Saturday, June 26, 2010

Pearz made me cry T.T

So Allod news, New patch coming up, Alot of rubies in certain classes are going to be moved around and possibly the moves themselves will change in nature. Thus, most classes (according to pearz) will be getting respects (I better get mine Allod staff lol).

All old cashshop items will expire in 7 days when this patch comes. Pretty gay. All myrph costs DOUBLE of what they cost now (thus encouraging the use of incense, this is starting to feel more like a cash shop game now). And the new incense lasts all day and not only increases hp and mp, but boosts your attack too, (again, starting to feel more like a cash shop game where p2p > f2p). In any case, I share neutral views on this. Frankly I don't mind. If I were to fork cash into this game, it's x1000 times cheaper then MT will ever be. At least these GMs show SOME sort of compassion and concern to it's players.

While astraling today, we took rho's ship out. Today was like my lucky day or something. Most of the drops were leather based, meaning I had free claims and dibs on them. The thing I like about being a warden is that no one else really uses leather but me, so there is NO competition over leather drops, they are just auto-mine. Not to mention being a fresh lvl 40, I am a still undergeared. Anyway, Today's drops were nice. I FINALLY got my hands on a 2H spear. It works great frankly, only downside is that my claws were luck based, this spear is int/perc based, shooting my luck into the shithole. My crit was 28% with claws, now it is 8% with my spear. Quite the big difference eh? Nevertheless, I'm no where near being fully astraled geared, and my build is claw-based until I get my water of death to respect myself into a 2hand. So only time will tell how epic I will be.

I, for one as a warden, am hoping that our renew changes into the version of the russians. For those who don't know, the NEW renew is a instant cast, lasting 10 seconds. Based on the video, it healed 20-30k no crits for every 2 seconds for those 10 seconds along with a 50 second cooldown (I'm not sure if this is WITH the renew rubies or not). Regardless, I plan to snag all three renew rubies and make my build revolve around it's 50 second cooldown. Not to mention I am also getting R2 Nature's Grip, immobilizes the target for 4 seconds for 25 seconds, meaning each 4 seconds it will re-immobilize you (unless it misses), meaning if my perception is high, I can immobilize you for 29 seconds in reality. Guess what cooldown it has? 50 seconds, just like the new Renew. I have big plans and hopes for this patch in regards to my warden.

Now to the meaning of the topic title. Pearz was talking about Angel Beat in our guild chat, I was curious about this anime and went to watch it. I must agree with pearz, quite the anime. I give it a 9/10. Mostly because I do not know what a "perfect" anime would be, and this is potentially probably one of the best animes I have watched. I'm not going to be a spoiler or anything, you can watch it yourself.

Call me a girl, but I am quite the sensitive type sometimes. If you want to make fun of that I really don't care. Girls tend to like the sensitive types anyway and chances are I don't really give 2 fucks about someone who's going to make fun of me for crying. At this point I'd advise you to leave my blog and to go fuck yourself. I think it takes bigger balls to admit it really, hence why I won't deny it here. I cried 3 times at 3 different points while watching this this anime. Episode 3-4 ,(I can't remember which, but it was when the girl dissapeared) I cried. Episode 9 (not sure again haha, I'm frankly too tired to actually look, hence I encourage you to watch it yourself), where the 2nd disappearance happened with the new singer. Lastly, at the end of the anime I balled my eyes out.

QQ,

Thursday, June 24, 2010

So THIS is what got chin9111 banned. DEFINITELY SPAMMING!!




Upon reading, you see that I DID infact mention to remain flame-free and constructive. This is your Aeria at it's best.

I fail to see a legit reason to delete such a thread unless you have something to hide.

Aeria, I'm waiting for a reply....why was this deleted?

Oh, the link you see me post there is something I addressed in the past but it was so "conveniently" moved like all my other posts usually are. I took the liberty of finding and supplying you the link in that screenshot ^.^

Why did I mention this thread? As you can see in the screenshot, GMDantine "implores" us to find her wrong that in the past she DID infact move/delete/poorly moderate posts.

If you click on the link I listed (Above) and scroll to the second page, you will read something TOTALLY contradictory to her statements.

Can we go wtf?


P.S. Thank you Royce for SSing this. If i had the energy i would send this with my RT.

-LG

New Settings, some quick changes

-Update-

This forum has done similar things as to the poll I set up(click here).

I made the liberty of making a new account and posting my own opinion. I hope they take the Megaten related posts serius.

Inb4 I get banned for "spamming" when that is the only post I made with my account, and it remained 100% constructive.
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1:Bottom of the screen has a chatbox just like Royce's =O. Plz change your name to your IGN of allods or MT so I can add you. If your already a member of Royce's then I can easily add you to members list. Otherwise I have to know you personally.

2: Background change, I received a few complains saying that my epically black background and white text hurts my reader's eyes. I hope this suits a little better to your eyes. If not, blech maybe if I'm in a good mood I'll change it. If not, o well, you didn't have to read my posts XD.

3: Right under the title page you will already have noticed there is a poll up there that is going to last for 2 weeks. The question is there and all you have to do is submit your vote. Since we all know Aeria loves stalking peoples blogs, I personally will get a little enjoyment seeing the results knowing that Aeria will be seeing the same thing, except jizzing at the fact they cannot delete the polls. Sorry Aeria, please follow my ToS or else you may be subject to I-don't-give-a-fuck.

4:Maybe a few more minor changes, not worth mentioning. Possibility more small changes will come. If some do, I'll be sure to edit this post. Till then, enjoy the updates.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Allods Update ("get to know" my character)

Finally reached level 40.

I owe it all to pearz and the clan group that took me to my first astral trip in allods. So thanks you guys.

I'm trying to get water of death to respect myself into a tank 2H melee warden. Except I am having a little difficulty deciding certain loose ends of my build. I have a build that is for PvE, but let's not forget the main reason I picked warden was to be good at it and proof to everyone that wardens do not suck by sending every imperial I see into purgatory. To do that I would need a PvP build, but being a PvP build doesnt give me much usefullness in PvE. So trying to find the middle ground where I can be lethal in both departments is a little bit hard due to how many situational instances there are in PvP.

For the moment I have pumped my luck as high as I can with the gears I got from astraling and just activate the effects of my agi + perc buffs that only activate when I crit. Not to mention my current ruby spec is meant for critting with claws, so for the moment, the build semi-works. My bear is a shittttttooon stronger then I am with the crit. While in Sector three killing the boss I saw my bear critting 7k sometimes and the highest I could crit was 5.8k with my claws using tiger Strike.

For the moment I just want to get myself decently geared with astral/heriocs gear and since the majority of my quests are done, with the exception of just 1 map to go and world myseteries, I can offer my help to all the new MT players coming over.
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Real Life Wise -

So I wieghted myself today and realized I lost 7 pounds. Being Mostly muscle (at least I would like to think) I know I must be a weakass now. 7 pounds of muscle is a shitload if you think about it. August is rolling around the corner, so when college starts again, you will be dam sure that I am going to work myself to death at the gym. This year, with much convincing from Jeff, I will be using creatine with my protein shakes this year. He apparently says that creatine will let me build my muscles more, and we all know I love lacrosse, and want to be faster and stronger (as well as sexier) for my team and for the ladies eye candy pleasure. I have no idea who my roommate is going to be, I just pray it isn't a gay dude (and if it is, a cute one), or someone who's messy/sloppy/distruption to my daily life process/extremely creepy and/or weird. My last one was pretty bad, didnt clean up after himself, waited last second to do his laundry, and kept talking about football and was a fanatic about it and LOVE LOVE LOVED the steelers, whereas I couldn't give 2 cents about football because the realization that I would be wasting my life and existance envying and stalking someone else. I'm an ambitious person, I'm quite sure my existence and purpose cannot be for the sole purpose of stalking/envying someone else without a care in the world.

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Random off-thoughts with logic and philosophy. (please if your commenting, dont comment on this stuff)

I was thinking today with the realization of knowing I am an ambitious person when my mind is set on a goal. My mind is never NOT set on a goal, no matter how big or small, if it's a goal and I am 100% committed, I am ambitious.

I feel like my purpose is somewhere out there, somewhere big, but I have a feeling like I'm not doing enough or anything for that matter to find where I belong. Things like wanting to gain muscle and endurance for example. Running 10 miles on a treadmill as conditioning before the actual lift workouts. My own ambition exceeded my own body limits as a human. after 2 weeks I had to stop due to cartilage in my knees giving out and had to take pills and not run for 2 weeks. I hated my body for giving out, and I hated myself thinking I wasnt doing enough, when the reality probably is I'm doing too much.

You know that pyramid ?Lowest level being survival, and the top of the pyramid being self-actualization? I am longing for self-actualization. I hate myself for being ambitious. There are actually many things I hate about myself, I hate my very own existence actually(long story, I blame my parents, my ex-mother specifically). I guess the urge to be ambitious is to do something with my life and have it as proof that maybe, just maybe my life made a difference somewhere, an impact of some sort, historical almost.

I still remember the last sentences my mother said to me 4 years ago when I last saw her. "I hate you. You were a mistake. I wished I never had you." I know deep inside, that subconciously my ambition hatched for the sole purpose of doing something with my life, just to show her what I did, without her, this is what her "mistake" did. I was actually suicidal when living with her, she made my life hell. You couldn't believe how morally traumatized I was when I failed at even killing myself. I couldnt even do that, I was that useless. No, I didnt cut myself, my mother was a nurse. I chose the pussy way and swallowed half her medicine cabinet. To this day, I'm always thankful everyday knowing that I no longer am controlled by her. Things that other kids take granted by their parents absolutely sickens me till the point where I walk up to them and say "thank you" for their spoiled kids because they fail to realize how lucky they are. Being ambitious contradicts my natural lazyness. I love the country life of lazing around with open trees or farms with the quiet life not having a care in the world and to spend the rest of my days doing something I love with the person I love and raising kids with morals, unspoiled, and understanding, the best I can as to further moral victory for myself over my mother. But I feel like I don't deserve such a thing. I don't deserve happyness. Because I'm a mistake. I know I'm not, but I will always think I am. This is the extent of how deeply those last sentences have hurt me.

I can't life this quiet life I always wanted, because I will always be unhappy knowing that I could not prove my mother wrong. The moral victory and sentimental importance would not allow me to be happy living a quiet life.

And doing whatever humanly possible to prove her wrong to get that moral satisfation wouldnt satisfy me either, because I wouldn't have that quiet life, I wouldn't get the time I wasted to win this moral victory back. Unfortunatley this world doesn't allow you to take both paths at the same time. I know that much already. So basically, my mother wins no matter what. Even when you're not around me, you torment me. I am personally glad that the sole reason I am alive everyday also pisses her off. I know my mother way to well.

I guess blabbered enough. The summary of this was to talk to myself. Here I am being ambitious, but here I am sitting at the dining table blogging, playing mmorg games. Wasting my life for short term gratifications that utterly mean absolutely nothing to reality when it comes knocking. . . . What the hell am I doing? What the hell.....

No, I am not a emo kid. I never wore black (goth) or cut myself. I just had life shit on me alot more then I think I deserved. I'm actually quite the happy fellow as many of you know. But such things of my past sometimes get to me. Matter o fact the story of my mother and me is only known by few close friends with the few exceptions. I hate telling people about that part of my life because the very site of them giving me the pity look and sympathy, I hate it.

If you ever wondered why I picked such a name as "Loveguardian" is because I never want to see anyone of my friends I love get hurt. Corny, yea, too bad. I would never ever wish upon anyone of my friends to have misfortune. Friends close to me are the closest things to me I consider to be a family. All you people celebrating 50+ members for thanksgiving. I don't have such a luxury. We are the few in our family tree in America. Closest and only relatives are in Pennsylvania and frankly, they hate my parents. That leaves the ex-mother, the 2 spoiled sisters, and the father who I have barely any emotions for. Let's just say I spent alot of my holidays these past few years with my friend's families. Friends being hurt, and the inability to protect them makes me feel useless. I'm sure you all can relate one way or another. Anyway, fun fact for you all if you ever wondered why I picked the name "Loveguardian", I want to guard the one's I love.

P.S. I never use the word hate alot. When I do its usually in joking manners. But I will tell you that I truly used the word "hate" as it's full purpose and meaning in this post. I hate my mother, I hate who she turned me into, I hate many qualities of myself, and I hate...just absolutely hate, when some friend of mine, is hurt, crying and won't tell me what's wrong, or I can't do anything physically or emotionally possible to make her/him feel better. That uselessness feeling that I couldnt even help him/her when they needed it, I just can't say how much I hate the feeling. I hate lairs, and I hate people who are mean for the sole purpose that they can be.

-LG, quite the sappy ending.

inbe4 someone like thanos n theena read it.

By the way, I had received complaints that my blog ruins peoples eyes due to the black background and white text. I apologize. I hope this new format is a little bit easier.

Monday, June 21, 2010

1-2-3-Third Out: It's official, you're a retard.

Strike one:

So, after skimming through this thing that was too stupid to take seriously .

Seriously, too stupid for me to take seriously. You admit you were wrong, end of story, please don't try to explain it with your hypocrite point of views and try to make it look like "oh it's no big deal." Be logical, you're wrong. All the explaining in the world with whatever story you want to invent, end of the day, you're wrong >.> . Plain and simple.

Inb4 thanos comes here to explain that I need to "get to know him".


*waits for Finella to blog rape him*

Strike two:

Last night I heard like...at least 5 people get banned (I'm willing to bet shitload more) from a few players in allods that jumped over from mt, freshly banned (yay for me, really feels at home for me). For anyone else, Tennesse server. Pearz is here +100. So is Lezar, Faust, Ejac, Rikku, Kenji, and probably others that I don't know of or havent mentioned.

Then I read this and see Royce was banned too (lol) .

Well congradulations, You really and to kill the game >.>. You've banned the 2 former GS that I would have considered the best applicants ever and personally would have vouched and shown respect to even without the GS uber orangeness.

Doesn't matter to me really, keep banning and convince more people to come to allods.

Btw, I find it so shitty of you aeria, to make "you cannot report a player after 14 days of the incident rule" RIGHT AFTER you started mysteriusly banning people (cuz let's not forget that you banned me for something I did 4 months ago at that time-frame and THEN invent that rule) You have no idea how bullshitting that is.

Strike Three:

Since I know Theenut, and whoever the fucks I dont give 2 cents for stalk my/and everyone else's blog, I cant really post strike three here. Plus strike three hasn't happened yet....I think the Aeria team will know what it is when it happens.

Anyway, I personally impored you aeria to reply back to my RT response to you in the previous blog post but lookey here, no replies yet in my E-mail. What a bummer, it takes you 45 seconds to lock my topic (which Royce was so kind to SS, I'm waiting for it to post it here for you lovely readers to know what got me banned) , 2 minutes to bann me, 22 hours to reply to my RT, and now apparently more then 4 days (and counting) to reply to my response (if any reply comes at all). GREAT PRIORITIES!!!

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In Allod news, Kenji and Rikku joined last night =d, more familia to me. I'm still doing my dailies, I envy each and every gear pearz has. And the realization that when I'm lvl 40 and astraling 24/7 will be required of me if I so wish to find windsong armor is not appealing to me very well. I absolutely hate the fail build I have right now and Dragon Ring can suck my dick cuz thsi map utterly blows.

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In Real Life news, Last night was potentially one of the most weirdest nights I ever experienced. Someone called my cellphone, came up as unknown. I answered and it was a dude, who wouldn't tell me who he was. within 2 minutes he tries to have phone sex with me >.>. I'm quite...innocent and clean when it comes to things like this(despite my pervyness). Anyway, after 40 minutes of talking, he still wouldnt tell me who he was, and kept insisting on phone sex. I kept rejecting telling him I have never did phone sexing and never will.

Guess what?

This friday we have a date. (O lord)

Inside me I think its some creeper old dude or a fate dude...nerd...something....just creepy. I am still questioning exactly why did I agree to it. He's apparently in the closet (hence the unknown caller but really?) Anyway, this shall be interesting to see who it is.

P.S. Cody I swear to god if it was you I'm going to tell Royce that you're cheating on him. Ejac I swear to god if it is you, I will take a taxi to your house and teepee it with the taxi driver.

-LG.....in love with lndi.