 1 day to move in. During this 1 day we must move in, pick up keys, unpack, and recieve ID cards with over 400 kids, not much but maybe given if it is all in 1 day).

the 24th will be the day I stop ALL mmorgs until further notice (basically waiting for FF14 or if anyone cares enough to bring a mmorg into my eyes).

So until then, all future posts will probably be about my life, or gossip over something random like a mmorg or...who knows. Just a future warning.

Anyway, I can't wait for this year to kick off, I wanna go to the gym everyday and practice my ass off to get in shape and good grades haha.

I hope you all are having fun too. Stay in school, don't do drugs...blah blah blah.

Also a certain SOMEONE tried convincing me to play Grand Fantasia a few days ago on Facebook. I couldn't believe as to why I would do such a thing since it is hosted by Aeria of all companies. The same one who gave me hell and took the liberty of practically blocking and banning all my accounts connected to this IP. Why am I going to play Grand Fantasia and be banned 5 minutes later for an undefined reason? zzz I shall save myself the trouble. Sorry Friend.

P.S. Go Visit Pearz's blog and clickly click her link on her Game Review for Soul Master (see right side quicklist :" Pearz/clan rain's blog".

EDIT: Here's the direct link to the post of pearz's game review. (so you can be lazy and just click it right here)

Pearz wants to win, and I support the cause (thumbs up). P.S.S. she is posting a crapload more now too, sooo visit it moar often ^.^. Not like anything interesting is happening here haha.

-LoveGuardian.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

So what I have been up too...

Well, August has rolled around the corner. Marking the 6th month period of my banning, meaning the account is officially deleted (I believe that was their policy?). And also the 7th month mark of meeting Jeff.

I Doubt I will ever make another post about Aeria or Megaten anymore. I have been long wiped from that era. I did however a few days ago receive a random message from someone on Myspace praising me and asking about my build and clan. He stated he saw my blog and wanted to learn how to be an enhancer and stuff. (Inside my head I was thinking "did you not read the 239483 other posts of me bashing that game?) Anyway, I gave him info and basically told him to pm kororo to join that clan (does it still exist?) or MsTeddie (skyyyyyy) and ask Tofufa (tofutizer) about demons and such. I doubt my knowledge is even current anymore.

I don't feel an ounce of holding from Aeria anymore. Due to college starting for me again in 3 weeks and less. As well as Cross Country season starts and they will be intentionally and literally running me till I die. I may not find the time to blog so much anymore as I must focus on college as well as my physical health.

Upon reading Pearz's blog (you bet I stalk it <3). I also checked Word-press and I gotta say it has a few nifty features but, I'm still in the process of discovering the features. There may be a chance I will move to wordpress or some other blog site hosters if any better ones show up. But for the moment I am content with this one.

I'm not entirely sure where I am going with MMO's anymore. My outlooks on MMO's in general now is that they are fun, and only ment to be played for fun. They should not be played at the expense of reality things such as, money, my college grades (which I will admit Megaten did place a lil strain on my grades last year first semester) and they should not be played at the expense of ditching friends and/or missing out on real life experiences(emphasis on friends). However on the flip side it is nice meeting and making new friends in MMO's generally everyone is nice.

You could say I am a casual player now. I don't think I will ever let myself get so gripped on MMO's like Megaten did. (I should work on not mentioning them haha).

I apologize for anyone who followed or accompanied me to Allods and got the axe with the last patch. I also quit allods too and do apologize for leaving you there or wasting your time with me there. (some names come into mind are Faust, Lezar, Kenji, hime mainly). I'm not sure if I am sticking around to Soul Master either. I mean, it was only ment to bridge the gap for FF14. However I don't find it "fun" enough to continue.

So where are you going to find me? On mabinogi of course. The guild Asians is overall pretty nice (despite the fact that I am annoyed that the dev cats **** out words such as retard/gay/sex/stupid/and other such unnecessary things). The guild has their own guild site and I adore the playlist they have (members only can listen to it though haha)

Anyway, wish me luck on this sophomore year. I also found out who my roommate was this year. I took the liberty of facebook stalking him just to make sure it wasn't a creeper or fat dude who was going to take up all the space (no pun intended on fat ppl, mainly the creeper part). He seemed alright physically. Didn't add him or anything though. There's a chance we could get change up in rooms so who knows.

Summers coming to an end...time to hit the books
-LG

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Mabinogi Gossip.

I stopped playing Soul Master as of today. I kinda don't feel the drive anymore.

I failed to grasp the concept of the blacksmithed items soon enough about them being super powered with stats and didn't take advantage of the noob players like all the pro players did.

(edit: pearz corrected me, it wasnt the blacksmithed items but cash shop items that can drop the lvl requirements on higher tier gears allowing noobs to outdps me T.T)

I also didn't like repeating the lvling and spam farming maps over and over and over again.

on average it would be like 1 lvl an hour if your lucky to not get d/ced. which happens kinda often.

They need more classes, need to gtfo with gender locking. Even the pvp maps got a lil boring.

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Mabinogi News

There was a high debate in Asians Guild today while Playing Mabinogi (I have resorted to staying in this game due to the nice community and extensive content).

Apparently somewhere around G(generation) 13 the Devs were having talks about making actual "classes".

Now the current system of mabinogi functions like Megaten. All the skills are open to you and it is your full freedom to decide which ones to work on and excell at.

However the Dev's talking were deciding to implement 6 classes

(adventurer)- you can use all your skills (basically as we are now) but recieve no bonuses (stat-wise n such)

Knight - Self explanatory, melee based bonuses and only allowed to use melee skills (no magic...zzz and apparently even no range).

Archer/Bard- (we didnt know what to call this class but apparently its archers with the ability to be bards. Bards are musically talented players who play scrolls that give bonuses such as HEavy stander/healing of hp/mp/ and other such things) Final shot/AR/ranged attacks available and also bard but no melee skills or alchemy skills available.

Mage - Self implied again, all magic skills and apparently the big QQ here is they can't use Windmill (haha)

Alchemists - relatively new class that I didn't know of when coming back to Mabinogi. I find this class kind of a easy gtfo type class. I see it as the easy way out of everything because it is that overpowered in my eyes. They can summon Golems which tank pretty well and do nice windmill damage, and they can consistantly summon this golem over and over if it dies so long as they have the stones provided. They can also use lower tiered adv magic with stones and set barrier spikes to prevent from being attacked.

Merchant- This is a fail class haha. Basically you can use all life skills...but thats boring to me....

There were ALOT of wrenches and kinks in this 6 class idea. Overall I am for it. As it encourages party play, no more 1k+ lvl players soloing everything. Even though this may limit freedom and some partial loss of customization, however this is all talk and speculation as it has not been implemented yet on the korean server.

I also FINALLY got my hands on a 5-12 dmg dagger with 12 dur on it. This was the same type of dagger I had a year ago and with the special upgrade path turned it into a 19-44 dagger with 7 dur left.

With nice motivation I can now proff this dagger into the same upgrade path as my other one and get my complete set of Final Hit weapons.

With that out of the way I can focus on other things if I wish.

I also learned Thunder and I'll admit it is quite fun. However I don't plan on spending any more ability points into it. and re-focus my efforts on raising my melee skills and enchantments.

P.S. Kudoos to Native for giving me the dagger =o

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P.S.S. Real Life: Spent the night with my hubby Jeff. Was the first time he cried in front of me. Apparently a 26 year old drowned in Silver Beach 2 days ago (google if you want, it was on the news) and my hubby was the commanding coast guard officer in charge. He was so hard on himself and kept saying "what if, what if, maybe I coulda saved him." I wish I coulda told him things like "you tried your best, that's all that mattered" or "you can't save them all" or even "your human, you can't do everything" and "whats past is past, we can't change it, best we can do is move on". But I couldn't bring myself to say such things. There was no way my naive mind could wrap around on any lvl of what he was going through, and I knew it. There was no point in me saying those phrases cuz it would be stupid of me. All I could do was hold him close while he let it all out. I felt that powerless feeling again and I hated it. He downed so much Vodka he passed out without me knowing for the first few minutes. Seemed alot better today, which made me feel a little better. Then he said that phrase again "I love you" and we had our first real (hell I dont even think it counts) argument. I told him to stop saying that phrase. I won't share the personal details of the argument because that would reveal things about me I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing just yet to the internet of all things. But, in the end I admit defeat and lowered my walls and said it back to him. First time using that phrase in that intimate manner in over 4 years. I sincerely hope I did not jynx myself and have this relationship down the hole. It seems like that would be the cliche thing to happen right after saying it.


-LG

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Day 3 Soulmaster Error

Well last night I was lvl 14 Knight (IGN-LoveGuard). I finally felt like I was catching up to pearz but soon after that maintenance for some odd reason every time I tried to logg into THAT specific character (we are allowed to make 6 characters), I would get an error and forced to shut down the game. Oddly enough, when I created other characters and logged into channels 1 2 or 3 with the new characters, they were playable with no problems sigh...so much for being the first 10 to ge to lvl 30. (cries).

Today I tried channels 1 - 2 - and 3 with LoveGuard but the same outcome, I recieved an error box and forced to close the game.

So since it is apparently I cannot make a new character and even dream of being the top 10 ppl of a class to reach lvl 30, as well as LoveGuard is unplayable until further notice, I figure I may as well pick a different class and learn about them.

So I created LoveRain which is a priest (girl character). I absolutely HATE that it is a girl character but I LOVE the gameplay of it.

It is a MT version of a enhancer and it fits my playstyle almost perfectly.

It is slightly (my opinion) imbalanced compared to the Knight class when I compared their soul abilities and personal skills.

On a additional note: I believe some people found a money glitch as well as a lvl glitch. I saw a few ppl buying stuff for obseen amounts of money (like 1 mill) and I'm wondering how the freak did you get that much in 2-3 days? I also encountered a warrior wearing lvl 24 gear, and I thought he had no life until some ppl spoke of a exp glitch to gain like 2500 exp or something. Blech I wouldn't know much of it as I didn't dig for glitches.


Knights
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Knights in my eyes, purposes are for knocking down opponenties with thier skills and thier souls and try to deal as much damage as possible to a general area.

The general latter moves I would use was to rush them to knock them down, and then AoE spin to do as much damage as possible before they get up. Both moves are my 2 most spammed moves and both are capable of knocking down and dealing damage to multiple enemies.

As far as their soul Abilities are, the first 2 souls they get are standard compared to the Priest. They have the same abilities. The Calm Riders absorb all long range damage in a given area, meaning that any shots fired in a general area immediately changes thier course into the Calm Rider's Bubble where it is absorbed. Generally for big scale attacks and stuff you'd only need like 3-5 of them. The 4th Soul ability I absolutely adore because it just looks badass. Their ability is to go underground and shoot up in a given area and all enemies in that area are shot into the air and Knocked down. For me, it was a extra knockdown type move. The more of the souls you got, the more area is effected and shot into the air.

The last 2 souls are my personal favorites. One of them possess the ability to stun. They rush to to your directed area and stomp down and anyone in range gets stunned for 5 seconds.

The more souls you have, the bigger the area that gets stunned and the more MASSIVE damage is inflicted.

The last one isnt really imba, its a supercharged long range Soul that actually is quite the Tank.
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Priest
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Priest's skills are obviously more geared to support.

They have a armor spell that places armor on everyone in a given range, when the skill is lvl 3 they match the armor of a knights (first imbalanced skill).

What makes this move hax is that the priest units I believe have the same armor as a knights unit, so adding more on it makes them tank quite alot more. (side note: some priest Soul Units are marginally cheaper then a Knights Soul Units. I always wondered why in pvp a priest was able to spam so many units in a short amount of time).

They also have a heal spell that when lvl 3 heals at least half a souls hp. However the range is a bit sad, I think its more of a heal just for themselves.

They also have a storm type move that can AoE multiple units, however compared to a knights spin move, its not as strong, but it does do a stun effect and annoys the crap out of me in pvp.

However a lvl 6 priest with a lvl 6 wand outdamages a lvl 12 knight with a lvl 12 sword in terms of normal attack.

lvl 6 priest would be 40 or so, while the lvl 12 Knight is like 36-39. Like really? lol.

Atm my Priest is only lvl 9. My knight was left off at lvl 14 before encountered with the error box.

As for as their units go, Priests have a soul that spins and turns itself into a barrier and anything that gets close to it get smacked by this spin multiple times before getting knocked out of range. You can't run through them either and priests can set them up as a wall to prevent anyone from passing. The only way to get past them is to knock them down or knock them in the air.

What makes this soul in particular imbalanced is that the more souls you have capable of doing this, you can control them singularity and place them in designated spots and if a smart priest did it correctly, you can immobilize units and players by surrounding them with these souls and make them perma stunned and incapable of doing anything until they are dead.

I havent unlocked the last 3 souls are used them in excessive yet to see what they are, but a priest is definitely more convenient to play as far as my opinion goes. I think the only thing I favored the Knight over the priest is that the knight's moves allow them to move while using the moves. A priest is stuck in 1 spot when using their skills which can be problematic against units that resist stuns.

Anyway, I think I well just casually play until Open Beta come's out. I am interested to see where their cash shop goes. If it turns into something like MT, Then I'm out. But it does have an interesting gameplay concept.

As far as pvp goes, a Priest is naturally at an advantage over a Knight. As they have the armor spell and a heal spell, those 2 alone make the efficiency per unit exceed a Knights unit. Not to mention as I said earlier, some of thier units are marginally cheaper then a Knights, eventually it adds up. I really wished they had a Boy Priest.

-LG

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Soulmaster Day 1

Hmm I guess it is a little unfair to actually critic the game, so I'll just say my thoughts and were I'm at right now.

First starting off, the classes are only 3 and they are gender locked. I picked the Knight because 1: the 2nd class is a girl and 2: the 3rd class looked like a monkey.

I'm currently lvl 6. And upon deciding my IGN, the name "Loveguardian" was too long, so I had to end up using "LoveGuard".

the armor and weapons are standard, meaning anyone can seem to get them (however this is just pure speculations as were all noobs still).

I'm a little annoyed, as there isn't alot of customization. The "Real-Time-Strategy" is kinda kool for the moment, but as of RIGHT NOW AT THIS POINT, I don't feel like I'll stick around long after Open Beta, but again, speculation.

Today is the first day it is released in closed beta, and they already had 2 maintenance (I would assume to clean stuff up).

Like any other closed beta, lots of lag. Surprisingly this this games MB amount isnt much, not even half of the amount needed for Allods. As far as lag goes, I only exp it when in ch 1 where all the whorebags are at in 1 spot and/or random moments where the screen freezes up and you have to wait a few seconds, then everything is crystal clear to play again till it freezes again.

Some missions are bugged, when trying to enter together in hard dungeons so far I have been disconnected with errors for all attempts.

I can say it is interesting, I havent entered the battle arena yet, Not until I get a better feel for it in pve.

Anyway, this concludes day 1,

-LG

P.S. pearz, were are you XD?.

P.S.S. Synthess is spamming my cell phone with txts saying she misses Genji. Too bad Genji is mine.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

ROFL at google search!!!

You don't really need to know this, But I was checking my IP tracker today and upon it's many features, It allows me to see what link possible led you to my blog.(if such existed)

and here I found this!

How sad that I come up before MT. I laughed at the site of this haha. If you knew it was you (cuz I dont wanna throw a location,name or personal anythings). Thank you. You made my day.

By the way, I know aeria still stalks my blog. I haven't exactly cornered your IP yet, However I narrowed down the possibilities to 7 (out of like 500+....I didn't know that many ppl read my blog, quite flattered, thank you)

Someone from mexico (love mexicans) must have had trouble locating my blog. Apparently I'm not hard to find. Based on what they typed in for google(few ppl did similar searchs for finding me). (there were other rlly weird searchs I came across viewing and wondered why my blog even showed up).

One that made me chuckle all the more was this one.

Anyway, If you feel like your privacy was violated (sorry, if it was you). I apologize, but you guys did give me a nice laugh, rest assured I'm not giving IP numbers or locations. (unless your Aeria, The whole point of getting the IP check was to find you. What I'll do with that information is entirely none of your business haha).
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Anyway, enough about that. Allods...I kinda semi-quite...as pearz said...more ppl quite make the game less enjoyable. I know that the cost of the incense and holy charms are NO WHERE near the cost of MT, however the INGAME cost is completely erratic. I remember back in the day where we had a set ap = gold exchange. 1k AP = 1 Mill macca. (not including stuff like promos/fcs/event/ect). At least there, it had some sort of stability in the market.

However in allods, there is no such exchange rate. the new incense is like 70 gold in the auction house, however the old incense was like 4 gold. 70 gold takes a hefty bit out of my gold savings(especially since I keep buying water of deaths to reset my skills lulz). Main summary though, is that it just wasn't fun anymore. I've explored almost all I needed to explore of a warden, there are a few things left to do, but they are more painstaking then fun. I could roll another character, but due to the updates, getting that new character to lvl 40 would take me at least 4 months >.>.

As I pass time in Mabinogi (I joined a guild named Asians, how ironic heh?), I am currently questing to get the final hit skill. It's a retardidly awesome skill and if at all, its quite fun to jump around the map killing mobs at blinking speed. For the moment I'm skilling windmill(rank 7) and crit(rank 6) as my key factors and gonna remain melee-based for a while. I made a giant as well, but I havent played him as much...Lost interest the second I recovered my 1 year + old account pass (haha).

I'll be joining pearz on Soul Master hopefully on the release date. My curiosity on their combat system is also drawn after watching their trailers.

Not sure on how their classes work but I'll try to be a melee-based one unless they have an interesting one that peaks my curiosity again.

-LG

Thursday, July 15, 2010

For all you Die-hard MT players

I suggest to leave the game, and stop pouring your hard-earned cash into the game. Start looking for another MMO. (FF14 is coming out sometime in september, it's even going to steal wow players =o).

You'd think pouring your cash into a game they would IMPROVE the gameplay and such related stuff but nope. Exact opposite.

Oh, I love Finella

You see that poll count up there on top of the screen? for those 80% that voted that its time for aeria to change shit up, well this is how their changing.

Seriously, I know maybe the game has you gripped, I'll admit it had me gripped for a bit. But you gotta take what's left of your wallet and find another MMO, the game is sinking. 1 press of a button and your pixel loving world that you poured your money into is deleted.

I-myself will be passing time by with allods and Mabinogi.

Mabinogi is also a extremly vainty-based game. It's also pay to be better then the players who don't pay.

But meh, I only play once in a blue moon to accompany my sister when she visits our house due to the split custody with my parents being divorced n all.

Even though I haven't spent 1 cent into the game and my sister I'm sure has poured more money then I want to know, she lacks the actual skills (and intelligence probably as well too) know how to work the combat system.

Allods.....ugh...you disappoint me haha.

I respecced my warden a few times in the last few days to test other angles of a warden.

Being a pet warden SUCKS. My bear can go fuck himself with his sad damage.

Being a caster warden FAILS. You're too damn squishy, can't even handle multi-agro.
Also being a caster lets you ditch wisdom stats and pour it all into int and perc due to no longer needing wisdom as a benefactor to finesse.

Problem is the damn vortex spell costs 700 mana to cast, along with call lighting being 500 more. No wisdom = you lasting only 20 seconds before your out of mana and dead. Not to mention that call lightning is the most unreliable move to use as a dps move. When I used it with the static charge debuff, the dmg ranged from 2k-40k. I don't want to have my dps that wide in gap.

Paired-Fists wardens = fail from the beginning and unplayable now due to the change in hawk strike with latest patch, again, go fuck yourself.

So what does that leave me with? 2 hand wardens of course.

sigh....I should have rolled a pally.....

o well, long as I'm not spending money in this potentially sinking ship that will be holding hands with MT.

*waits for FF14*

-LG

Monday, July 12, 2010

Is it too much to ask?

Blech a RL post. Not interested? I'm not forcing you to read.

I'm beginning to wonder if my standards are too high.

I'm not particularly picky with women. I mean a booty and boobs turns me on. But there's no way in hell I'm going to be fucking that body unless I know the girl on a personal level and if she is clean. Sorry this asian doesn't want aids, stds, none of that. The same rule applies to me with guys as well.

You can say I look but don't touch. I still have my hubby Jeff, but the issue that his orientation and our relationship would affect his career and that our relationship will be forever in secret. It has begun to wear down on me. For him to say "I love you" to me hurts me alot. I don't exactly know if I can say it back. I don't want to get hurt, but it makes me guilty because he has already given me the power to hurt him. N the last thing I want to do is hurt him. Were entering our 7th month together, and he's hinting stuff like moving in with him. I don't know what he wants of me. Things like moving in with him would make it seem obvious we were together...and jeopardize his career, and on the other hand he's getting transferred to the gulf of mexico for a month as well....as you can see....we need a long serious talk lol.

I think the most personal issue with me. Is I don't know what love really is. I think I am naive, like any other hormonal teenager. My logic and competence can tell me that and I understand and know I am far from perfect and flawed in every aspect. I believe that I have trouble differentiating what exactly is this aspect of love and just the feeling of lust. I just don't want to guide myself in the wrong direction or make mistakes.

Anyway, I been having a small urge to just see other people, to just know what else is out there. Call it cheating or an open relationship. I frankly don't care how you judge me. I do have a conscious, and I am somewhat guilty of doing this, however if there's something out there that exists to better me, or allow me to understand better about relationships and "love", who am I to deprive myself of such happiness or understanding?

Anyway, despite it being wrong or right, I quickly became disgusted with just the first few peps. Everyone I met, is a horny bastard freak in a quick harsh summary. All they wanted to do, was hook up, one night stand, or do orgies (no thank you). How about a "hello" or your name, hell, your favorite color. My word, the first sentence when messaging/calling someone should not be "want to hook up?". Am I the only one around who wants a justified relationship? I mean, I do have moments where I'm the horniest living mammal on the planet, believe me it happens often, but I don't let my dick do the thinking for me. I have a hand...and I have free porn...it's not hard to satisfy a sex urge.

What I find even worse, is the sheer animosity amounts of guys, who are in the closet. Some are freaking married for lord sakes...why are you calling me?

I also think my standards are too high, or everyone around me is just that bad. I do have preferences.

First of all, I think everyone knows by now, I'm not a fatass who lazes around on the couch all day. I don't have a beer gut, n I'm not a 50 year old creeper dude. I think my body is average, I have nice teeth, and I take care of myself.

My preferences were relatively the same: average body, nice teeth, easy eyes (weak spot for blue eyes, I could get lost in them forever. Same with green haha), n the as far as mentality goes, I think the first sentence coming out of your mouth would be "whats your name?" is by far way better then "want to hook up?".

Blech, I am hoping that my standards aren't high, and that it is indeed infact that everyone around me is that bad.

I'd appreciate anyone who is better at this dating/whatever you want to call it to give advice if you have any.

Fun Fact: I have never in my entire life, asked out anyone. I have ALWAYS been the one being asked out. Partially because I never took partners as a necessity in life. It has always been my back seat.

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Allod News:

It's really quiet in allods. I think alot of the community has left due to the latest patch. As much as I want to stay in the game, if some positive change doesn't happen soon, or at least gain some of the player-base back. I'm not so sure I'll be sticking around.

As far as lvling goes, I heard that the imp guards at asse give 6k exp if you kill them solo. I am thinking that I will probably be grinding on them in the next few days with Faust once I inform him about it. However I'm unsure exactly how efficient it is.

I may be moving to FF14 with pearz and a few others when it comes out. Sounds like I'm stalking her doesn't it? Probably true. We were duoing Laguna Boil heriocs today. I died so many times lulz. She used me as a expiremental punching bag alot. In the end we couldnt duo it. But it was stil fun.

-LG

Saturday, July 10, 2010

For anyone who wants a lulz in MT >.>


glitteryftw
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>.> god, stop bringing me up in your blog, i'm tired of people linking me to it....7/9/10 at 7:49 PM
no i did not vote on your poll since I don't troll your blog. 7/9/10 at 7:50 PM
although, now that I have looked at the options... I have to agree with the latter7/9/10 at 7:50 PM
but now that there is clear proof, i'm going to pull a quote from a post i made somewhere else.7/9/10 at 7:51 PM
and then follow it up with a quote from your post7/9/10 at 7:51 PM
"you assume that I love the patch and everything about it. You also assume that I assume how gm’s are at the moment ban happy. I agree with a lot of what you guys say, more than you know. What I don’t agree with is how you all go about showing it."7/9/10 at 7:54 PM
now i'll change it to, " "you assume that I love the company and everything about it."7/9/10 at 7:55 PM
"Where please o lord tell me where did I mention that I said YOU “love the patch and everything about it?” I never said such a thing, Please show me where I “assumed” this"7/9/10 at 7:55 PM
that one is you7/9/10 at 7:55 PM
stop assuming7/9/10 at 7:55 PM
if we are ever online at the same time, i'll send you another message. I said in my short message to you that I was looking to change, but in order to do that, i need some one to tell me what to change but before they do that, they need to understand more my place in everything. Seeing as how you seem to have a more logical standpoint than royce and indi, i figured I'd more talk to you and take what you have to say to me and see if i can " ange"7/9/10 at 7:58 PM
fail lol7/9/10 at 7:58 PM
"change"


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K, that was a click + paste. For those who need fill-ins, this is Thanos who took the liberty of adding me on yim and leaving this nice 1 way conversation for me. So much for "getting to know" me when your going to send this when I'm offline...more so...not even ask ANY questions about "me" but more so talking about my blog. So cheers.

I don't need a recap of what I said. I quit MT for the most part. You are never going to see me online unless they magically unbann LG long enough for me to give my gears away before they bann me for "Death Threats" or when Theenut is out of the picture. N the only purpose I accepted you on yim was for lulz that you'd want to "Get to know me" but apparently this isnt the case =o.

The Gm's know my blog, I know of at least 1 who stalks it on a daily bases. They can see the results themselves over this vote results on the top of my page (interesting how results are complete 180 of the results on their page..hmm fiddle dee
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To thanos (since ppl are going to "mention" this blog site to you, whatever excuse you want to say to cover up that you are indeed following this site too), Next time you should keep your word about getting to know me , and ask what's my favorite color. Maybe we can play dress up. I call the glitter.


O crap, I'm having a cardiac arrest...I cant..log...into...Yim.....



......whew now that's outta the way. /sarcasm

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Fun Fact: On pearz's blog I was in her videos...for a brief moment only haha. When you see a lighting storm that lags pearz, it was me =o. Wardens ftw? not lol.

In quick Allod news, they dropped the price of holy charms in cash shop, Prices on them also dropped in the auction house. Will be a few days for prices to stabilize but it "seems" like the new burdens for inc are manageable. Kenji, Hime, come back XD.



It's a bit more of a grind fest now....I don't rlly like that...who does? Anyway, I respecced my build today...learned that vortex debuff only works for me, cant be used by others, however its quite the sexy build imo. I'll keep it for the time being. Need 2 more rubies to complete the build.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Allods =/= Megaten?

It's been 2 days after patch. Gipat, the new area, is quite fun overall. Except the mobs are lvl 40 but are way to easy to kill. I think they were designed for the newbie lvl 40s who arent geared. I won't complain much about that, it's the least of my concerns.

They changed alot of appearances. The ones I know of specifically is that when I send my bear out on maul attacks he rushes and has a yellow trail follow him like a pally SoJ rush would. Kinda kool.

Bad things about this patch: Lagfest. Heroics were horrible...sooo laggy. They fucked up my bear. He's a retard now. Sometimes (especially in heroics) when sending him out to attack, he runs back n forth between the enemy and me like as though if he can't decide what to do. Rare occasions he FLYS and runs in midair while attacking. . . .Pretty interesting stuff.

Wardens specifically, we can NO LONGER stack legarathy pots, or aqua mortes, or even REFRESHING potions like we use to. To make the retardation even worse. It takes around 9x more xp to lvl now. They pretty much fucked over anyone who isnt lvl 40 by now. from lvl 40-41 it takes 940 exp, before patch, it only took 110k exp. Shitty huh?

Pearz finished Gipat quests and map, ended up with 17.5% xp, wonder wtf were going to do with the other 83%.....astral? everyone's too afraid to astral right now, I even suggested it, no one's motivated. (I want my fucken Legendary gear damit lol. Faust hurry up and build your boat).

Top this off, the new incense and holy charms are OVERpriced in the auctionhouse. Damn greedy players. There isn't even an exchange rate here for 10 gpotato= 1 gold or something. Therefore this market is soo unstable, and unpredictable.

Today Lezar, Kenji, Hime quit because of this patch. I overall am a bit worried to. I can sympathize with them, because this patch does not help out lower lvls AT ALL. At the same time, I do want to see if maybe this patch has some good things to it, or changes in the future, n maybe it will take a few days for the prices in auction house to go down to a stable price, where everyone can easily afford it.

It's heavily incense based, I kind of don't like that. I do however like the increase in rune's power.

I placed a recent bid on a Water of Death to reset my skills. Hopefully I'll get the item. I'm going to change my build, again, higher hopes that its so fail that it actually is viable.

I'm a little let down that some ppl left (lez, kenji,hime). I'm a little glad faust is staying, for a bit, I think the same reason as me, to see what's at the end of the tunnel for this patch.

I just started liking the game, especially since some players from MT came over to make it feel like home....I really don't want to have to move to another MMO yet AGAIN. In reality, the prices of inc and stuff are quite cheap compared to MT. I would have gladly paid for it actually.

Problem is this 19 year old does not use a credit card, nor do I want to nag my dad for it for a trivial reason of enjoyment of an MMO game. Srry, I'd rather have that go to college haha. I'm also disliking the Cursed Item System. Even gears that are dropped can be cursed, and you can't npc them to make money. In order to remove the curse you need to purchase the purification scoll which sells more then the items npcing price lol.

I'm not sure how exactly one is suppose to function in this game, make profit, and not spend a cent on the game anymore. I am just going to sit through this for a week or two, see how the market and community play out, as well as the GM's moves and reactions to the players turning the forums into QQ land.

If the worse case scenario comes, and I do have to move to a new MMO.......gawd... Idk what MMO I'll play next.....I haven't even made myself infamous on this game yet....like pearz (+100 ego).

zzzz wtf wtf wtf.

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In quick MT news, the voting for your opinions of how Aeria is at the top of this blog page is now closed.

Final results: 3 ppl voted for highest, unless you guys want to step forth and admit it was you, I'm going to "assume" that it was Thanos, Theenut, and GSDojan who were the mysterious musketeers who voted for the highest 5 star service. Thanks for tampering with the results.

Whether it was u guys or not, in the grander scheme of things, more then 80% of the ppl who follow my blog and took time to vote absolutely hate your service. Despite the potential tampering, final result is: your service sucks. Good day.

-LG

Inb4...well you know...rofl.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Patch 1.1

Within the next few hours will begin maintenance in allods for the next patch. 12 hours?

After fiddling with my build, I realized that despite pearz's guidance, no one's perfect. The base build she gave is still useful, and for the most part I will be revolving around it, but the overall build had some problems. Main problem was that I couldn't tank. The only possible way to do so is to have legendaries, which are dam hard to get, and even harder when this patch comes. (we won't discuss the details of the patch, there's simply too much to explain and absorb).

On top of being a fail tank, I couldn't hold agro. I had to sit around waiting for reveal vulnerability to be inflicted by my bear before landing 1 hit and then really waiting around for the next one to land. While astraling in Zales Allod Pearz checked the dps meter and said I was 10% of the total dps . . . . out of 6 ppl....beating 1 other person..pathetic.

I plan to respect my build again. This time I will still keep pearz's base build she provided me, but I will change a few things around.

Thankfully, they will be changing our renew from a buff to a burst heal. I couldnt revolve my build around nature's grip. The move has uses, but not enough to keep it, especially when the effect doesnt work on raid bosses. The rubies used for that move will be placed elsewhere where I think I will have better use of it.

Not only that, but they will fix the bug of the vortex debuff, and I plan to stick to a 2H mace as my weapon.

Warden's are hard to play. "jack of all trades, best of none". I think that is my summary on it. There are so few wardens ingame that players have forgotten what moves we have.

I was in a Orcshek Heroics with Faustleiche in a fail party the other day (by fail, I mean I outgeared everyone there with the exception of Faust and was a better tank then the tanker with my fail build). Anyway, overall, I kinda fucked up in 1 spot and then they blamed the whole run on me. I lulz when the summoner kept going "WTF" every time I used NB(Natural Balance). I get these comments every so often with nature grip and NB. Pretty soon they are going to wonder why they have a aqua vitae in their inventory.

Anyway, today Pearz showed me how to farm gold in this game. Feels alot like ichi, but way too boring to do alone. It went a lil quicker the 2nd time around when Faust accompanied me.

(btw, Faust, if you are reading this, you and me need to talk about your respec build, I just had the brightest idea, kinda evil too mwhahaha. It involves your Heavenly Smite, and Pee Vee Pee, you'll love it).

I also picked up Alchemy finally. After reaching lvl 40 I finally had free time to experience other content and skills in this game. Atm its skill lvl is 206 and always increasing. Raising the skill isn't much out of my pocket since I discovered Allods way of farming and selling the pots usually gives back 2/3 of the money spent. I'm most likely going to try and help Faust with getting his ship(or mine but I don't want to?) and getting stuff I may need like Water of Deaths. Allods is still >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then Megaten. (what do you know they are having in this patch?? 1 of the many things is NEW CONTENT OMFG no wayzzz)

Only thing I'm worried about is the Holy charms, cost on my gold, as well as the new incense.

It has become a little more P2P, but I just hope that it doesn't become such a hassle that the F2P cannot function anymore. I hope that it doesnt become MT, where it's Pay to Win, however I kinda wished they stuck with the FoD then this bullshit.

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As for real life. Don't feel like talking about it. Nothing really bad has happened, only thing I think is bad is I lost a lot of muscle mass, kinda getting squishy? Not attractive. My bf is also sending hints to me that confuse me. Dropping "I love you" and "Wish you could live with me" phrases. I'm too afraid to say I love you back, more so that I have never been in a relationship this deep or this far. I'm just afraid to get hurt, like an average human. Plus once your 18+ your like fresh meat....I cannot believe how many times I get hit on. I cannot deny it isn't tempting, but I'm still faithful to my current on n only. Last weekend our groupy did the usual heading up to Michigan, drunk, AND fireworks for July 4th. A girl told me I had a nice butt.....I was like...thanks.....I didn't know my butt was my best feature....coming from a girl all the more. Anywayz, enough of me, What's up with you =O?

-LG,