Too Good to be True.

As of today at 12:22 am this morning. I became a single man.

Schools been really hard. I had 21 credits and ended up dropping 2 classes because of too much workload. I picked up 1 class again so I stand here with 17 credits for the semester.

Lacrosse started yesterday. Despite my workouts- I still found myself aching and sore today. But at least I can say I am not as sore as most of the team is haha.

I'm sick right now...the ND kids that took the conditioning test for lacrosse with us gave us the cold/flu.

So my (ex)-boyfriend Jeff didn't like that I was taking so many classes and didn't like that I was leaving for Bloomington which essentially implied that I would be leaving him.

It didn't help my case that I went looking on a site that shall not be named just to see who was out there. I didn't hook-up with anyone or anything of that sort. I stand by my monogamous morals. Just wanted to see really who was out there. But he "magically" found my profile on the site and assumes I screwed with everyone in the country. #1, so much for trust. #2 stalker? what the fuck were you doing on the site anyways? #3 If I caught anything, he would have it too..Unless he did some messing around behind my back. In which case he should really gtfo.

Seeing as this is my first relationship...I really don't know how I'm feeling right now haha. I thought I was suppose to be sad. Something along those lines. But right now it's more like a "whatever" and "good luck finding someone better then me" as well as "you'll come running back to me in a week" type feelings. What irks me like no other is that our 1 year anniversary is in 3 days. This friday. Somewhere in the back of my head. My pessimistic nature implies that I was nothing more then some boy toy to him anyway. Sad thing is I'm finding justifications to it.

I have a feeling he's going to be txting and calling within a few days (well he's already been txting now but I been ignoring). I'm sure he's going to give me a 2nd chance or something, but I'm not going to really take that offer. You don't know what you got till it's gone. I think he (as well as I) need to understand that concept. We've been together for a year...and in that year all we did was stay at his place. Nothing romantic, nothing "spur of the moment". He said we'd go see movies, he said we'd go skiing. Nothing.

I don't need him to paint me a pretty picture of false hopes. Which might be why I'm taking this break up really lightly.

O well. I think for now I'll stay single for the remainder of this semester and just focus on friends and school....o wait...school just started....god what a long semester this is going to be.

I miss allods. I really want that lvl 45 cap patch and I really really wanna play and farm for lvl 8-10 runes haha.

I was playing Dantes Inferno on Xbox 360 yesterday. Was borrowing the game and console from a friend who lives on campus. He's quite the game addict.

Anyway the game was awesome. Lots of customizations lol.

-LG

First/second day of school

Other then going through Allods withdrawl, I been good. Some friends been tossing the lacrosse ball around waiting for practices to start and I have been joining them. Nice to have some player bonding before the season starts. I think it promotes communication to be useful ingame.

First day of classes sucked balls. We got to leave early though. Most first day classes are just professors passing out their rules, syllabus, grading policies, ect. I think my Tuesday/Thursday pofessors will be nice.

Then I had band practice around 6pm-7:30pm at Notre Dame. I missed dinner because of it...so I ordered Jimmy Johns haha.

Today is the second day of school, resorting to my mon-wed-fri days. I have 4 classes today from 11 am - 4pm and then my last class at 7pm (FUCKK MEEE).

O well, Hopefully the professors will be nice.

We got around 35 new transfer students this semester. No new asians...so I'm still the only asian.

my ex-roommate (the gay one) from last semester got kicked out of school here (HAHAHA). The 2 new incoming transfers took his room. So far I met one of them. He seems very socially out-going. Kinda cute too, kinda have a crush on him but I'm sure I'll get over it. His roommate though seems...jocky and...belligerent but I shouldn't assume because I haven't talked with him. O well, wish me luck on my 2nd day of school....miss allods lol.

-LG

P.S. Pearz...Ejac..if either of you logged on my account....I farmed a little bit before leaving...there should be enough gold to make a lvl 4 rune. There is 2 lvl 3 runes in my bank deposit. I didnt have enough time to npc the UTT drops. Just saying the resources are available to make that last lvl 4 rune without spending any resources to do so. Have fun.

Fixed

Fixed my build today with a WoD. Fucking epic build now. Bought my WoD from Gorgs, my best client in the manwhoring department. I flirt with him on a daily basis because of the sole reason that he is married and straight as an arrow. (P.S. this is a joke)

I am now very high up on the DPS boards for normal herioc parties. Ranging from 1-3 top dps haha.

Was a good way to end my allods experience.

Saw 5 windsong legendaries distributed today. Very fucken depressing because Windsong gears BELONG to wardens haha.

O well, Pearz wants my warden account too now. I may or may not have distributed it to her. Hope she doesn't change my gender and name. (or my build...that build is fking epic and well worth the WoD).

Still didn't get my lvl 4 rune sets. Missing one and I don't think Ejac or Pearz have the willpower or pacience to farm in UTT for that last rune. Idk how I'm going to do it but we'll see.

As I try to force allods out of my head, it becomes overflowed with 2 things. Lacrosse...and

FKING JERSEY SHORE

-LG

Last day in Allods

So I farmed my ass off, I am now sitting with 4 4 4 4 4 1 runes (which ones not like the other?). Today is my last day to farm around 600ish g haha.

I also talked with pearz the other day voicing my distain for the shred move (cost 15 energy on the effing bear and he's out of energy so fast).

As I thought, I was used as an expiremental hampster haha. She "Thought" it was a strong move cuz it seemed strong on her alt. But nevertheless it did show me that the pet grid is buffed a lot.

I "Want" to buy another WoD and fix my build to a alternative build me and pearz saw apporpriate but seeing as today is my last day to farm. I would need around 1200g farmed TODAY in order to get both the last lvl 4 rune AND WoD.

For now I think I'll go after the WoD to fix my build. Make it easier for Ejac to play it haha. But I will be slightly sad that I won't be able to have a full set of lvl 4 runes.

Took me 1 week to go from lvl 1 to lvl 4s haha. Moved pretty fast if I don't say so myself.

Anyway, school's starting tomorrow. I am excited about the new experiences and lacrosse starting but I am also sad that I have to leave allods behind.

Hopefully I will come back around spring break.

-LG

Skewl

School starts next week. Might be putting away allods again for school.

I finally re-specced into Pearz's suggested build and atm it feels very very weird. Different play-style for sure.

My old spec made me the main dps and my bear just a secondary. On the DPS meter I would usually be around 60-80% while the bear picked up the rest.

With the new specc its a bit harder to control. One could say its more complicated now because after using the bear's energy so much you must put it to rest. And the best times to spam his energy low is when Great Hunt is on, so in that 25 seconds you gotta spam as much as you can with Shred. Then Ethernal Calm him to recharge.

It's a bit more harder to control this build but overall I prefer this build because it is more complicated.

I don't want to keep spamming fucking Wolf Blow every 3 seconds. Now on the DPS meter it shows me at around 40-60% and the bear is around half my DPS.

So far I got 3 3 3 3 3 1 runes on me. Discovered that I could still farm upper TT at lvl 41 so I been spamming it for the last 2 days to afford my WoD and chips for runes.

I think if I stick at it until school starts I will be covered in lvl 4 runes but again...I think I will have to drop Allods for school.

Ejac owns like 2934893843 characters lol, I might contemplate letting him play with my warden until I get back. We'll see.

Tried installing Boot Camp yesterday on Mac to get allods running and it's stupid and I'm not exactly very tech-savvy so I'm going to try Parrellels program tomorrow.

-Real Life Update-

we got 40 inches of snow in the last 2 days. Fuck my life.

Going skiing today with Jeff, gonna be awesome.

P.S. Our Guild Officer Ghost was drooling over my pics the other day. Pervert =P

-LG

Poor High School Kids.

Well first off, Happy New Year if no one noticed.

My New Year Resolution: Gain 15-20 pounds of muscle and get a 3.7-4.0 GPA.

High Schoolers starts school again yesterday. I felt sorry. Cuz me and my fellow colleagues have 2 more weeks of break to get fat and lazy before the tediously busy schedule resumes.

I picked up allods again around 2 days ago after spending a lot of time with my close friend's family. Finally started building up my runes. So far I have 2 lvl 3 runes and well it's better then nothing haha.

Gotten use to melee 2 hand wardens now, Pearz was nice enough AGAIN to help me out with my build again and give some pointers that I shall be taking and re-speccing to once I get the money for a WoD. The build she gave me was basically DPS pwnage and it does go against some of my own preferences (they are practical though just not my cup of tea) but hey, If I want to be better I got to change whether I like it or not eh?

I kinda want to make an alt healer but I know that would take months of training. Which reminded me of Faustleiche and how we both kinda quit after that patch.

Well Faust, bro man if you're reading this. You should come back. It's not as bad now. They have daily quest for your incense that lasts all day as well as a daily quest for holy charms(and pots), so you can function not paying a dime of real money. If not, Lezar wants a healer to duo with, and I want a healer alt but lack the energy and time to raise one XD. Mine letting me borrow your healer? haha, I'd rather have you back though.

Me and Jeff's 1 year anniversary is approaching (January 28th). Time certainly passed. We had some ups n downs but overall I love my smoochymoopypoopykins.

Btw if anyone knows how to run allods on a MAC I would greatly appreciate it. So far I have heard of "duel boost" and ....blarg i forgot the other name but yea....I plan on taking allods back with me to college haha.

Now if you'll excuse me I shall be grinding back to allods for my lvl 42 lol.