So I finally got my lap top meaning I can play WHENEVER I WANT!! First thing I did was QQ with my clannies and caught up with alot of friends. Ichied a bit, rebirthed demons, and pvp of course.
I pvp for fun now and abide by the pvp alliance rules (aka no incense, no wolfpacking, leaving matches, mana heals, ect, ect) and try playing by those rules the best I can.
There was 1 vahalla match where I found out someone on my team was using mana heals (from the other side complaining ) and I told him that I would leave the team if he used it again.
Lately, ppl have been wolfpacking me alot. Today I faced 4 DDers and had antis on me. I stopped enhancing, and said "This is wolfpacking you know?". One of them answered back, "Not really, You have regal."
.................................
My blood boiled.
If it was ANY OTHER PERSON it's wolfpacking, but because I have regal, I am all the sudden an exception to the rule?
Wake up call people, regal is a chain expertise, not inc, or a cheat code of some sort. I can DIE, and it doesn't take more then 1 person to do that. Stop treating with exceptions and retarded responses of "well you have regal". I'm sick of it, you guys have DD, MB, sharp shoot, and a fuck shitload boat of other skills and SS + tarots I cant use so please shut the god damn fuck up with that god forbidden, pulling out of ur ass to make urself feel better, retarded excuse of "you have regal".
I know in the past I acted like an ass, and all high n mighty on my horse. I'm sorry about that. But it doesnt help the fact that you guys are treating me like I am all high in mighty filled with exceptions and excuses in the first place.
How can I begin to try and be humble and nice and try to redeem myself of the past if you guys are going to keep treating me like some GM or God with exceptions and excuses?
I'm just like you guys, I'm no better or worse then the next player, I'm just using Citrine's build.
I know how hard it is to kill me, I can understand the frustration it holds. I dont mind if its 2 vs 1 or 3 vs 1 sometimes in pvp. Don't make it a wolfpack or incense (especially if u signed the alliance).
Your frustrated pvp buddy,
LoveGuardian
Monday, November 23, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Thank You Just_here2
How to be a Enhancer: For Dummies.
Come on enhancers.....learn your shit plz...if you did...great...make our class proud...If you didn't, your only justifying those stupid buff stones sold in the magic shop and those mana heals in the pharmacy.
I'm not trying to sound like the best enhancer here...or the first..the king...or whatever..I'm not trying to send that message.
But I don't want our class to be dragged in the mud...I don't want to see ppl sneer on our class...treat it like some 2nd job...think we suck...It's obvious that we can hold our own.
Perfect example is Pacifica, class 5 enhancement as a major class, and DD + hexing as her minor...and she kicks ASS! (and that just naming 1).
plz point this guide out to any enhancer whom you think needs improvement.
Can't wait for thanksgiving,
LoveGuardian
Come on enhancers.....learn your shit plz...if you did...great...make our class proud...If you didn't, your only justifying those stupid buff stones sold in the magic shop and those mana heals in the pharmacy.
I'm not trying to sound like the best enhancer here...or the first..the king...or whatever..I'm not trying to send that message.
But I don't want our class to be dragged in the mud...I don't want to see ppl sneer on our class...treat it like some 2nd job...think we suck...It's obvious that we can hold our own.
Perfect example is Pacifica, class 5 enhancement as a major class, and DD + hexing as her minor...and she kicks ASS! (and that just naming 1).
plz point this guide out to any enhancer whom you think needs improvement.
Can't wait for thanksgiving,
LoveGuardian
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Goodbye Fwiend
IBleach has posted his retirement post and is quitting megaten. I kinda wish it was just another post that will be edited later for un-retirement. Sad to see him go, I hope he comes back or changes his mind. I'm not entirely sure if our fashion blog he organized will continue or not, but nevertheless it's his choice.
I always hate it when people who are close to you quit the game, it just makes it not as much fun to play anymore. Hell, I made some really close friends, we even added each other on facebook and stuff. (keo!!! )
You generally meet alot of nice people playing games like these, I remember playing a game called Runscape back in gradeschool, and randomly became friends with a guy and we still talk to this day and were both in college. His name's tom, added on facebook,AIM,and Myspace. He's chasing his dream of being a professional octagon fighter, and I hope he does achieve his goal.
It may just be a game, and were all playing to have fun, chatting and making friends with pixels (lulz). But I think its nice if everyone who reads this, to take more to heart of those friends who you hang out with everday in megaten, add them on MSN, Yahoo, AIM, twitter (-.-), whatever it is. So that if one of you quits, or moves on from that game, you did not lose a friendship.
On a shorter, unrelated but related in a way topic. PvP.....is PvP....I see way to many people fight with friends about stupid stuff in pvp like who incensed/wolfpacked/cheated/whatever (I, myself am kinda guilty of this).
Again, can't stress it enough, If you incensed, plz be honest, don't lie. If you died, its okay...just ress...not the end of the world. Dont be bitter towards anyone and everyone...try to keep whatever happens in pvp...in pvp. It's better this way (btw I apologize to Force. There was a moment believed he incensed, but after cooling down a bit, I gave him the beinfet of the doubt and realized he hexed me. Hope we are still cool man).
If your friend is chaos and your law...dont get too involved with the stupid games stories and ideals/morals of what law and chaos stand for...its just a fucking game okay? your friend who is chaos is not like be believes in no order and all about power and whatever bullshit...dear lord its not like your gonna walk out the door and see your demon waiting for you. I seen some ppl taking our alignments a little too serius..I am beginning to wonder if they know that the game ISN'T REAL
Lastly, interesting stories I heard when I was online this past weekend. I joined up with a bunch of random parties as the enhancer, cuz I needed to train my demons. Of course I always ask whats up, anything new, hows it going.
Apparently, enhancers these days are sucking...this dissapoints me. The general rumors I heard were the following:
-They don't heal, they expect you to heal yourself
-They don't keep the party buffed, only buff to save their ass
-They run out of beads (WTF) in the middle of runs
-They FORGET? to keep a party buffed (MORE WTF?)
-They run out of mp heals
-They buff when people are out of range.
These seem to be the most general concerns....now...seriusly...unless your more of a synther..there's NO EXCUSE not to HEAL your party. For the love of christ..there's this thing called CURATIVE which is REQUIRED for the ENHANCEMENT chain. How do you run out of beads in the middle of runs enhancers? they are only 1500 macca a stack...a bit of advice, always carry at least 200 of BOTH east and west beads with you at all times, the cost will not kill you. The cooldowns of enhancement are long...and minimul..you only need to press 2 dam buttons every 20-30 seconds...HOW CAN YOU FORGET?! as for mp heals...I have never had this problem before..It is beyond my own understanding as to why you would run out...personally i always carry over 200 candies with me as well, and notify the party when I am down to 80. Hell, keep some mp heals in your bazaar depository if you have to (something useful I learned recently).
Seriusly, enhancers job is usually quite easy to do. Don't drag our class in the mud, were not even a expensive build. /vent
S>Love
B>Virginity
LoveGuardian
I always hate it when people who are close to you quit the game, it just makes it not as much fun to play anymore. Hell, I made some really close friends, we even added each other on facebook and stuff. (keo!!! )
You generally meet alot of nice people playing games like these, I remember playing a game called Runscape back in gradeschool, and randomly became friends with a guy and we still talk to this day and were both in college. His name's tom, added on facebook,AIM,and Myspace. He's chasing his dream of being a professional octagon fighter, and I hope he does achieve his goal.
It may just be a game, and were all playing to have fun, chatting and making friends with pixels (lulz). But I think its nice if everyone who reads this, to take more to heart of those friends who you hang out with everday in megaten, add them on MSN, Yahoo, AIM, twitter (-.-), whatever it is. So that if one of you quits, or moves on from that game, you did not lose a friendship.
On a shorter, unrelated but related in a way topic. PvP.....is PvP....I see way to many people fight with friends about stupid stuff in pvp like who incensed/wolfpacked/cheated/whatever (I, myself am kinda guilty of this).
Again, can't stress it enough, If you incensed, plz be honest, don't lie. If you died, its okay...just ress...not the end of the world. Dont be bitter towards anyone and everyone...try to keep whatever happens in pvp...in pvp. It's better this way (btw I apologize to Force. There was a moment believed he incensed, but after cooling down a bit, I gave him the beinfet of the doubt and realized he hexed me. Hope we are still cool man).
If your friend is chaos and your law...dont get too involved with the stupid games stories and ideals/morals of what law and chaos stand for...its just a fucking game okay? your friend who is chaos is not like be believes in no order and all about power and whatever bullshit...dear lord its not like your gonna walk out the door and see your demon waiting for you. I seen some ppl taking our alignments a little too serius..I am beginning to wonder if they know that the game ISN'T REAL
Lastly, interesting stories I heard when I was online this past weekend. I joined up with a bunch of random parties as the enhancer, cuz I needed to train my demons. Of course I always ask whats up, anything new, hows it going.
Apparently, enhancers these days are sucking...this dissapoints me. The general rumors I heard were the following:
-They don't heal, they expect you to heal yourself
-They don't keep the party buffed, only buff to save their ass
-They run out of beads (WTF) in the middle of runs
-They FORGET? to keep a party buffed (MORE WTF?)
-They run out of mp heals
-They buff when people are out of range.
These seem to be the most general concerns....now...seriusly...unless your more of a synther..there's NO EXCUSE not to HEAL your party. For the love of christ..there's this thing called CURATIVE which is REQUIRED for the ENHANCEMENT chain. How do you run out of beads in the middle of runs enhancers? they are only 1500 macca a stack...a bit of advice, always carry at least 200 of BOTH east and west beads with you at all times, the cost will not kill you. The cooldowns of enhancement are long...and minimul..you only need to press 2 dam buttons every 20-30 seconds...HOW CAN YOU FORGET?! as for mp heals...I have never had this problem before..It is beyond my own understanding as to why you would run out...personally i always carry over 200 candies with me as well, and notify the party when I am down to 80. Hell, keep some mp heals in your bazaar depository if you have to (something useful I learned recently).
Seriusly, enhancers job is usually quite easy to do. Don't drag our class in the mud, were not even a expensive build. /vent
S>Love
B>Virginity
LoveGuardian
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Postponed!!!
Lol maintenance for the no dur loss and team pvp was delayed today .
Apparently they wanted to do this RIGHT this time so they are going to go over the patch with CAVE and make sure that there are no complications this time. Honestly, I'd rather have to put up with this then to have it implemented and see bugs and errors everywhere.
So them some support as they try to work everything out.
lndicative has changed his build now. I'm kinda sad about that, seeing as it means only me and lnstinct are left (why did you leave us lndi D=). But the build he is going for definitely interests me a great deal. I do hope that it turns out to be an awesome build. If it's anything like pacifica's, I'm going to have a hard time dealing with him in pvp then, but that's a good thing, gotta keep each other challenged and have FUN right!? GL lndi, you should all also wish him good luck.
Apparently I also heard Force is changing his build (NOT AGAIN!!). He won't tell me, so like you guys, were going to have to wait and see what he's going to pull out of his bag of tricks. May the FORCE be with him!!!
Royce has also posted up a new blog entry . I found it intertaining to read, so if you have a spare moment in your life, be sure to read it and comment on it because there's quite a discussion there. by the way, stop accusing Royce of incensing or else he's going to orgasm from all those hard-ons D=!!
Anyway, I'm still waiting for my new lap top, can't indulge in megaten yet (but o god do i want to). Been taking my frustration out in the gym, must say I look sexier everyday (lies lol). Hopefully the lap top comes in before the end if this week. If not, well...QQ..I miss alot of you guys already.
As mentioned in my previous blog posts, dealing with my roommate, my orientation, and situation. Things turned out..ALOT better then I was expecting. Not many people know I'm bi yet...whether it's because they don't know or dont' care, I like where I stand in this situation as it is. The main thing I was scared about, was the hockey team finding out. Far as I know, 1/2 the team knows, and the other half either don't care or don't know yet, but so far everyone who's confronted me have said they didn't care which made me feel alot better.
Interesting thing was one of the players was asking WAYYY to many questions and showing WAAYY to much interest in my orientation. Kept asking when I knew I was bi, how did it happen, how does it feel and some other semi-wierd questions. I am getting a vibe maybe he's interested in me. Sorry to dissapoint you guys, I'm not a total sex freak, and I consider my teammates as brothers(or sisters) and hold them closer then family. Deffinitely not going to compromise the way I feel about my teammates. Nothings going to happen lol.
One last thing, Royce started a topic in the megaten forums, it may be a futile attempt to stop incense usage in pvp, but don't flame the topic or anything. If you support the cause, plz sign it and follow the rules knowing that YOU at least didn't incense(which is the MAIN issue aside from the other rules). I myself, support it very much. CAVE may never give us the patch to negate the effects of incense in pvp, doesn't mean we shouldn't stop complaining to the GMs + GSs to push CAVE for the patch. In the meantime, all we really can do is TRUST each other not to incense. I know it's a HARD thing to do, if you think someone is incensing, pm the person and ask, also know how to use the damage calculator to find out as well. For the people who do incense, please don't lie about it, were not going to crusify you if you do. It would just be nice to know, honesty and trust is the first step that our megaten community needs to understand if we wish to work together and push CAVE into giving us what we desire.(I feel like I'm stalking Royce, keep saying Royce this and Royce that XD)
Anyway, be sure to keep yourself updated with the Megaten Fashion Closet blog. It has alot of potential, and I think it could take off with great success, this also benifits Aeria because were encouraging people to buy items for fashion purposes, like advertisement...except were not getting paid to do it (but shhh lol). Anyway, it's fun to read at least, and I encourage you to post comments after reading the blog entries and give your opnions of the items as well as constructive critism to our opnions of fashion as well. IBleach is trying to encourage discussions and other people's opinions of fashion and try to get the blog to be popular and a favorite of everyone. So bookmark it, save it as a link, susbribe it , follow it, whatever, but just keep up to date with it us as we evolve and grow the site better-er everyday.
Your sleepy blogger,
LoveGuardian
Apparently they wanted to do this RIGHT this time so they are going to go over the patch with CAVE and make sure that there are no complications this time. Honestly, I'd rather have to put up with this then to have it implemented and see bugs and errors everywhere.
So them some support as they try to work everything out.
lndicative has changed his build now. I'm kinda sad about that, seeing as it means only me and lnstinct are left (why did you leave us lndi D=). But the build he is going for definitely interests me a great deal. I do hope that it turns out to be an awesome build. If it's anything like pacifica's, I'm going to have a hard time dealing with him in pvp then, but that's a good thing, gotta keep each other challenged and have FUN right!? GL lndi, you should all also wish him good luck.
Apparently I also heard Force is changing his build (NOT AGAIN!!). He won't tell me, so like you guys, were going to have to wait and see what he's going to pull out of his bag of tricks. May the FORCE be with him!!!
Royce has also posted up a new blog entry . I found it intertaining to read, so if you have a spare moment in your life, be sure to read it and comment on it because there's quite a discussion there. by the way, stop accusing Royce of incensing or else he's going to orgasm from all those hard-ons D=!!
Anyway, I'm still waiting for my new lap top, can't indulge in megaten yet (but o god do i want to). Been taking my frustration out in the gym, must say I look sexier everyday (lies lol). Hopefully the lap top comes in before the end if this week. If not, well...QQ..I miss alot of you guys already.
As mentioned in my previous blog posts, dealing with my roommate, my orientation, and situation. Things turned out..ALOT better then I was expecting. Not many people know I'm bi yet...whether it's because they don't know or dont' care, I like where I stand in this situation as it is. The main thing I was scared about, was the hockey team finding out. Far as I know, 1/2 the team knows, and the other half either don't care or don't know yet, but so far everyone who's confronted me have said they didn't care which made me feel alot better.
Interesting thing was one of the players was asking WAYYY to many questions and showing WAAYY to much interest in my orientation. Kept asking when I knew I was bi, how did it happen, how does it feel and some other semi-wierd questions. I am getting a vibe maybe he's interested in me. Sorry to dissapoint you guys, I'm not a total sex freak, and I consider my teammates as brothers(or sisters) and hold them closer then family. Deffinitely not going to compromise the way I feel about my teammates. Nothings going to happen lol.
One last thing, Royce started a topic in the megaten forums, it may be a futile attempt to stop incense usage in pvp, but don't flame the topic or anything. If you support the cause, plz sign it and follow the rules knowing that YOU at least didn't incense(which is the MAIN issue aside from the other rules). I myself, support it very much. CAVE may never give us the patch to negate the effects of incense in pvp, doesn't mean we shouldn't stop complaining to the GMs + GSs to push CAVE for the patch. In the meantime, all we really can do is TRUST each other not to incense. I know it's a HARD thing to do, if you think someone is incensing, pm the person and ask, also know how to use the damage calculator to find out as well. For the people who do incense, please don't lie about it, were not going to crusify you if you do. It would just be nice to know, honesty and trust is the first step that our megaten community needs to understand if we wish to work together and push CAVE into giving us what we desire.(I feel like I'm stalking Royce, keep saying Royce this and Royce that XD)
Anyway, be sure to keep yourself updated with the Megaten Fashion Closet blog. It has alot of potential, and I think it could take off with great success, this also benifits Aeria because were encouraging people to buy items for fashion purposes, like advertisement...except were not getting paid to do it (but shhh lol). Anyway, it's fun to read at least, and I encourage you to post comments after reading the blog entries and give your opnions of the items as well as constructive critism to our opnions of fashion as well. IBleach is trying to encourage discussions and other people's opinions of fashion and try to get the blog to be popular and a favorite of everyone. So bookmark it, save it as a link, susbribe it , follow it, whatever, but just keep up to date with it us as we evolve and grow the site better-er everyday.
Your sleepy blogger,
LoveGuardian
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Who's left?
Short posting today.
After I left home and returned to campus (with some of my own stuff to decorate MY room, and look like I'm somewhat still alive). I cleaned up the room and at 12:31 am. , finished. Even when he leaves the room he makes a mess.
I have a class in 9 hours, meaning I have 9 hours to complete the online homework (phail! lol).
Before I left, I met Pacifica's alt. For a lvl 55(and we stopped when she reached lvl 60), she outdamaged, or parred with a dmg of a lvl 70+ during ichi runs. I was quite impressed at how fast we speed ichied and even my cooldowns of my skills barely kept up with the party. The basic run-down was that paci's alt and SuKi would epically burn and incinerate everything in the normal rooms, and the melee would rambo jiko. It gave my demons good experience, especially for some odd reason, all of them were lvl 1 (Must have rebirthed them all before I logged out last time D8).
I talked with Pacifica for a little bit, was really happy that she didn't quite or leave the game yet, as I consider her to be a very good friend and her generosity as well as personality is someting you don't see in many ppl these days. The game would'nt be the same without her honestly. We talked a little bit about pvp. Main thing I wanted to know was if there was any new faces that I should watch out for, or any new things I should know. I was disheartened a bit when I heard her answer. Hopefully, that will change with the patch coming Tuesday, even she hoped to see everyone come back and new faces to join pvp. I myself, won't have to bitch about dur loss, and take as many hits as I please, so watch out everyone!
While we were talking, I found out no new regal enhancers were running about. Instinct was still there, and possibly going back to a demon tamer like me (Funkalicious guy I tell you). He changed his build so many times, and they all were quite creative, I'm glad he will return to his original build and not leave me <3. Citrine I think has fully quit, as everyone I asked said she hasn't been on. I remember when I first met her, I wanted revenge for killing me and my eligor. She sparked my revenge, and in the end, I actually adore her. You have my gratitude Citrine, I would not be who I am today if it was not for you, I hope I wont dissapoint your build. lndicative I heard was also changing his build but it required lvl 90. I hope it's something creative as well, but because of that, it only leaves me and Instinct as the last of our kind ( sure there are a bunch of regal enhancers, but they are melee based with enhancement as a 2nd job, not enhancer based with class 4 regal only used ) . As much as I like the rarity of the build, a part of me wants there to be someone else. Sure it feels kinda special knowing that not many people have your build, but then there's no one to compare yourself with, no competition, it just feels like, your alone in a way. O well, I can't wait for new crystals to be implemented. I have a new idea for my alt so that it won't be sentenced to a regal enhancer. I will give you a clue though....
BAKOOM!!!!
LoveGuardian
After I left home and returned to campus (with some of my own stuff to decorate MY room, and look like I'm somewhat still alive). I cleaned up the room and at 12:31 am. , finished. Even when he leaves the room he makes a mess.
I have a class in 9 hours, meaning I have 9 hours to complete the online homework (phail! lol).
Before I left, I met Pacifica's alt. For a lvl 55(and we stopped when she reached lvl 60), she outdamaged, or parred with a dmg of a lvl 70+ during ichi runs. I was quite impressed at how fast we speed ichied and even my cooldowns of my skills barely kept up with the party. The basic run-down was that paci's alt and SuKi would epically burn and incinerate everything in the normal rooms, and the melee would rambo jiko. It gave my demons good experience, especially for some odd reason, all of them were lvl 1 (Must have rebirthed them all before I logged out last time D8).
I talked with Pacifica for a little bit, was really happy that she didn't quite or leave the game yet, as I consider her to be a very good friend and her generosity as well as personality is someting you don't see in many ppl these days. The game would'nt be the same without her honestly. We talked a little bit about pvp. Main thing I wanted to know was if there was any new faces that I should watch out for, or any new things I should know. I was disheartened a bit when I heard her answer. Hopefully, that will change with the patch coming Tuesday, even she hoped to see everyone come back and new faces to join pvp. I myself, won't have to bitch about dur loss, and take as many hits as I please, so watch out everyone!
While we were talking, I found out no new regal enhancers were running about. Instinct was still there, and possibly going back to a demon tamer like me (Funkalicious guy I tell you). He changed his build so many times, and they all were quite creative, I'm glad he will return to his original build and not leave me <3. Citrine I think has fully quit, as everyone I asked said she hasn't been on. I remember when I first met her, I wanted revenge for killing me and my eligor. She sparked my revenge, and in the end, I actually adore her. You have my gratitude Citrine, I would not be who I am today if it was not for you, I hope I wont dissapoint your build. lndicative I heard was also changing his build but it required lvl 90. I hope it's something creative as well, but because of that, it only leaves me and Instinct as the last of our kind ( sure there are a bunch of regal enhancers, but they are melee based with enhancement as a 2nd job, not enhancer based with class 4 regal only used ) . As much as I like the rarity of the build, a part of me wants there to be someone else. Sure it feels kinda special knowing that not many people have your build, but then there's no one to compare yourself with, no competition, it just feels like, your alone in a way. O well, I can't wait for new crystals to be implemented. I have a new idea for my alt so that it won't be sentenced to a regal enhancer. I will give you a clue though....
BAKOOM!!!!
LoveGuardian
Now you see me, Now you don't ^_^
Well, today was almost as crappy as yesterday.
My roommate moved in NEXT DOOR (how logical), and that roommate he moved in with just so happens to be one of my teammates on the hockey team (he's Irish too, hasn't really liked the fact that I walked on the team with no experience)
Today we had a hockey game held at 1 pm. Not only was he my ride to the game, he didn't even wake me up to give me the ride. So, knowing he probably isn't taking the knowledge of my orientation too well, I just thought "fuck it" and went to sleep.
I woke up at around 1 pm, and heard my ex-roommate's parents and him whispering behind me as i was facing the wall on my bed. I must say, I could'nt make out any words, and the situation was quite akward...I didn't want to get up and face them, so I pretended to be asleep for another hour or so and waited until they finished packing everything out of the room.
That definitely stabbed me in the insides a little bit hearing the way they acted, as though if they may wake up a hungry lion who needs to eat or something. Maybe it's just my paraniod. Nevertheless, since he moved in first, all his crap was there; computer,tv,posters,steeler crap ALL OVER THE PLACE, ect, ect. Now that it's all gone, It felt kinda lonely like I was some poor kid lol. I called my dad, and lied saying that he just found a friend and wanted to room with him...which was half true. That's why I am home for the weekends, and playing megaten lol. Hopefully tomorrow I can hog over some of my stuff from home and attempt to make the room look somewhat like I'm alive.
Unfortunately, he didn't agree to bringing the desktop over to play megaten, so that sucks for me, but he did order a new lap top for me, maybe I can find some way to DL megaten on it.
It was nice seeing everyone when I logged back on. Was overjoyed that many people remembered me, some that I don't even recall (I'm sorry). All I did was buy a bunch of stuff. I had a couple mill saved up for a "enhancer" set, but as lndi convinced me of, were not getting anything special anytime soon. I'm going to turn my earl set into my new enhancer set I guess. Since no dur loss will be implemented this tuesday, I may as well use new gear that makes me look dam sexy.
I haven't worked on my alt yet, I believe I will have to do that on thanksgiving or whenever I mave megaten on my lap top. Nothing really has changed. Even though I was happy to be back in megaten, I am leaving tomorrow to return to hell and face...the world.
There's only 1 thing on my mind....
Who's going to WOW me in pvp? What teams are going to make me drop my jaw surprized and jealous?
Next time I come back, I expect to be faced with unusual and creative challenges.
Keep me on my toes megaten!
LoveGuardian
My roommate moved in NEXT DOOR (how logical), and that roommate he moved in with just so happens to be one of my teammates on the hockey team (he's Irish too, hasn't really liked the fact that I walked on the team with no experience)
Today we had a hockey game held at 1 pm. Not only was he my ride to the game, he didn't even wake me up to give me the ride. So, knowing he probably isn't taking the knowledge of my orientation too well, I just thought "fuck it" and went to sleep.
I woke up at around 1 pm, and heard my ex-roommate's parents and him whispering behind me as i was facing the wall on my bed. I must say, I could'nt make out any words, and the situation was quite akward...I didn't want to get up and face them, so I pretended to be asleep for another hour or so and waited until they finished packing everything out of the room.
That definitely stabbed me in the insides a little bit hearing the way they acted, as though if they may wake up a hungry lion who needs to eat or something. Maybe it's just my paraniod. Nevertheless, since he moved in first, all his crap was there; computer,tv,posters,steeler crap ALL OVER THE PLACE, ect, ect. Now that it's all gone, It felt kinda lonely like I was some poor kid lol. I called my dad, and lied saying that he just found a friend and wanted to room with him...which was half true. That's why I am home for the weekends, and playing megaten lol. Hopefully tomorrow I can hog over some of my stuff from home and attempt to make the room look somewhat like I'm alive.
Unfortunately, he didn't agree to bringing the desktop over to play megaten, so that sucks for me, but he did order a new lap top for me, maybe I can find some way to DL megaten on it.
It was nice seeing everyone when I logged back on. Was overjoyed that many people remembered me, some that I don't even recall (I'm sorry). All I did was buy a bunch of stuff. I had a couple mill saved up for a "enhancer" set, but as lndi convinced me of, were not getting anything special anytime soon. I'm going to turn my earl set into my new enhancer set I guess. Since no dur loss will be implemented this tuesday, I may as well use new gear that makes me look dam sexy.
I haven't worked on my alt yet, I believe I will have to do that on thanksgiving or whenever I mave megaten on my lap top. Nothing really has changed. Even though I was happy to be back in megaten, I am leaving tomorrow to return to hell and face...the world.
There's only 1 thing on my mind....
Who's going to WOW me in pvp? What teams are going to make me drop my jaw surprized and jealous?
Next time I come back, I expect to be faced with unusual and creative challenges.
Keep me on my toes megaten!
LoveGuardian
Friday, November 6, 2009
What the Future Holds
So last night, my roommate discovered I was bisexual, and moved out of the room in less then 24 hours.
I didn't intend him on finding out, because we discussed gay/bisexuals/lesbians in a past conversation, and what his opinions were convinced me that if we were going to room together peacefully, I could not tell him that small little detail. We lived together for 3 months with little arguments or conflictions and now all the sudden when he finds out, it is suddenly some sort of contagious disease or I might do something horrid to him because I am a sex hound /sarcasm.
Despite the popular believe and stereotypes(in fact all stereotypes in general) of bisexuals, were not sex hounds believe it or not, and we aren't cheaters (by "we" I should say "I" because I am only referring and using myself as the example). I didn't rape every guy/girl who walked past me, nor to anyone on the hockey team(god forbid when they find this out, I am going to get hammered with questions and be judged harshly), and it's not like I am searching for a prey to take home tonight like some pedophile looking for a small kid. I live my life like any other person would. I am an outward person, and I don't go chasing after relationships unless the person makes the first move on me.
Nevertheless, the damage was done, my secret is going to get out I am 90% sure, and the comfortable life I am so used to is going to crash and burn with people judging me and thinking/treating me differently whether I am prepared for it or not. Life sucks sometimes I tell you, I can only hope that people aren't all like my roommate with stubborn and preset judgments on certain people. Can only hope the whatever the future brings, I gotta try to stay positive no matter how bad the situation will get.
(T_T you have no idea how scared I am right now)
As for Megeten's future, we recently got new items in the webmail. Personally, I don't see anything useful there other then the Artemis Earrings. Every other demon in the Earth Mother section sucks at giving % boosts in synthing compared to Artemis. So I only see the Artemis Earings useful, everything else blows.
What I am SOOO excited about right now, is the next patch update.
-Item Mixing - Combine items to make new items!
-Team Battles - Create a team to PvP with. This also includes NO DURABILITY LOSS IN PVP!!!
-Motorbikes - Wheelie around in style!
The Motorbikes aren't really nessasary, I suggest you go get them for looks and the "OMG that is so kool!!" comments from everyone. Just another way to encourage people to buy AP I think. As for the Item Mixing, I'm honestly not to knowledgeable in that department. I can't tell you if it is useful or not, and if it takes expertise(which it most likely will, and will hatch more versatility in peoples builds, or just make an alt whos uber at it).
I'm sure what the most influential update that everyone is excited about is TEAM PVP and NO DURABILITY LOSS IN PVP!!
I swear, about 99% of my durability losts rest in pvp. I spent loads of macca buying repair tools because ueno's 98% repair success rate hates me. Hell, when TakeAim was still playing, I bet I was the sole reason she made a business with repair tools. But PvPing will be more fun knowing that I can tank as many hits as I please, and not worry about my durability as melees/DDs/and gunners will be happy as well not having to worry about their epicly modded weapon that won't lose dur either ^^. TEAM PVP though, just totally throws alignment out of the window. No more disputes about law kicking chaos ass or vice versa, this time it will be about TEAMS. I am hoping this feature spawns interesting and challenging teams to face against and that pvp will be more lively so that I can get more BP and attempt to get the Blaze of Ambition (didn't even get the backpack yet so phails for me (^_^))
I may be able to play megaten in college now, depending on how my father feels. I haven't called him to say that my roommate has left our room and took all his belongings with him. I want to bring in my own flat screen setup, as well as beg (and I mean BEG) him to let me bring the desktop into this room (far as I am concerned, they college doesn't allow me to download Megaten, but it may allow me to play if I bring a desktop which has already downloaded the game. Long shot but never know).
I guess the bright side of having this room to myself and pushing scary thoughts from my head is that I now have so much more room. I want to bring my saxophone, Lacrosse gear, desktop computer, flat screen, bunch more clothes, and the list goes on and on. I don't have to clean up after that gorrilla of a roommate either (sowwy gorrillas), or have a distraction to worry about anymore whn doing my homework(instead megaten will be my distraction lol).
Still, I have honestly never been this scared in my life. I want to say "screw what everyone thinks about me, I am what I am." But I was content and happy with what people thought of me before knowing I was Bi (my roommate, perfect exampe). I don't want how they view me and what they think of me to change because of something as unimportant as my Orientation.
Whatever the Future Holds, I'll have to take a deep breath before jumping in,
LoveGuardian
I didn't intend him on finding out, because we discussed gay/bisexuals/lesbians in a past conversation, and what his opinions were convinced me that if we were going to room together peacefully, I could not tell him that small little detail. We lived together for 3 months with little arguments or conflictions and now all the sudden when he finds out, it is suddenly some sort of contagious disease or I might do something horrid to him because I am a sex hound /sarcasm.
Despite the popular believe and stereotypes(in fact all stereotypes in general) of bisexuals, were not sex hounds believe it or not, and we aren't cheaters (by "we" I should say "I" because I am only referring and using myself as the example). I didn't rape every guy/girl who walked past me, nor to anyone on the hockey team(god forbid when they find this out, I am going to get hammered with questions and be judged harshly), and it's not like I am searching for a prey to take home tonight like some pedophile looking for a small kid. I live my life like any other person would. I am an outward person, and I don't go chasing after relationships unless the person makes the first move on me.
Nevertheless, the damage was done, my secret is going to get out I am 90% sure, and the comfortable life I am so used to is going to crash and burn with people judging me and thinking/treating me differently whether I am prepared for it or not. Life sucks sometimes I tell you, I can only hope that people aren't all like my roommate with stubborn and preset judgments on certain people. Can only hope the whatever the future brings, I gotta try to stay positive no matter how bad the situation will get.
(T_T you have no idea how scared I am right now)
As for Megeten's future, we recently got new items in the webmail. Personally, I don't see anything useful there other then the Artemis Earrings. Every other demon in the Earth Mother section sucks at giving % boosts in synthing compared to Artemis. So I only see the Artemis Earings useful, everything else blows.
What I am SOOO excited about right now, is the next patch update.
-Item Mixing - Combine items to make new items!
-Team Battles - Create a team to PvP with. This also includes NO DURABILITY LOSS IN PVP!!!
-Motorbikes - Wheelie around in style!
The Motorbikes aren't really nessasary, I suggest you go get them for looks and the "OMG that is so kool!!" comments from everyone. Just another way to encourage people to buy AP I think. As for the Item Mixing, I'm honestly not to knowledgeable in that department. I can't tell you if it is useful or not, and if it takes expertise(which it most likely will, and will hatch more versatility in peoples builds, or just make an alt whos uber at it).
I'm sure what the most influential update that everyone is excited about is TEAM PVP and NO DURABILITY LOSS IN PVP!!
I swear, about 99% of my durability losts rest in pvp. I spent loads of macca buying repair tools because ueno's 98% repair success rate hates me. Hell, when TakeAim was still playing, I bet I was the sole reason she made a business with repair tools. But PvPing will be more fun knowing that I can tank as many hits as I please, and not worry about my durability as melees/DDs/and gunners will be happy as well not having to worry about their epicly modded weapon that won't lose dur either ^^. TEAM PVP though, just totally throws alignment out of the window. No more disputes about law kicking chaos ass or vice versa, this time it will be about TEAMS. I am hoping this feature spawns interesting and challenging teams to face against and that pvp will be more lively so that I can get more BP and attempt to get the Blaze of Ambition (didn't even get the backpack yet so phails for me (^_^))
I may be able to play megaten in college now, depending on how my father feels. I haven't called him to say that my roommate has left our room and took all his belongings with him. I want to bring in my own flat screen setup, as well as beg (and I mean BEG) him to let me bring the desktop into this room (far as I am concerned, they college doesn't allow me to download Megaten, but it may allow me to play if I bring a desktop which has already downloaded the game. Long shot but never know).
I guess the bright side of having this room to myself and pushing scary thoughts from my head is that I now have so much more room. I want to bring my saxophone, Lacrosse gear, desktop computer, flat screen, bunch more clothes, and the list goes on and on. I don't have to clean up after that gorrilla of a roommate either (sowwy gorrillas), or have a distraction to worry about anymore whn doing my homework(instead megaten will be my distraction lol).
Still, I have honestly never been this scared in my life. I want to say "screw what everyone thinks about me, I am what I am." But I was content and happy with what people thought of me before knowing I was Bi (my roommate, perfect exampe). I don't want how they view me and what they think of me to change because of something as unimportant as my Orientation.
Whatever the Future Holds, I'll have to take a deep breath before jumping in,
LoveGuardian
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Just Another Day
Blogging is like a dairy, except public. I find it quite addicting quite honestly and it's very enjoyable.
Well today, I slept all day. Hockey practice last night from 9 pm to 1 am and ever since the incident of our athletic director finding pictures of us drinking alcohol, we are now on tight leashes and our coach drilled us to death at practices.
I fell asleep around 3:30am-ish, after introducing myself in IBleachs and Theena's Megaten Closet Blog and having fun chatting with people in the Megaten Shoutbox as well as keeping up with the Megaten Forums. When I woke up, it was 4:15pm and I have missed my Theology Class. After I QQed about it, I did the most logical thing that came to mind.
I took a shower and went on to the Megaten Forums!!! I trolled around in there for about 30 minutes, reading posts, and move from topic to topic until none of the sections had any unread posts in them and then began talking in the ShoutBox.
Well today, I slept all day. Hockey practice last night from 9 pm to 1 am and ever since the incident of our athletic director finding pictures of us drinking alcohol, we are now on tight leashes and our coach drilled us to death at practices.
I fell asleep around 3:30am-ish, after introducing myself in IBleachs and Theena's Megaten Closet Blog and having fun chatting with people in the Megaten Shoutbox as well as keeping up with the Megaten Forums. When I woke up, it was 4:15pm and I have missed my Theology Class. After I QQed about it, I did the most logical thing that came to mind.
I took a shower and went on to the Megaten Forums!!! I trolled around in there for about 30 minutes, reading posts, and move from topic to topic until none of the sections had any unread posts in them and then began talking in the ShoutBox.
I noticed that on Indicative's BlogSpot , It had links on the side of her posts. Curiosity took over me as I clicked on each and every one of the links and saw all the other friends who also had blogs as well. Some were enjoying, others were useful, and I QQed when I saw the Finella's Blog link because it no longer existed(cries).
This brings me to the main point of bringing up lndicative's Blog. I found Clan Destiny's Blog (which I assume is either thier forums, or Royce's BlogSpot), and I read the latest post Royce had. I was reliefed and overjoyed when I read Royce's last sentence about me;
" LG if you read this-- you have a clean slate with me."
Ahh....It felt warm inside knowing that I have a clean slate with Royce (and I hope, more people to come) and that everything I have done in the past has been erased. It makes me more determined to not go back to being the ass I was and a part of me is now afraid of the chance of turning back into an ass. I don't want that to happen, nor do I want to start on a clean slate with everyone, just to have them think I haven't changed at all and waste their time thinking that maybe, just maybe I could change.
I do have a feeling, that my ego will pop out every so often. I am not perfect, but I am very determined to change the way I behave because I do not want to be known as the arrogant ass of them all. I can only hope that I will catch myself if my ego side pops out, and that everyone around me can also keep me in check. I thank you all for giving me a second chance, because those are hard to come by.
Moving on though, I died laughing at how EPIC and TOTALLY AWESOME a Rainbow Jack's 2nd stage ice rush was. I saw it on lndicative's Blog . I must say, the move was sooo awesome and epic, I wish it was inheritable QQ. I never saw that move before, so I found it very exciting to see and even jealous and envious. I kinda want a Rainbow Jack too now just for that move lol. But I must stay focused.
There are so many demon projects I have saved on my notepad files for when the new demons are implemented, let alone I still have yet to train my alt (LegendaryLove..I know..original) to become a regal enhancer for law (yes...another regal enhancer...more original). I don't think my demons will ever outdamage players, even though I try with my rebirths and ring/earing of sacrifices. I don't know why I still try though knowing that truth/fact. But if I don't do it, what else is there to do then? Of course I could train to lvl 93, and finish my build. But lvling to 93 is tedious, and having that as a goal alone, would ruin he fun of the game in my opnion. You have to have a better purpose and goal then that, and finished my build, well time is the only factor for that one as well which is also tedius and boring.
Even though alot of people frown on it, I do enjoy making demons, training them, making them stronger/better. Though the effort may be futile, its challenging, more challenging then finishing my gear or plvling to 93. If anything, I get sheer enjoyment out of it. Even though the future tells me that demons will never be able to outdamage our players, I will still do it anyway. Besides, I do think they are more then just crystals to be placed on our gear. Of course I can work on my actual character, but what more can I do with him other then lvl to 93? I may as well play with demons then. They won't ever leave your side either, I use them like my own personal bodyguard/partner for life <3. I think I will end this blog with comments about our last update. I am happy we got rebirth stones in the Magic Shop. In my situation, it will be easier for me to rebirth all my demons and they are alot cheaper now. I don't like the buff stones. Even though they are only a 30% buff, that just means anyone can carry them around, and if they only need a 30% buff, they can just spam those stones and neglect the need for enhancers altogether. CAVE, gtfo and let enhancers be enhancers, dont toss out lil cheap stones to replace the expertise we worked hard on obtaining. While your at it, toss some guns that have mb skills on them and toss some weapons that let us use Delorean and Spin Class 5 so we can neglect the need for DDs and Melees too since they are also unimportant (/sarcasm).
Anyway it's 3 am, I think I shall end my lil rant on a good note.
Can't wait for thanksgiving,
LoveGuardian
This brings me to the main point of bringing up lndicative's Blog. I found Clan Destiny's Blog (which I assume is either thier forums, or Royce's BlogSpot), and I read the latest post Royce had. I was reliefed and overjoyed when I read Royce's last sentence about me;
" LG if you read this-- you have a clean slate with me."
Ahh....It felt warm inside knowing that I have a clean slate with Royce (and I hope, more people to come) and that everything I have done in the past has been erased. It makes me more determined to not go back to being the ass I was and a part of me is now afraid of the chance of turning back into an ass. I don't want that to happen, nor do I want to start on a clean slate with everyone, just to have them think I haven't changed at all and waste their time thinking that maybe, just maybe I could change.
I do have a feeling, that my ego will pop out every so often. I am not perfect, but I am very determined to change the way I behave because I do not want to be known as the arrogant ass of them all. I can only hope that I will catch myself if my ego side pops out, and that everyone around me can also keep me in check. I thank you all for giving me a second chance, because those are hard to come by.
Moving on though, I died laughing at how EPIC and TOTALLY AWESOME a Rainbow Jack's 2nd stage ice rush was. I saw it on lndicative's Blog . I must say, the move was sooo awesome and epic, I wish it was inheritable QQ. I never saw that move before, so I found it very exciting to see and even jealous and envious. I kinda want a Rainbow Jack too now just for that move lol. But I must stay focused.
There are so many demon projects I have saved on my notepad files for when the new demons are implemented, let alone I still have yet to train my alt (LegendaryLove..I know..original) to become a regal enhancer for law (yes...another regal enhancer...more original). I don't think my demons will ever outdamage players, even though I try with my rebirths and ring/earing of sacrifices. I don't know why I still try though knowing that truth/fact. But if I don't do it, what else is there to do then? Of course I could train to lvl 93, and finish my build. But lvling to 93 is tedious, and having that as a goal alone, would ruin he fun of the game in my opnion. You have to have a better purpose and goal then that, and finished my build, well time is the only factor for that one as well which is also tedius and boring.
Even though alot of people frown on it, I do enjoy making demons, training them, making them stronger/better. Though the effort may be futile, its challenging, more challenging then finishing my gear or plvling to 93. If anything, I get sheer enjoyment out of it. Even though the future tells me that demons will never be able to outdamage our players, I will still do it anyway. Besides, I do think they are more then just crystals to be placed on our gear. Of course I can work on my actual character, but what more can I do with him other then lvl to 93? I may as well play with demons then. They won't ever leave your side either, I use them like my own personal bodyguard/partner for life <3. I think I will end this blog with comments about our last update. I am happy we got rebirth stones in the Magic Shop. In my situation, it will be easier for me to rebirth all my demons and they are alot cheaper now. I don't like the buff stones. Even though they are only a 30% buff, that just means anyone can carry them around, and if they only need a 30% buff, they can just spam those stones and neglect the need for enhancers altogether. CAVE, gtfo and let enhancers be enhancers, dont toss out lil cheap stones to replace the expertise we worked hard on obtaining. While your at it, toss some guns that have mb skills on them and toss some weapons that let us use Delorean and Spin Class 5 so we can neglect the need for DDs and Melees too since they are also unimportant (/sarcasm).
Anyway it's 3 am, I think I shall end my lil rant on a good note.
Can't wait for thanksgiving,
LoveGuardian
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
The Never-Ending Cycle
I came across this found out its gear bonuses as well as anything else positive it had to offer on the JP server.
http://www.megatenonline.com/campaign/card_091029.html
Forgive me if the person I drew the translation wrong from, but from what he said the whole set gave the following bonuses: +70% xp, +200% hp and mp recovery, -50% hp and mp costs of all skills, and +30% xp to demons.(feel free to correct me)
Now stop and think for a moment. Think about the AP price of the current things we have and the current sets we have in the US server. Hell, the roping scarf is 5k ap and that is just 1 item alone. How much do you think THIS set will be when it hits our server?
The thing I don't like about this game, is that it's all about "the latest gear" or the "best gear" and the problem is, there will NEVER be the "best" gear, because in order for Aeria + Cave to make money and keep it's players, is to constantly give out a better set, to constantly make people chase to be better, to constantly make us chase after such epic gears such as this knowing that withing a few weeks to a few months, something better will come out and we will repeat this process again.
Take a look at that gear bonus above, 70% xp gain. with the few xp gain items we already have in this server, you could make it 100% and stack it with x3 or x5. Reaching lvl 93 seems almost more like an obstacle then a accomplishment. How about all those hard working people like Theena, Demongirl666, and the latest addition, Royce who obtained their lvl the hard way? You will reach lvl 93 faster then these people did and then what? you power-leveled and missed the whole experience and journey of getting there, you have ruined the game for yourself, and more importantly, CAVE helped you do it. Eventually, people will get tired of trying to be the best, tired of trying to have the latest gear, and tired of the game itself. This is what I think that's partially killing the game.
It won't stop here, they will keep making better and more epic sets and items and clothing, ect, ect. Constantly making our characters more epic then we need them to even be. I'm not saying what they are doing is absolutely ludicrous, but there has to be a limit on how far can you go with our gear bonuses. I think our server is already better then the JP server despite the gear they have. We've managed to do 4 kings, ichi 108 deep, and I am 100% positive when celu gold hits our server, we will breeze through that like a walk in the park with the gear we have currently. We already have proven that we can do all this without such epic gears, maybe having such gears will of course make it easier and faster to kill, but less challenging.
Maybe CAVE should take 1 step back, and look at what they are doing. Stop focusing on the gear, give us new demons, extend the storyline, they want to make money off the game they created, how will you guys do that if there's no one left interested in playing?
LoveGuardian
http://www.megatenonline.com/campaign/card_091029.html
Forgive me if the person I drew the translation wrong from, but from what he said the whole set gave the following bonuses: +70% xp, +200% hp and mp recovery, -50% hp and mp costs of all skills, and +30% xp to demons.(feel free to correct me)
Now stop and think for a moment. Think about the AP price of the current things we have and the current sets we have in the US server. Hell, the roping scarf is 5k ap and that is just 1 item alone. How much do you think THIS set will be when it hits our server?
The thing I don't like about this game, is that it's all about "the latest gear" or the "best gear" and the problem is, there will NEVER be the "best" gear, because in order for Aeria + Cave to make money and keep it's players, is to constantly give out a better set, to constantly make people chase to be better, to constantly make us chase after such epic gears such as this knowing that withing a few weeks to a few months, something better will come out and we will repeat this process again.
Take a look at that gear bonus above, 70% xp gain. with the few xp gain items we already have in this server, you could make it 100% and stack it with x3 or x5. Reaching lvl 93 seems almost more like an obstacle then a accomplishment. How about all those hard working people like Theena, Demongirl666, and the latest addition, Royce who obtained their lvl the hard way? You will reach lvl 93 faster then these people did and then what? you power-leveled and missed the whole experience and journey of getting there, you have ruined the game for yourself, and more importantly, CAVE helped you do it. Eventually, people will get tired of trying to be the best, tired of trying to have the latest gear, and tired of the game itself. This is what I think that's partially killing the game.
It won't stop here, they will keep making better and more epic sets and items and clothing, ect, ect. Constantly making our characters more epic then we need them to even be. I'm not saying what they are doing is absolutely ludicrous, but there has to be a limit on how far can you go with our gear bonuses. I think our server is already better then the JP server despite the gear they have. We've managed to do 4 kings, ichi 108 deep, and I am 100% positive when celu gold hits our server, we will breeze through that like a walk in the park with the gear we have currently. We already have proven that we can do all this without such epic gears, maybe having such gears will of course make it easier and faster to kill, but less challenging.
Maybe CAVE should take 1 step back, and look at what they are doing. Stop focusing on the gear, give us new demons, extend the storyline, they want to make money off the game they created, how will you guys do that if there's no one left interested in playing?
LoveGuardian
Day 1
So my name's Andrew Chin. I been playing Megaten for a while now. I play as LoveGuardian ingame and I gotta say, this game has been fun.
I got started here because few days ago IBleach had a spot open for someone who wanted to do fashion "advice" for the male category. I thought I'd give it a go and sent him my application.
Surprisingly, he chose me, and asked me to make a google account and set up this "thingymajiggy" to get started.
So here I am, freshly new to this site, and whatever cool things I'm about to discover with it, but not discovered yet.
Bear with me as I try to understand and grasp everything, I do hope I do a good job with IBleach + Theena's Megaten FC Closet group. I don't want to let them down.
I miss Megaten so much. Being trapped in college and them blocking the Megaten game is a real let-down to me as I'm trapped and deprived of Megaten to only be satisfied by staying active in the forums.
Recently, I found out that a lot of people think I am an ass. Yes, you heard me right, an ass. As I ask and found out why, and reflect on my own actions, everyone is correct.
Since the very day of becoming a regal enhancer in Megaten, my ego inflated BIG time. My attitude told everyone that I was better then them, that your nothing to me, and that no matter what you did, I was better. Though I didn't directly say it, my attitude in Megaten implied it. I feel the need to apologize to anyone and everyone who has been around me, or had to put up with me. I was WRONG, and I hope anyone I offended would forgive me and let me have a 2nd chance, as well as a clean slate, and let me try to salvage at least a friendship with them.
With that being said, I think I will end this blog on a apologetic note. I have Liberal Arts class in 20 minutes, so I must go.
Over and out,
LoveGuardian.
I got started here because few days ago IBleach had a spot open for someone who wanted to do fashion "advice" for the male category. I thought I'd give it a go and sent him my application.
Surprisingly, he chose me, and asked me to make a google account and set up this "thingymajiggy" to get started.
So here I am, freshly new to this site, and whatever cool things I'm about to discover with it, but not discovered yet.
Bear with me as I try to understand and grasp everything, I do hope I do a good job with IBleach + Theena's Megaten FC Closet group. I don't want to let them down.
I miss Megaten so much. Being trapped in college and them blocking the Megaten game is a real let-down to me as I'm trapped and deprived of Megaten to only be satisfied by staying active in the forums.
Recently, I found out that a lot of people think I am an ass. Yes, you heard me right, an ass. As I ask and found out why, and reflect on my own actions, everyone is correct.
Since the very day of becoming a regal enhancer in Megaten, my ego inflated BIG time. My attitude told everyone that I was better then them, that your nothing to me, and that no matter what you did, I was better. Though I didn't directly say it, my attitude in Megaten implied it. I feel the need to apologize to anyone and everyone who has been around me, or had to put up with me. I was WRONG, and I hope anyone I offended would forgive me and let me have a 2nd chance, as well as a clean slate, and let me try to salvage at least a friendship with them.
With that being said, I think I will end this blog on a apologetic note. I have Liberal Arts class in 20 minutes, so I must go.
Over and out,
LoveGuardian.
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