Current Life

Well...first week back I quit hockey....

I got tired of the 9 pm to 1 am practices on mondays and wednesdays which leaves me totally drained for the 8 am classes I have the following tuesdays and thursdays not to mention my father heavily dissaproved me even being in hockey (though now I know that its MY life and not his...took a week of reflecting to realize this)

After a week or so I decided I wanted to join back up into hockey just for the remainder of the hockey season but sadly my number and roster spot was given up to a new incoming player in the new semester. When I called my coach, he said that he would have to talk to some ppl and ect ect....but inbetween the lines I believe I'm SoL on it.

But I'm happy that they won thier last 2 games...cept last night they lost and I heard 1 of our players got suspended for 3 games for using racial insults on the referee....smart...suspended for 3 games...when theres 4 games left...lol he should quit lol. I also heard some not so good gosssip that 3-5 of the players are meeting with our atheltic director and may be quitting because of the coach...I hope that doesn't happen. The team is a good bunch of ppl...I shouldn't have quit.

Anyway...as Hockey has become a closed chapter in my life....Lesson learned for me is that no matter what, it's my life...and I cannot have my father control it. I refuse to be the loser kid in the corner again whos on the outside looking in on what could have been, it's time I take my own initiative. I'm not about to live my life wondering what I could have done, I want to live it knowing I did everything in my power to accomplish some shit. I don't care how big my balls need to grow for denying every obstacle in my path but if I have to drag 2 balls inbetween my legs that are the size of titanic itself, then so be it.(bad mental image I know).

Lacrosse season starts up in Febuary, I been pulling 2 a days at our campus gym. daily workout is 4-5 miles with a steadily increases speed on the treadmill and then hit the wieghts afterwards and finish off with situps/pullups/upperbody machine workouts.

I been using the AMP protein shakes as well to try to speed up my body build a little bit to try and prepare for lacrosse season. Atm, I'm standing at 155 pounds which is great seeing as the beginning of the year I was only 140(my goal is 160).

Anyway, still havent decided my major...though I am starting to panic. I am thinking about a business major to be save but that means I need to gtfo of this college and find a more suitable college with a better name: A and also find one that has a lacrosse/soccer teams in it for me as well: B.

The megaten community looks a bit down lately even though I haven't been on since college started. I skimm through the posts and they become less and less. Just hasn't been the same since JoLt left us it seems. Even I myself addmittingly have been thinking about just quitting...but again... for the sake that I adore the clan I'm in and the ppl in it...I think I'll stay as long as I can.

Irrelevant topic to switch to: I need a girlfriend...or boyfriend...I don't really care of the gender lol. It sucks being single....I don't know who has what...whos been with who...and frankly I don't have the time to go searching the whole campus or doing something retarded like EHarmony lol.
Blech...I'm like a Jersey Shore Italian lol, My schedule is Gym/Sleep/Homework...never ending cycle...There's a sign in sheet that athletes use to check in so that the coach can keep track of thier workouts....I been to the gym so many times.....that when I quit hockey..the attendant at the counter didnt even ask if I was in a sport and just handed me the Hockey sign in sheet. I still sign in the sheet just to send a message to coach that I still go to the gym and that this sign in sheet only looks pretty because I fill up all the slots in it lol.

Anyway...Hope you all in Megaten are having fun.

~LG out

Temporarily Taking My Leave from Megaten/Cloud9

Sooooo..........

College started, and after spending a week reflecting on myself here, I realized that I need to focus on what really matters in life to be frank.

You won't be seeing me on megaten for the remainder of this school year.

I gave my password and account to a trusted friend (he knows who he is lol) and for the moment, it's making some productivity for when/if I come back.

I'll miss you all, hope you don't forget me, or think I quit.

I love and adore the clan I'm in and the friends I'm surrounded with and want to thank everyone and anyone who I knew or knew me for a wonderful time.

This will be my last blog post until I have re-appeared back / something in rl is aweseome that I have to tell you.



(secretlys wants 300k bp T.T)

Your Friend

~LG out....for a while.

Squirtle has evolved!!!

So this is where my turtle currently stands stat-wise. It pleased me to finally see it 1 hit ko kirins in ichi gold. I tried it out in pvp as well and I can say my efforts paid off a little finally. I'm not entirely sure if I have enough energy to rebirth time anymore. He needs lvl 70 and 20 str incenses (the next one needs 100...so FML) and the pain of lvling him again isnt really appealing to me right now lol.

For the moment, I think I will keep him at this lvl n find at least 1 more interesting project to do.

-LG out

Cloud 9 here I come

So Celu Gold is inplemented...but its brokenz....so more boredom for me.


I grow impacient with my tarseques growth charts and participate in endless macca-wasting (though fast lvl rewarding for my turtle) 4 king speed runs to blaze through his lvls as fast as I can so that I can hasten my plans on other demons that seem to stack up endlessly as this 1 demon isn't even done yet despite cheating him of 3 different growths. (sad thing is I'm the only one in the party that doesn't incense myself but my demon v.v)

I am starting to grow tired of megaten now, the people are great, and I love the clan I'm in and stand as the proud submaster. The ppl in the clan are also great and pervy just like I am( or have learned to deal with my pervyness lulz <3). But it seems that I've reached my limit, there doesn't seem to be any other way for me to be better then I already am with my current build and can only grow better with gear bonuses/effects and other then that, I'm finished.

I did have an alt and "was" going to indulge in making a law regal enhancer for fun but...my ambition died unexpectidly...and its currently a synth in the making.

So far the only thing tieing me to that game is the clan, the community which I love, pvp sorta, and my demons (maybe celu gold..and maybe the new demons I have to wait for...)....I feel like I just met a wall where the road ends. I haven't decided to quit just yet and retire...but the thought has become more frequent.

College starts this monday, so I won't be on so frequently as I currently am. Whether your going to be happy about that or sad, it's real life v.v.

I already considered about quitting hockey because of the sickening 9pm to 1 am practices (yes you heard right) that drained me so much and then deal with classes in the morning. Sad to say I think being in hockey has costed me lowered grades then I expected last semester (hockey is fun...but yet again real life has no future for me in hockey..)

My New Year Resolution was to get a 4.0 GPA to make up for this slightly lowered gpa last semester and then try to find out what my major is and go into the never ending spiral of thinking what I want to do with my life/job/career/transfer into new college/ ect ect ect.

Thinking about that makes me want to quit mmorgs all together sadly but my head is full of self contradicting feelings and me being the most undecisive kid in human existence can't side with either feeling (which triggers my never-ending spiral of thinking what I want to do with my life when I have no idea what thing I love more to do)...sigh...

So I registered for Cloud 9 at first as just a joke for when I'm bored...but seeing as megaten gets a lil more boring everyday....and I have many things to do that I havent done yet, but on the flip-side have nuthing better to do because there is nuthing to do....(haha contradiction right there) ...I registered and have downloaded Cloud9. (the confirmation key was a bitch -.- I had to send it like 5 times to my Email before it accepted)

I plan to learn a little bit / wing it all while I'm at it and be a noob all ova again and "plan/hope" to jion up with pearz and her buddios in this "fun" sounding drama of pvp pvp pvp pvp which has drawn me more and more away from megaten.

btw....what's a thoth tarot?

~LG