The Real Times of LoveGuardian

New Champion; Ziggs

2012-02-09T02:33:00.002-08:00

Recently a new champion came out from League of Legends. Ziggs the Hexplosive Expert.

If you want my honest opinion he's almost like a brand; heavy heavy ap burst damage. His passive is almost identical to Lux.

I do enjoy playing him quite a bit but the scaling of his AP might be too much to handle.

Riot might be nerfing his AP scaling in the future but I hope not.

Along with the Ziggs patch was a NERF on my LEE SIN (WHY?!?!?)

The reduced his passive...so really why have the passive? as well as reduce the based damage off of his Q spell; Resonating Strike. I fail to see this concept due to the original plan of Lee Sin was the understanding that it was meant to be a ganker champion. The damage is based off of the missing health of the opponent; so yes, gank.

In any case I believe Lee Sin might have lost some capabilities but not utility; I however am now less motivated to play him.

They also buffed Jax to be able to proc his stun sooner then the 2 second timer; I would consider this a buff. They've been playing around with Jax these last few patches as though if they can't seem to get him right.

I wish they would release more support based champions. Soraka, Sona, Taric, Karma, and Janna off the top of my head are probably the only champions in the game that are capable of healing the team. I do certainly wish there were more choices to pick from (Nidalee also heals but I've never seen a support Nidalee lol)

-LG

I'm Back!!

2012-01-28T14:37:00.000-08:00

Yes I know; where the fuck have I been?

Well last semester was quite busy. I was doing Lacrosse pre-season practices, more readings, more assignments; utterly time- consuming.

This semester I realized that yet again - I must let go some of my childhood. Turns out I had to quit lacrosse in order to have enough time to commit to my classes.

I have to wake up everyday around 6-7 am to get ready for my classes as they start 8 am everyday.

Me and my boyfriend broke up (January 21st) recently and I'm oddly walking away unscathed from it. In summary, he can't trust that I would just be loyal to him and only him; as if I'm out of his league. Always checking my phone, always checking my facebook (yes he has the password to it), always checking my E-mails (yes he also has this password too), and the last straw was when he impersonated as other people and tried to get me to cheat on him with these so called "imaginary" people. If I can't earn your trust after 11 months of unwavering loyalty; I will leave, and so I did.

During winter break all I did was play League of Legends. I started playing Ranked Solo Que matches and realized; people suck. So if you play League of Legends please add me, Loveguardian, and when summer comes I'll rock your world.

I personally enjoy Rammus as my personal favorite when the team needs a tank. I play a mean Sona too.

Over the Winter Break I also gained other champions to test out and found other champions that I also have good synergy playing with; Mordekaiser, Brand, and my NEW personal favorite - Jarvan.

Mordekaiser is nearly unstoppable in late game. I've gone through some instances where it's 5 v 1 and somehow come out of it with 3-4 kills and alive. Early game I have trouble sustaining him but once I get some spell vamp it gets easier.

Brand is too fun to play with in mid lane. I level up his pillar first just to make last hitting minions easier and pushing the opposing champ back to the turret to lose all his/her last hits. His ultimate is utterly the most DEVASTATING move ever when it comes to teamfights. There's never been a time where I ever lost my lane in a 1 v 1.

Jarvan is my new personal favorite champ added to my collection. I gather a philosopher stone first followed by heart of gold and then proceed from there. He's a great solo top champion and after discovering him I personally always insist on a jungler whenever I pick him. I end up sometimes not only outfarming my opposing champions but also outfarming mid lane too. His ultimate works just great with the turret if anyone ever gets greedy and also is a great way to burn a flash. His passive actually works really great with Madreds Razor and is a fine dps tank if fitted with the correct items. I like solo top with him purely so that he can farm more and snowball more item completions. He's not as good as Rammus is in terms of tanking but he does have some ultilities that Rammus doesn't have and vice versa. I would say I play Jarvan whenever Rammus is banned in ranked haha.

Jarvan's Q spell is like a debuffer to all it hits. Then his E spell is a buffer to the team; doubling it on himself. Grab a Aegis of the Legion and it will be a double buff on nearby allies; making everyone an off-tank (I generally ask the support to grab this or someone else other then me LOL). If you combo his E + Q spell you can knock up enemies or go through walls. his shield spell slows enemies and makes him more durable. Lastly his ultimate burns flashes or keeps enemies in to get raped and prevent them from raping other allies.

Generally the final build of my Jarvan is usually down to the opposing team's composition; mostly AD/mixed/Mostly AP.

Frozen Mallet is the universal item I get regardless of team composition. The slow + hp makes a great utility for the tank.
Aegis of the Legion is optional depending on if someone else in the team got it.
Madreds is an item I grab if the opposing team has more then 1 tank. Or just to troll their tank.

Against a AD team - Thornail - Frozen Heart - Ninja Tabi - Frozen Mallet - Sunfire Cape - Madreds
Against a AP team - Banshees Veil - Frozen Mallet - Mercury Treads - Force of Nature - Warnog's - Atma's Impaler
Mixed Team - Mercury Treads - Thornail - Frozen Mallet - Banshees Veil - Madreds - Guardian Angel

Not set in stone but these are the general builds I usually come to like on Jarvan.

Till then - Back to my studies

-Loveguardian

Racoon Jay's First music video

2011-09-28T20:42:00.000-07:00

Well if I just posted the video and said "WATCH IT" ; I would become just another seemingly advertisement blog wouldn't I?

I decided to watch the whole thing and evaluate it with my new education and concepts from my filming class.

Before I slaughter the video; and my friend de-friends me on facebook and calls me cruel; overall it's not a bad video for a beginner.

-saved for later before at this point in time I have no time....-

-LG

September Ending

2011-09-28T00:39:00.000-07:00

Time is kinda flying by. I kinda feel like a laundry machine; toss the shit in there everyday and I will wash/rinse/repeat everyday. It's quite boring and I really don't feel quite "alive". Almost like a machine.

I take a lot of moments in the day were I just look at the sky and take a deep breathe and have a "moment" with myself. It's oddly one of the rare few things that's kind of keeping me sane and refrain from just dropping all my books/responsibilities/and just run.

I miss my allods family. I miss my Holy Cross family, I miss playing LoL, I miss not being able to see my boyfriend everyday. My heart all lies 4 hours north of me. My brain tells me everyday that this is the correct place to be if I want to have a future and career, I know this; but my heart isn't here at all.

I'm so busy, busy, busy, busy. Barely any time for procrastination or leisure time. Hell, there's barely any time to even go to the GYM. I have even come to despise people that walk in the streets wearing suites; signifying that they are "grown ups"; they are "businessmen". To me; they are the broken souls that lost their individuality to consumerism and advertisement ploys mold the mindless souls into whatever they want them to be. I pity them, but I also know it won't be long before I will be one of them. I try in the smallest ways to hold on to any and all childish and fun characteristics of myself. The rollerblades I bought give me some enjoyment and memories when I go all over campus with them. It hit home when I was at the Wilkie Cafe and the manager told me to stop coming there with rollerblades because it was a safety hazard. I almost wanted to cry and lash out at her; I think her fat ass is public indecency and MORE of a safety hazard then me on roller blades.

With getting a REAL education now; the more I learn, the more I want to look away and run. I've learned so many things; many of which I wish I did not learn. Being a communication major; we study things like the history of consumerism; we study things like the errors and mistakes of economic advertisements and in my other classes; the mistakes and errors of environmental choices. I hate it; I absolutely hate it. It's a disease and the more you learn; the more you read; the more you research, the farther the disease spreads. Until it finally reaches your heart; it reaches your core, your very being and soul; the thing that holds you together. It destroys and feasts on all your happy memories of the past and infects them to be sad and depressing foresights' of the future. The worst part is; I know it's happening. I understand what's happening; and I can't do anything about it, but just accept it. It's so much saddness.....

I won't really go into details of what I've been learning in my studies...I could go on paragraphs and essays and chapters about what I've been learning and you wouldn't be able to understand most the gibberish...

I'm afraid the loving, happy, cheerful person I was...the good ole LG that logs in and every prepares for a pervy conversation; has aged 50 years....

I'll still smile....I'll still fake a laugh...I'll still pretend I am me...but deep down...I know that I'm slowly dying.

I can say...the second you learn the truth...you die on the inside.

-LG.....hating humanity.

The Quitting Phase

2011-09-02T18:57:00.000-07:00

As school starts again for most people; I see more and more people moving on/ taking breaks/altogether quitting allods.

Thus is normal to see for my point of view. Allods has slowly turned very cash shop/vanity itemed like Megaten; so I'm hoping this epidemic of people taking breaks will be seen as, "you guys are fucking up the game." to the providers and Devs of allods. Either way, I'm sure they will notice the lack of income from overall spending (or at least I hope, never know what nooby idiots will fund their paycheck this time).

I also see more people moving on to LoL. Great game; hardly any spending and its mostly for impatient people who want to own a lot of champions; or people who want skins, or buy the runes really fast because they are yet again; impatient.

Moving on to school ; it sucks pretty hardcore. They give a ton more homework then Holy Cross; on average I read 150-200 pages a day for all my classes together and it seems my entire day is spent walking around campus to go to my classes.

There's also a lot of asians here. At Holy Cross I was THEE only asian; now I am accompanied by 2934938493 of them; in a place where asians are the MAJORITY and mexicans are the minority. As of recently I even began noticing many asians giving me dirty looks as I walk past them. I have no idea why, nor do I care. But it is annoying when you're walking out of a food court with a friend and you notice every god forsaken asian turns their head and stares at you like an anti-christ or like they got some damn asian radar. There are many who are foreign exchange students; they try very hard to block the sun from their skin; our culture signifies that pale skin means you don't work out in the sun a lot; meaning you are either very wealthy or have a white collar job. Unfortunately I'm very tan as I don't acknowledge or even follow my native culture anymore being that I am a americanized asian. Frankly I think I look sexy tan.

I do enjoy their all-access internet. Holy Cross blocked many sites and as a honest bi man; it sucks not being able to wack off to some porn. But here at IUB the need is ALLWAYS satisfied; leaving me relaxed and having a great day. Did you know that an orgasm for a male or female releases hormones in your body that are relaxers as well as endorphins. It also makes your skin softer and can slow aging. So a little tidbit of info there; my general rule is doing it once a day.

There are a lot of good looking people here too. Many times during the day my "gay" radar goes off a bazillion times. Till the point where I believe my radar is broken and that I just wished certain people were gay because they look so good. After talking with a few friends and playing a game of "does he look gay to you?", We've established that my "Gay" radar isn't broken and that infact, Bloomington is just a really REALLY gay friendly place.

Anyway, sorry for the tedious post to those that even STILL read this long overdue blog. Hope all is well and have a great day.

-LG

Eminence vs Valiance Parody

2011-08-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

Provided by Horion; one of your guilde members shorty after the victory =]. Decided to post here for memory + to laugh at and share =P.

-LG

Out with Eminence- In with Valiance

2011-08-14T03:02:00.000-07:00

So today Valiance took over Eminence's allod in Astral Confrontation. I also picked today as my last day of playing as well. Today as special in many ways.

GT was today- though we did not get as far as we'd hope; Layer 3 Valiance astral parties were voyaged today. Among that success I also managed to do some Layer two allods and got lucky enough to refine a legend ring today. Today signifies the beginning of our members being lvl 47 to get even more powerful and geared to push us through more GT bosses and even help other members push to get their gem quests done by giving them their layer 3 gems. Rezardi only needs around 2-4 more gems before he can do Layer 3 himself =] I hope he gets geared fast and bored so that he can work on LoveGuardian haha. I carried my toon as far as I could. Rest is up to Rezardi's free time and will determine how far behind I'll be when/if I come back lol.

I spend around an hour collecting Morte + Aqua materials in preparation for AC.

When time finally came I wasn't chosen for Main Raid; instead I was picked for defending Valiance's Allod against anything Eminence sends against us while the main raid attacks. This is understandable seeing as my last 2-3 weeks of playing allods have been less then acceptable to be geared enough for the main raid ...also my comp stinks. I only had 6 myths...5 legends and rest were epics except for 1 blue.

Anyway in the end; not only did we TAKE OVER eminence's allod we also managed to DEFEND against them as well. We started out with only around 8-10 people defending our allod and double the number of eminence members were there against us and we STILL successfully thwarted their efforts. We were outnumbered but we certainly weren't outclassed.

My FAVORITE moments were when Me and Dugrosh KD'd + Mauled the same target and we both watched them know the impeding death was upon them with not 1 but 2 open wounds on them and a morte. 2 wardens targeting 1 person is almost an ensured perma KD haha it was so magically beautiful.

In the end we earned 709 drops of amalgam that I won't ever personally be able to use from this AC defending.

A few regalias were moved around in order to accommodate what we needed to face against Eminence. After AC was over I insisted that my regalia be removed from my procession. If I picked any day to stop playing for school; today was the best day to do it...I went out with a blast and had fun for once...which is rare nowadays in Allods. I do hope Janna or Daex keep their Regalias in place of mine being lost. Bojanna also managed to kill Onor near the end of AC which just places salt on a injured wound and sweet revenge for wiggly eared Bojanna <3.

For more Lulz i logged on my reincarnation named "Onarcombo" and posing as Onor: world chatted "Next week Valiance!!! This isn't over!" haha more jokes n giggles.

All n all; great day to play and a great day to quit and prepare for school. I wish Valiance the best of luck
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On a more meaningful note and different turn in moods: events have happened with Muxy and it seems that she has chosen to rest in peace then to keep fighting through painful kemo,medication, and coughing up blood. I would switch places with her in an instant. I am glad I got to appreciate those small little whispers she would send to people who log on =]. I am glad I got to have someone like her in my gaming experience as well as just to be able to know her. I cannot influence her choice but I will stand by it and ask that we all pray for Muxy and appreciate her as much as we can. It is a shame someone as nice and helpful as her got a short end of the stick but I know that the end of this life is just a beginning to another. I know wherever she will go next; they will be very lucky and blessed like we were. I think her presence and entity is so good and bright that this whatever path she goes on next; it was ment for her to touch more people then just us. Love you Muxy.

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On the very last note,

Move in date for College is friday....I know I havent posted or kepted up to date lately with summer but I don't think I will be posting much during the school year either =P. Anyway wish me luck with move in date and getting to know new people!

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P.S. League of Legends my 2 favorite champions are Sona + Patheon. I managed to get to lvl 21/30. I love Patheon when a support champion is around; I love playing as Sona when a tank is around =]. I consider those 2 my perfect champions.

P.S.S. Kyvek touched my tralala. Rozetri was watching while bacon was jacking him off thinking about Ghost.....I kinda feel violated. . . . but Curious was there to reassure me with his big long slong; the big dangly thing between the legs; the dildo; the eggroll; tripod; the sotomiser; the hose;the pole-like object; the pipeline;God's image of perfection; ....Sound familiar Rozetri?

LOVE YOU GAYLIANCE!!!

~LG

Bye Summer Break

2011-08-06T03:39:00.001-07:00

So what have I been doing this past month? Being busy as you can predict. Kinda forgot I even had a blog ha.

I'm pretty much caught up to everyone on allods. The only thing I have lacked up to this point is my gem layer 2 quest which is only 35% done at this point in time. The majority seem to be finishing up their last few gems or close to that stage. I am behind on that because at the time my gold had to go to more pressing matters instead of turning gems in.

After the latest patch a lot of dailies got nerfed so gold farming really only comes from 2 options; heroic dailies and Ghost Hunt repeatable. Of course certain lucky moments can double/tripple your profits though...they seem to proc 2-3 times a day now for an hour or a whole day. It's pretty random.

The new refine chance system sucks big dick. Since the patch only 2 gears have upgraded from my main set. While 5 gears from my 2nd set have been upgraded; soon I'll just be forced to use the 2nd set.

They also stopped dropping Saint Brand necks and ears and renamed/released new necks/ears so my legend neck is pretty much crap now. Thank you so much allods.

Lately I have grown tired of allods. The repetitive farming and dailies are making the game less fun for me. What's worse is I am beginning to see the same stupid trend happen on allods that is happened on Megaten. Part of me is telling me to get out of the game now before mass bannings come.

If first starts out fun....challenging....aka the noob days....where you felt like you worked hard played hard and did great. Then comes vanity gear.....and you watch and laugh as others get sucked into that and dump $$$ for it. Then comes some game-breaking items...... Megaten's SS system is our refinement system in Allods...They start releasing mounts that do damage....and insane dps/health. Just like Megaten....you begin to see noobs that you never heard before start attaining these semi-gamebreaking items and all the sudden Cashshoping noobs > Hardworking veterans. Well what comes next? More and more people will get sucked into this vortex of cash shopping till its pay to win. Then if it's like Megaten; we shall be met with mass bannings and you will see the next 8 months of my posting be ragequits and rants/venting.

I don't know if I'm putting down allods for good yet...but I do know I need to put allods down for school. I enter Bloomington on August 19th which means I will be putting down allods within the next week.

I've enjoyed another game, League of Legends, a lot more recently now. There's no farming required, very strategy based, and it's very dependent on skill and thought process. It has many champions to choose from and many customizations to choose from as well so it definitely makes me giggle with gayness. The only thing that makes me rage about this game is being partied with noobs who continuously die over and over and over feeding the opponents.

I have enjoyed playing Malhazar the most. I played Taric for a bit because I wanted to be a support roll champion but I realized taric is TOO versatile for me....I want a cold hard support based champion. I bought Sona up for a few matchs and I'm currently learning how to use her better. I do like how she gets assists per kill and her auras are actually very good for chasing down runaways =]. I'm thinking about rolling her for good while snagging party buff items to help the party.

I also bought Twisted Fate because I like the way he looks and most people who I seen play him are very good; he seems complicated to play with as well and I do like complicated things ha.

Anyway; wish me luck in college. I'll try not to neglect my blog so much =[

Much Love,

-LG

Hai!....Beatz you...Bai!

2011-06-28T00:59:00.001-07:00

Today Pearz came back for a short moment.

Everyone said hai....everyone said omg miss you....everyone said "heard awesome things about you"...even "omg pearz the o mighty great one"

.....all in all...everyone worshipped her...and enabled and gave her all the ego that she demanded =P.
(I guess blogging about it also further enhances this fact of her greatness doesnt it? haha I'm just as guilty as the rest =P)

I got to pit my Sacredsunrise against her warden; Thaze.

Needless to say the first few matches were really just warmups since pearz had to learn how to play again.

then after a few rounds I got my butt handed to me on a silver platter.

Only when I switched gears to full str and used a str pot did I even stand a chance against her.

As Rozetri said when facing me: "You're built to kill me."

Pearz's Thaze was literally "built" to kill me XD.

Call of the Wild...those 3 nasty lil pussaykitties just ate me and through my barriers. The whole deciding factor in the match was if I could survive the next 57 seconds of hell from those poor kitties....and i can tell you know about 80% of the time I didnt survive haha.

The only time I ever won was if my Surge could do a full heal and allow me to focus on hitting more.

It also didn't help that Thaze had lvl 2+3 runes....I cried when combat log showed : "Surge has healed you for 4k (critical strike) 5k resisted 4k nullified (good fking game)."

Other times Surge healed 18k (after I went full str gears) and was a insta-win button.

Overall: Thaze was built to kill me...haha...and I lost ....the endgame score was like Pearz 15 - LG 5.

So it was nice....pearz came back....gave me a licking...and made killing me look like a piece of cake ...with one hand....then left...making me QQ....

....oh allods god...can you PLZ for the christ of love....fix our pally wands?

Nice seeing you again Pearz!

-LG

P.S......I want your cc chips plz....lol LG needs better runes. True story.

Pray for Muxy

2011-06-25T10:56:00.000-07:00

So Muxy, one of the oldest players in Allods, has some health issues and its life-threatening.

Bit of a background; Muxy has been around allods since beta times and is one of the most cheerful players I know. Definitely goes out of her way to help others and is always there to lend a hand. I know she always donated whatever she could for guild donations as well and whenever people log on she would always whisper them a "hello!" (frankly I thought I was the only special one but nope lol she was nice to everyone).

As of recently she's in the hospital I believe and undergoing a lot of treatments. I know Kyvek is really close to her so she knows a lot more details then the rest of the guildies do.

So what is the point of this post you may wonder? Some venting...maybe even some remorse and pity.

I find myself as I always do in many points of my life where I want to help and DO more to help but all I can do is stand and watch...maybe pray...as I watch someone crumble before me (or in this case I really hope that she overcomes this obstacle).

Anyway, I hope Muxy knows that she's not alone...and that there are a lot of people who are in the same position I'm in; unable to do anything but would trade places with her in an instant. I hope she knows that she really isn't alone and that we all DO have bonafide feelings and concerns for her health.

I thought I'd share what she wrote to the guildmates;
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Take Two, Many...
At this moment I find myself crying, I've been doing this on and off since last evening. My eyes feel like they're burning inside-out, and the notebook's screen is a little hazy. I've been trying to focus my thoughts with all the energy I have left. I tried muscle relaxing techniques, but it made my stomach pains much more unbearable.

The nurses where loading me up on sedatives to help with some of the pain and insomnia last night. After a while I was able to pass out, if only for a few minutes at a time. I'm very drained, and very depressed.

It was a little before 4 AM when I started to write this entry. I started to sleep around 11 PM, and have been waking up every 40 minutes to throw up more blood... To deal with this, one of the nurses came in and mentioned how they'll have to change my diet so I can't eat anything. Not even a liquid diet. My nausea has to lessen some first. I guess that's a good thing.. Less things in my stomach will be less things coming back up >.< Except most of it is blood anyway.

Sigh... I'm only allowed to have ice chips.

I would like to say all of this isn't very painful and that it isn't very excruciating. At the same time I would like to write out several pages on how badly it hurts, so I can vent. But to put things shortly, I would rather just die.

But I can't just die.. I just can't.... I have someone I love so very dearly. Someone who is holding every piece of my heart in there hands. Someone who means much more to me than this whole world ever could... The things I could write about her... I think I'll have to save these things for another entry, or several other entries.

I want to cherish these few minutes I have before I have to start both of my treatments. I want to try and enjoy this very small moment of peace that's buried in between everything that hurts.

I have absolutely no idea how I am going to make it through today. Chemo by itself is a pure Hell.. but the extreme nausea I get from the radiation therapy and how it effects the degenerative cells in my stomach.... Sigh..

Elly~
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All I ask of you is to please keep Muxy in your prayers

-LG

2x exp gain event in 3 hours.

2011-06-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

So the Allods fan page on facebook got their stupid 62,000 fans and are implementing the 2x exp even all week.

Loveguardian is 450k form lvling to 46....so its kinda a smack to the face haha.

I have been raising my alt "SacredSunrise" a bit. He's a lvl 27 pally now. I intend to keep him lvl 27-28 forever as a lowbie pvp contender. (speaking of which there are some pretty dumb imps who feel empowered when they can kill you 9 vs 1. At the same time we got some very twatwaffling leaguers to feel the need to come and gank lowbies when they are lvl 30s. It's kinda frustrating).

Anyway my pally is a pure holy pally; no finesse. Frankly I consider my pally the strongest lowbie pally there is. I faced Tri's pally alt around a week ago and lost horribly but after some stat changes and a Water of Death for a build change; I faced him last night with an undeniable win each time. The most Game-breaking thing about my pally is the surge. The Surge is rank 2 accompanied by r3 canons allowing me to spam Surge if required to do so. Each surge is a 7-10k heal (mind you my hp atm is only 13k). I even managed to duke it out with Rezardi's scout; Rezscout and the ratio to beating him is about 1/1 and he's 1 lvl above me and can use 45 str pots while I mingle with 23 str pots. The funny and most sad thing about my pally is his ability to rape people of the same level with higher runes. I've seen, faced, and killed many leagues/imps who have WAY higher runes then I do (I only have lvl 1 runes).

My plans for this pally are to find someone capable of making lvl 27-28 purple epic pieces to make my pally .... (whatever is above being OP).

Anyway tomorrow I will be lvl 46 on Loveguardian and will need ANOTHER water of death to re-arrange my build. I don't exactly know what I will do this time; but I do know it needs to be balanced for pvp and pve cuz I do not want to respect every week for GT and AC.

I also got my regalia (thank you Rozetri) and I will admit fullheartidly that it has made my life considerably easier. This one week alone I got my first Myth pants, and 2 new legend pieces (head and shirt). I'm becoming more balanced stat-wise and really the only thing holding me back form full potential at this point is the dam lag I get from mass pvp QQ. I spend all my keys every week to get all the gear I can. I'm finally starting to feel like I am catching up to certain individuals and even caught up to others.

Now if only I can complete that gem quest.....

P.S. Quadrillax added me on facebook. Bro-mance > Rezardi's bro-mance. Sorry rezardi =P..

-LG

DOWNED NOGGY TODAY!

2011-06-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

*points up at title* yep. Today Valiance guild took down noggy. I believe it took 5-6 tries and a few respects and shifting in the parties but they managed to bring noggy down in the end.

The drop was a Caster Leather and Kyvek got it in the end based on DKP. Just wanna say gratz to all of em for the hard work.

I also finally got my ventrillo working so I get to hear everyone haha. All I can say is it's quite the sausage fest and Anak has a VERY sexy accent haha.

One last thing: Ninim made a summarized video of the Astral Confrontation of taking over Reborns allod. I'd thought I'd share it with you guys =P. Enjoy!

-LG

Where's my Ruby?!

2011-05-29T02:57:00.000-07:00

So I'm lvl 45 now on Allods. Rezardi and I have both been playing LoveGuardian and managed to gear him slowly from astraling. I still consider him a bit undergeared but he can still pull off a nice dps (when I'm not lagging to hell) despite his low mediocre stats.

I managed to get Juggs rank in PvP at the Arena of Death. I went to the npc that gave the extra ruby and he didn't give me the quest for it. I was and still am mildly upset about it. I REALLY wanted that extra ruby to help my build.

I also bought 3k of gpotatos but it was a day too late for the chip sale. Instead I spent 1k on 2 Water of Deaths (one to change the build....and another to change it back after I found out the initial build sucked haha). I also bought a bigger bank so Rezardi can stop throwing quest items out of my bag for room for astral gear haha. I still have 1k left but I'm saving it for something that I really might need in the future. (still waiting on that 2nd ear slot Gpotatos)

I been slowly trying to get my guild loyalty up to 100 so I could get my regalia. I find it a bit insulting that I actually haven't gotten it yet. I joined clan rain , the same guild as the Rozetri during the days of Pearz leadership. During my schooling there was a merger between multiple guilds and they created Valiance. I joined right back up the day I got back to allods after school was done and right when I got my loyalty near 100, school started again and I had to put the game down. (meaning slowly but surely my loyalty dropped back to 10 due to inactivity).

Now I returned and I'm working my way back up to 100 loyalty, but it's slow and tedious. Especially when I can't complete one of the quests due to not having a ship to astral on; but I've been with this guild leader (and guild) for about 2 years now. I think the loyalty factor is already there; just not on paper. Sorry that I'm not using Symbols of Glory to cheat my way to 100 or anything but comon? I don't know; I just feel insulted and a big neglected by not having a Regalia. By the time I get 100 loyalty I think school will start again and my loyalty will drop AGAIN due to inactivity....really? I just feel a bit slapped in the face. All I want from the regalia is the minor stat boosts and to be able to AC with the guild; be actually INVOLVED with the guild like I'm contributing something. Not feeling like some leecher or garbage on the sidewalk that they only keep around because I give awesome beer.

Gpotato also initiated a password policy. You must change your password every 3 months now. I already changed mine but I find it a bit annoying to do. They also spam this BIG RED MESSAGE IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR FUCKING SCREEN TO BUY STUFFIES FROM THEM that annoys the hell out of me especially when I'm in the middle of killing mobs or questing.

It's a bit hard to generate or save any money in this game. There are A LOT of money sinks in here and it feels like any money you make; there's always a money sink somewhere to gobble it up (aka refining - gemstones - runes - myprh - ship - pots - mount feed, ect ,ect ,ect). I don't know how I am going to save up money for something I want/need with all these leeches sucking on my money.

Anyway, when things settle and I get further into my wold mysteries and better gear I might settle down a bit and work on other stuff. I been wanting to do my trainer quests for that ruby. I heard it was ridiculous but I managed to download that gemfinder addon to make life x10 easier.

-LG

Back to Allods Update

2011-05-19T23:20:00.000-07:00

Well since school has been out; I've literally cooped myself up at home and played allods as much as I can. I must say I am a little bit disheartened and disappointed that it is summer and ever since school has been out; it's been windy, chilly, and cloudy. I do not intend on playing allods as much as I currently am but with the weather as it stands; I lack motivation to do any other activity.

I played allods the second I got home. There was a lot of catching up to do. There is SEVERE inflation in the Auction House market combined with greedy players. It is also turning into a game where "Whoever buys the most wins" which to me is almost a reason to drop the game now.

Nevertheless I grinded away and after a week and a half; I went from a warden who had full epics and was still undergeared - to a lvl 44 warden who has completed his time traveler rep. and expidentary corp. rep.

One thing I am gritting my teeth about is the 2nd ear slot option that you can only get after opening radiant boxes (cash shop item) and receiving XX amount of coins to get the 2nd ear slot. Mind you, a 2nd ear slot makes quite a big difference in stat distribution.

There is also a 30% discount on chip sale which I am mildly debating on dumbing some cash in. I'm not sure if I want to do it or if I will at all but it does seem like an opportune time.

I will reach lvl 45 soon and unlock my 2nd tier spells and the first thing I will go for is the version 2 Aqua Vitae. I also need to get my LONG LONG overdue Judge ruby and trinket (it's the ruby that's the important thing) and with that ruby I'll finish off my rank 3 Natural Balance.

Also at lvl 45; I'll be able to astral again. Who knows what gears I will get and also how much more OP I will get. With this new patch, wardens are now the biggest DPS of all classes. I chuckle at the days when we were a joke now.

Rezardi has been helping me loads as well though so I can't take tons of credit. He's already lvl 45 and astraling but I'll be catching up hopefully. He's been nice enough to send me caster gear that he comes across and I did manage to use a few of them.

As I was NPCing most of my gears after I got the rep. gears. I looked at the last old piece I had left and decided to keep it for sedimental reasons. It was my Shirt gear. It was the oldest and one of the first epic pieces I got from astraling with Pearz, Rho, and Cody. I kinda miss em so instead of npcing the shirt; I stored it in my bank for good memories.

Allods aside; my boyfriend is on vacation in California and won't be back till this Monday. Kinda miss him. He pretty much thinks he won the jackpot with me and has no intentions of leaving me which is good because I value loyalty. However he's also the less level-headed one of the two of us. I realize we've only been together since the end of February; which isn't long. I'm still unsure of our future and my feelings for him. I think time will only tell. He's a great catch and good guy (just like the last one). Just like my ex he is also in the closet. I'm not asking to have buttsex in the middle of the street; but it'd be nice to hold hands in public or just do stuff together in public view without caring instead of concealing behind closed doors. This is what broke me and my ex up...and it's the same problem here. I think eventually we will need to have a talk but for now; I'm content.

P.S. Muxy, Ejac, and Rozetri still play allods. Love you Muxy =P

P.S.S. I am entrolled into University of Bloomington in the fall. I already know I'm going to miss my Holy Cross College friends but I'm excited and nervous for Bloomington. God knows I'll visit HoCro throughout the year though.

-LG

Free at Last!

2011-05-11T10:00:00.000-07:00

Finished college today. I am currently sitting next to about 8 bags of clothes and possessions. I'll be returning home in about an hour or two. Transferring from one prison to another.

I am so very anxious on getting back to allods. I don't even think I'll be unpacking. I've also gotten my boyfriend interested in allods as well, not sure how this will play out but I do have Sacred Sunrise; a pally holy build alt waiting if he wants to duo.

Ironic because allods has gay marriage now.

If you're wondering why I havent talked about this particular man; it's cuz I was never sure on where we were going. Though things seem to be more deeper now. I'm not sure if our relationship will last when I go to bloomington; but rest assured he's set the bar very high.

Anyway now that I'm free from college; my only concern is what my final grades are, getting my license, and working on my bloomington registration classes lol.

This summer will most definitely be a blast.

-LG

Finals Week/ Hell Week.

2011-05-09T09:19:00.000-07:00

I always find it ironic how I end up in predigamentaly ironic situations. Out of 5 finals; I am exempt from 4 of them. Unfortunately, I have a C+ in Public Relations; my grades in his quizzes being D-A-D-A-C-B. I know there's a trend. So even though I don't have to take this final; I have to in order to raise that C+ into maybe a B- or even a B.

Then there's my psychology final which I also don't need to take. However as it currently stands I have a B in that class. Her rules are that if you are exempt; your final can replace your lowest test score. Out of 4 tests; my lowest test score was a 40% due to the fact that I studied chapter 5+6 over a test on chapters 3+4 (supreme failure). So I have to take the final to replace that score and all I need is a 70% to get an A-.

Lastly there is a retarded chemistry final I have to take which I am not exempt from. This final is where I will need a miracle due to the fact that I think I have a C or a D in the class (or I'm being paranoid.)

Anyway, I cannot wait to head back to allods when I get back and school is over.

I was on a few days ago just to say high and catch up. I feel really unmotivated to play catch up with my warden again. Everyone is level 45 while I linger at lvl 42.

I love my pally alt way more then my own warden at this point. I finally got Sacred Sunrise on him and it is absolutely devastating. Most of the mobs die in 2 hits; retribution > Sacred Sunrise. No runes yet either.

I wonder if I can get my pally to be my main cuz it is way more fun.

P.S. . . . . how the hell do you make gold with this new patch? I was looking at the rep gear in the new land: 391 gold per epic piece? There has to be some way of obtaining that largely amount of gold without farming right? . . . .Someone please share cuz the price tags alone make me want to give up on my warden. Not to mention I still linger at lvl 4 runes...I'd like to fund them at least to lvl 6.

-LG

1 year older

2011-04-27T15:55:00.000-07:00

It was my birthday last Monday; the day after Easter haha.

I turned 20 and now I'm at the uncomfortable age of not being old enough to drink but also but too old to be considered a teenager. Kinda a drag.

There's one and a half weeks left of school and I will be returning to allods. The patch is killing me with excitement as I really want to discover new and more meaningful builds with my warden. I also want to work on my pally and have a friend who is joining it with me.

Our lacrosse team has only lost one game so far; we're heading to the championship finals. Our last games are this saturday and if we win; the championship game on sunday.

I hope to dear lord that we win championship again. It would be a nice way to end my years at Holy Cross College as I transfer to IU bloomington in the fall.

Anyway, Love you Rezardi

-LG

P.S. Pearz should stop watching Anime and posting about it.....I miss the bragging and gloatings, and critisizements of other players. O wellz

Freshmen Failure

2011-04-12T21:51:00.000-07:00

So this year, 3/4 of our lacrosse team is freshmen. 1/3 of those freshmen is their first year playing. Though it is not the "freshmen" aspect that makes me cringe in pain every time I hear the word; it is the actions of a good number of those freshmen that make me frustrated.

To start off, I can remember my freshmen year on the team. I would fill the water bottles, fetch the balls, do head counts, and occasionally get the med kit. I did what was required of me to help my teammates and there was no questions asked. Whatever the captain told me to do; I followed orders.

I didn't harbor any ill-will or resentments. In a way, I think of it as a right of passage to the team for the freshmens' to carry such duties.

Now with this year's freshmen - Getting water or picking up balls is like a death sentence. Everyone tries to avoid it, as though if it's a shark and all the freshmen are guppies trying to get away.

Another point I harshly dislike and notice is that most the freshmen carry themselves and talk as if THEY won the championships. They weren't even in this college institution when we won our championships last year. They were in no way, shape, or form had any hand in our accomplishment. Yet today here they stand, talking like they won, like they are the reason we won, as if trying to establish that they are the top of the popularity food chain; making it high school all fking over again when they seriously need to grow up.

What angers me more is the amount of stuff we got this year from endorsements like Nike and Adidas. Last year we got sweats and a sweatshirt; that's all.

This year we got fully tricked out, and it was the freshmen who are reaping all the benefets; full uniforms, black warm up jackets and pants, sweater, sweats, long and short sleeve shirts, pennies, and each with a very own duffle bag.

Our freshmen have honestly been spoiled; seem to lack the concept of hard work, or any seriousness at all with how badly the upperclassmen want to win championships again.

Another thing is a lack of talent. There are a handful that it is their first year playing. They are currently more of a liability then any sort of asset to the team. I don't understand how they can pretend that they are the "shit", when...they aren't.

Thus leading to the bulk of my frustration. Last Sunday half the freshmen appeared to our game either still drunk, or hung over from the night before. Knowing that there is a game today; yet deciding to be irresponsible while not one of our upperclassmen partied.

The upperclassmen understand the severity of how bad we want to win championships again. We lust and hunger for it, some of them even experienced disappointment of not winning championships and the desire to win is greater then my own. I had the luxury of not experiencing this disappointment, but I still carry myself responsibly because I treat the team as a family; and I don't want to let them down.

As we faced off Ohio State, we ended up losing to stupid errors. 5-10 was the end-score. Majority of the goals lost were stupid errors that the flat-footed freshmen made due to their inebriation. They have the mind-set thinking "the upperclassmen will take care of it for us, we don't have to worry."

Now here we currently stand, Holy Cross College Lacrosse Team; almost our ENTIRE first line offense is injured from overexertion; sprain ankles, broken rib, runner's knee. I'm also recovering from a sprain ankle along with 2 others.

Guess who aren't injured one bit? Yep, all of the freshmen. Now here we stand with first year freshmens playing Lacrosse, and they are the ones who need to step up to the plate and try and fill our veterans shoes because we are all injured from trying to pick up the slack.

I can already see this plane crashing and I think coach realize's this harsh truth too after today's horrid practice. A freshmen never talks back to captains, coach , or seniors; today there was so much backtalking over a simple drill that we ended practice early with a scolding from coach.

Not saying -ALL- the freshmen are irresponsible. There are a handful who have done their contributions, are attentive, and follow the rules and I can recognize them and give credit where it is due, but the majority have been spoiled and are still in the mindsetting that this is a high school sport and have no concept of teammates being comrades, a family, and that your actions will affect the outcome of others. If we can't function as a family and there is so much disagreements; we're going to fall apart. It doesn't matter how talented or how bad we upperclassmen want to win championships again, if the freshmen don't shape up and contribute a simple task of keeping possession of the ball in a game so that our upperclassmen can catch a breath, we're going to end up where we are now; a bunch of injured veterans, and freshmen that are incapable of filling their shoes.

I don't know how this season is going to play out; and I have my doubts on if we are going to win championships. But this is probably the worst attitudes I have seen in a team ever. There have been times where I have contemplated quitting but out of the love for the sport, and respect for my seniors who certainly don't deserve that, I'll suck it up for now.

-Unrelated note: I haven't done a damn thing with my enrollment or housing for Bloomington in the fall. I keep trying to get on it but there is so much homework that I literally don't have the time.

-LG

More Musical Times of LoveGuardian

2011-04-01T12:33:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was Open Mic Night. Pretty much a Talent show with no winner.

I decided to be ambitious and play Apologize by One Republic. I registered to play at 7pm and after class it was 8:15 pm.; the concert started at 9pm haha. Didn't have much time to learn it.

These are actually on my facebook, I already can't wait for the next Open Mic Night.

Not sure if you have watched the "Sexy Sax Man" but a friend wanted me to pull off something like that. Since today is april fools, I did happen to run around playing this song without getting in trouble haha. But I also played this at Open Mic night WHILE Ripsticking. If you don't know what a Rip Stick is, just imagine a skateboard with 2 wheels on it instead of 4. Watch out Sexy Sax Man, you got stiff competition from me.

Musical Times of LoveGuardian

2011-03-31T10:30:00.000-07:00

So we had a pageant show at Holy Cross College. I decided to enter.

I was suppose to be a shoe in for the win, but I lost to a guy who rapped an original song that bashed Holy Cross.

The 4 judges were; the dean of students, vice president and president of holy cross, the chairmen of billing/payments, and lastly our president of SGA (student government association).

For some reason; they all think the winner should be a rapper who's white and bashing the institution you represent.

O well, in the end I got runner up and many people thought I was awesome.

I ended up playing "Goodnight Julia" from Cowboy Bebop. The end was something that I did for a friend last minute just for him.

*Clickity Click Click*

-LG

Woops! forgot about this.

2011-03-25T00:33:00.000-07:00

Wow time has flown. I have been so busy.

FASFA was due a couple weeks back. I sent mine in and they gave me a scholarship because I met the requirements. More for me ^.^.

Our first lacrosse game is going to be this saturday in Ann Arbor, Michigan somewhere. It's a 3 hour drive there...and another three hours back. We will have 2 games this day back to back.

If we lose both games, we are out of the championship run, which will suck.

I have about 1 month and a half left of college before break comes. I need to buckle down a lot for my grades. I do miss allods a bit haha.

I hope the month will breeze by like this one did. Anyway, I'm still alive and doing well.

On a last note:my friend FINALLY uploaded his songs on youtube for all to hear. plz listen to me and comment your opinions on his music/like em/oogle over em/be amazed.

Racoon Jay's Channel

-LG

P.S. aeriagames sent me an email today about stupid promotions and crap..its like as though if they want me back hahaha. I got about 30 or so e-mails that must have been saved up or something and they forgot to send em...most were promotions;topic following (from like the ancient ages) and stupid stuff....Sorry aeria...I ain't playing your shit anymore.

Despressing events

2011-03-03T19:29:00.000-08:00

So Lately I been a bit depressed.

Lacrosse was going well for a while but lately with juggling of school, lacrosse,gym, and a social life, with homework. It's getting harder.

I have felt like I have gotten WORSE wit each passing day and it's taking its toll on me emotionally.

My dad is leaving for China again and left me with 500 bucks to survive spring break until he gets back. I'm not sure where I'll be staying or who I'll he staying with.

Currently the plan is to ask the dean of residence to stay on campus all of break and go work out at The Rock at Notre Dame all day all week to get as buff as I can in that short week

Not exactly how a spring break should be spent but lately I haven't been in chipper moods.

The new allods patches make me want to quit, tough I hope they wont all come at once and maybe I can tolerate it if they come over the span of a few years.

Me and Steve aren't really seeing each other anymore. We kissed and I didn't really feel any sparks. I'm also not one who's going to chase someone or stalk em so since he stopped txting me I won't ponder about why and just move on.

Idk what I'm missing in my life but it feels like I been empty for the last couple days and I can't seem to decipher why is this the case.

I'm so done with Holy Cross College.

I got a E-mail 2 days ago from IU Bloomington and it said I got accepted so I am DEFINITELY heading there this fall after this semester is over.

-LG...out

Hate school

2011-02-22T11:20:00.000-08:00

self explanatory.

I'm not on allods much if at all anymore. I play more on my alt (Sacredsunrise) then Loveguardian anymore.

My alt is a pally and for now my idea is to go the SS build route. he kills things really fast.

Doesn't really even need incense but I use it anyway because with incense everything gets 2-3 hit haha.

I got my friend to play it because Vindictous is down for the count as of lately. He is rolling a mage on the tennesse server as well so I'll be able to help him a bit.

Went on my first date in a very long time last night. The guy was pretty swell. Names Steve and he's 22, about 2 inches taller then me and has the most cutest blue eyes ever (Since we all know I fall head over heals to blue/green eyes). For now he goes to IUSB.

Me and Synthess had a talk over the phone about my sexuality last night. I told her I had a 3 strike rule before switching genders. 3 girls,....then switch and go through three guys and repeat. Not saying I'm a whore or anything; hell I haven't even completed this cycle yet. I already had three girlfriends...just happened to be that my last ex lasted a year before it crashed and burned. So I think this Steve is number two. I like him a lot actually. We're going to be seeing the movies on thursday which I find slightly romantic ha. He's also thinking about applying to IU Bloomington for his master's degree which is where I want to go in the fall so I gotta say I found myself quite a keeper. I got those butterfly feelings so while I'm on cloud 9 I hope and really really hope he likes me back haha.

Anyway, School sucks. I feel robotic, depressing, and horrid. I think Steve though may be able to keep me occupied haha.

-LG

Doing this for a friend

2011-02-07T09:55:00.000-08:00

He's a friend of mine.

Aspiring musician and I consider him pretty talented. If you ever hear his vision for music you would know that he has a purpose in life and that he will eventually be an important impact in life.

Anyway, all he really needs is people to listen to his music, be a fan, and find someone in the music business crazy enough to take a chance and listen to his songs and back him up.

Anyway, 1 step at a time. I just want to help spread his music.

If you like his music, be a fan and just support is all I ask. It's pretty good music. I personally the song: "Sick"

The songs are downloadable so that just makes it easier for you to hook it into your itunes library and Ipod and spread the song.

Click here to go to facebook page.

For now, he's an underground artist.

If there's the smallest thing I can do , it could at least be helping getting his songs known by a measly blog which I assume barely anyone reads anymore haha.

-Loveguardian

Lacrosse!!!

2011-02-01T06:20:00.000-08:00

So...ended up dropping my ND concert band for lacrosse practice.

I may have fractured/sprained my thumb yesterday. Stepped on it while doing suicides at practice.

Being single isn't so bad. Actually it was quite liberating.

I have SOO much free time now. Didn't help that the once awesome boyfriend evolved into some nasty meticulously harass-fully hateful person.

For now I'm just focusing on friends and lacrosse...and Gym lol.

I'm going to get my thumb splinted today so I can still play and practice.

My roommate is unofficially moving out. His shit is still around my room but he's never here. Kinda stupid cuz I want him to take his crap with him so I can have this double room to myself and shove the beds together lol. Not to mention whatever the shit he has is starting to mold and smell the room.

I just want this room to be mine and clean haha.

-Loveguardian

Too Good to be True.

2011-01-25T11:53:00.000-08:00

As of today at 12:22 am this morning. I became a single man.

Schools been really hard. I had 21 credits and ended up dropping 2 classes because of too much workload. I picked up 1 class again so I stand here with 17 credits for the semester.

Lacrosse started yesterday. Despite my workouts- I still found myself aching and sore today. But at least I can say I am not as sore as most of the team is haha.

I'm sick right now...the ND kids that took the conditioning test for lacrosse with us gave us the cold/flu.

So my (ex)-boyfriend Jeff didn't like that I was taking so many classes and didn't like that I was leaving for Bloomington which essentially implied that I would be leaving him.

It didn't help my case that I went looking on a site that shall not be named just to see who was out there. I didn't hook-up with anyone or anything of that sort. I stand by my monogamous morals. Just wanted to see really who was out there. But he "magically" found my profile on the site and assumes I screwed with everyone in the country. #1, so much for trust. #2 stalker? what the fuck were you doing on the site anyways? #3 If I caught anything, he would have it too..Unless he did some messing around behind my back. In which case he should really gtfo.

Seeing as this is my first relationship...I really don't know how I'm feeling right now haha. I thought I was suppose to be sad. Something along those lines. But right now it's more like a "whatever" and "good luck finding someone better then me" as well as "you'll come running back to me in a week" type feelings. What irks me like no other is that our 1 year anniversary is in 3 days. This friday. Somewhere in the back of my head. My pessimistic nature implies that I was nothing more then some boy toy to him anyway. Sad thing is I'm finding justifications to it.

I have a feeling he's going to be txting and calling within a few days (well he's already been txting now but I been ignoring). I'm sure he's going to give me a 2nd chance or something, but I'm not going to really take that offer. You don't know what you got till it's gone. I think he (as well as I) need to understand that concept. We've been together for a year...and in that year all we did was stay at his place. Nothing romantic, nothing "spur of the moment". He said we'd go see movies, he said we'd go skiing. Nothing.

I don't need him to paint me a pretty picture of false hopes. Which might be why I'm taking this break up really lightly.

O well. I think for now I'll stay single for the remainder of this semester and just focus on friends and school....o wait...school just started....god what a long semester this is going to be.

I miss allods. I really want that lvl 45 cap patch and I really really wanna play and farm for lvl 8-10 runes haha.

I was playing Dantes Inferno on Xbox 360 yesterday. Was borrowing the game and console from a friend who lives on campus. He's quite the game addict.

Anyway the game was awesome. Lots of customizations lol.

-LG

First/second day of school

2011-01-19T06:32:00.000-08:00

Other then going through Allods withdrawl, I been good. Some friends been tossing the lacrosse ball around waiting for practices to start and I have been joining them. Nice to have some player bonding before the season starts. I think it promotes communication to be useful ingame.

First day of classes sucked balls. We got to leave early though. Most first day classes are just professors passing out their rules, syllabus, grading policies, ect. I think my Tuesday/Thursday pofessors will be nice.

Then I had band practice around 6pm-7:30pm at Notre Dame. I missed dinner because of it...so I ordered Jimmy Johns haha.

Today is the second day of school, resorting to my mon-wed-fri days. I have 4 classes today from 11 am - 4pm and then my last class at 7pm (FUCKK MEEE).

O well, Hopefully the professors will be nice.

We got around 35 new transfer students this semester. No new asians...so I'm still the only asian.

my ex-roommate (the gay one) from last semester got kicked out of school here (HAHAHA). The 2 new incoming transfers took his room. So far I met one of them. He seems very socially out-going. Kinda cute too, kinda have a crush on him but I'm sure I'll get over it. His roommate though seems...jocky and...belligerent but I shouldn't assume because I haven't talked with him. O well, wish me luck on my 2nd day of school....miss allods lol.

-LG

P.S. Pearz...Ejac..if either of you logged on my account....I farmed a little bit before leaving...there should be enough gold to make a lvl 4 rune. There is 2 lvl 3 runes in my bank deposit. I didnt have enough time to npc the UTT drops. Just saying the resources are available to make that last lvl 4 rune without spending any resources to do so. Have fun.

Fixed

2011-01-16T19:01:00.000-08:00

Fixed my build today with a WoD. Fucking epic build now. Bought my WoD from Gorgs, my best client in the manwhoring department. I flirt with him on a daily basis because of the sole reason that he is married and straight as an arrow. (P.S. this is a joke)

I am now very high up on the DPS boards for normal herioc parties. Ranging from 1-3 top dps haha.

Was a good way to end my allods experience.

Saw 5 windsong legendaries distributed today. Very fucken depressing because Windsong gears BELONG to wardens haha.

O well, Pearz wants my warden account too now. I may or may not have distributed it to her. Hope she doesn't change my gender and name. (or my build...that build is fking epic and well worth the WoD).

Still didn't get my lvl 4 rune sets. Missing one and I don't think Ejac or Pearz have the willpower or pacience to farm in UTT for that last rune. Idk how I'm going to do it but we'll see.

As I try to force allods out of my head, it becomes overflowed with 2 things. Lacrosse...and

FKING JERSEY SHORE

-LG

Last day in Allods

2011-01-16T04:57:00.000-08:00

So I farmed my ass off, I am now sitting with 4 4 4 4 4 1 runes (which ones not like the other?). Today is my last day to farm around 600ish g haha.

I also talked with pearz the other day voicing my distain for the shred move (cost 15 energy on the effing bear and he's out of energy so fast).

As I thought, I was used as an expiremental hampster haha. She "Thought" it was a strong move cuz it seemed strong on her alt. But nevertheless it did show me that the pet grid is buffed a lot.

I "Want" to buy another WoD and fix my build to a alternative build me and pearz saw apporpriate but seeing as today is my last day to farm. I would need around 1200g farmed TODAY in order to get both the last lvl 4 rune AND WoD.

For now I think I'll go after the WoD to fix my build. Make it easier for Ejac to play it haha. But I will be slightly sad that I won't be able to have a full set of lvl 4 runes.

Took me 1 week to go from lvl 1 to lvl 4s haha. Moved pretty fast if I don't say so myself.

Anyway, school's starting tomorrow. I am excited about the new experiences and lacrosse starting but I am also sad that I have to leave allods behind.

Hopefully I will come back around spring break.

-LG

Skewl

2011-01-10T23:19:00.001-08:00

School starts next week. Might be putting away allods again for school.

I finally re-specced into Pearz's suggested build and atm it feels very very weird. Different play-style for sure.

My old spec made me the main dps and my bear just a secondary. On the DPS meter I would usually be around 60-80% while the bear picked up the rest.

With the new specc its a bit harder to control. One could say its more complicated now because after using the bear's energy so much you must put it to rest. And the best times to spam his energy low is when Great Hunt is on, so in that 25 seconds you gotta spam as much as you can with Shred. Then Ethernal Calm him to recharge.

It's a bit more harder to control this build but overall I prefer this build because it is more complicated.

I don't want to keep spamming fucking Wolf Blow every 3 seconds. Now on the DPS meter it shows me at around 40-60% and the bear is around half my DPS.

So far I got 3 3 3 3 3 1 runes on me. Discovered that I could still farm upper TT at lvl 41 so I been spamming it for the last 2 days to afford my WoD and chips for runes.

I think if I stick at it until school starts I will be covered in lvl 4 runes but again...I think I will have to drop Allods for school.

Ejac owns like 2934893843 characters lol, I might contemplate letting him play with my warden until I get back. We'll see.

Tried installing Boot Camp yesterday on Mac to get allods running and it's stupid and I'm not exactly very tech-savvy so I'm going to try Parrellels program tomorrow.

-Real Life Update-

we got 40 inches of snow in the last 2 days. Fuck my life.

Going skiing today with Jeff, gonna be awesome.

P.S. Our Guild Officer Ghost was drooling over my pics the other day. Pervert =P

-LG

Poor High School Kids.

2011-01-04T19:06:00.000-08:00

Well first off, Happy New Year if no one noticed.

My New Year Resolution: Gain 15-20 pounds of muscle and get a 3.7-4.0 GPA.

High Schoolers starts school again yesterday. I felt sorry. Cuz me and my fellow colleagues have 2 more weeks of break to get fat and lazy before the tediously busy schedule resumes.

I picked up allods again around 2 days ago after spending a lot of time with my close friend's family. Finally started building up my runes. So far I have 2 lvl 3 runes and well it's better then nothing haha.

Gotten use to melee 2 hand wardens now, Pearz was nice enough AGAIN to help me out with my build again and give some pointers that I shall be taking and re-speccing to once I get the money for a WoD. The build she gave me was basically DPS pwnage and it does go against some of my own preferences (they are practical though just not my cup of tea) but hey, If I want to be better I got to change whether I like it or not eh?

I kinda want to make an alt healer but I know that would take months of training. Which reminded me of Faustleiche and how we both kinda quit after that patch.

Well Faust, bro man if you're reading this. You should come back. It's not as bad now. They have daily quest for your incense that lasts all day as well as a daily quest for holy charms(and pots), so you can function not paying a dime of real money. If not, Lezar wants a healer to duo with, and I want a healer alt but lack the energy and time to raise one XD. Mine letting me borrow your healer? haha, I'd rather have you back though.

Me and Jeff's 1 year anniversary is approaching (January 28th). Time certainly passed. We had some ups n downs but overall I love my smoochymoopypoopykins.

Btw if anyone knows how to run allods on a MAC I would greatly appreciate it. So far I have heard of "duel boost" and ....blarg i forgot the other name but yea....I plan on taking allods back with me to college haha.

Now if you'll excuse me I shall be grinding back to allods for my lvl 42 lol.

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T07:30:00.000-08:00

Well, Merry Christmas everyone.

Taking a few days off Allods and probably won't be back till around Dec. 30th. I wanted to run GT and get new gear n get more gold for runes lol but it can wait as real life is always more important.

Gonna be making about 150 dumplins today for the family friends I'm staying with. I only made 45 last time but they ate em up so fer christmas Imma make them alot to gorge on.

Anyway Merry Christmas everyone, stay safe and have fun, lastly be thankful.

-LoveGuardian

Allods....Missed you

2010-12-22T12:18:00.000-08:00

So, I picked up Allods again. I found my old pc and saw that my dad completely wiped it and gave it windows 7 (which sucks imo).

After 2 hours of downloading the game and an 45 minutes more of Pearz and Force directing me on how to upgrade my graphics card on the chatbox of the almighty Pearz's Blog. I finally loged on to allods.

I was quickly greeted with a enormous lag...and killed within 5 seconds of logging on.

I have been away for far too long because everyone is lvl 42 while I am stuck at measly 40. Not only that but the warden re-vamp REALLY ... and I mean REALLLY blows.

You can not really be a hybrid anymore, it is one or the other, or suck at both.

Well me and my stupid self decided to go hybrid and the more I played the more I realized that I hate melee on wardens now.

They striped wardens of the armor rubies AND the natural resistance rubies AND our perception + agility rubies. Gone! what's the point of buffing wolf blow to an almost imba state if we can't tank shit?

It's like telling a Jew he won a million bucks and wave a turkey in front of him to eat before he goes to the gas chamber.

So with great power comes great squishyness, meaning literally next to no survivability.

Our Vitae can be stacked in 5s now and are baed on % and not on int which is nice. I recalled Ejac and Muxy loving vitaes I made so I didnt think twice on grabbing lvl 3 vitae and 3 medley rubies for a lovely 44% heal and 26% mana restoration.

Or natural balance cd is reduced even MORE to 1 minute and 30 seconds with all the cd rubies. I grabbed those as well.

Renew....is kinda blech....I still liked the old 15 minute renew over this buff off-heal.

Call of the Wild is 52 fucken epic seconds long with only a 3 minute cooldown now but I feel that the 3 lil stoogies don't do as much damage as they use to.

Our pet seems a lot squishier now as well but does nice damage.

Other then Wolf Blow being buffed nothing really good. I specced myself melee mainly despite being a hybrid but the more I play, the more I realize that the practical build is the caster build.

You can kite with caster and not be in harms way because your squishy as well and back up to be a more supportive role.

There are a lot of vague definitions on caster spells though so I am left quite confused on if I had to option of re-speccing, what build I would pick next.

I missed the free WoD event by a day so....great luck to me.

My favorite spell is the Tornado spell, it looks awesome and is a 4 call lightning in 1 spell haha. Caster seems way more versatile for pvp despite the lack of dmg done (but I'm not caster specced well so maybe if I specc more into caster the dmg would be better).

Melee seems harder to play, because as Pearz said: "we don't have a charge move". So not only do you need to run TO the target, they can run away and kite you. When you FINALLY get in the face of them, if you're facing a warrior or pally you're going to lose cause you don't have the better armor.

Melee Warden may be better at plain DPS for heriocs and stuff but in a pvp aspect, caster seems the upperhand (execept this is pure speculation cuz I haven't tried caster grid yet).

Lastly, Go visit Pearz's blog and read her short stories...they were shorty awesome reads haha.

-LG

Grade Report!!!!

2010-12-18T14:49:00.000-08:00

A- = Public Speaking Class

A =Spanish

A- = Latin American Literature

A = Service Learning

C+ = Global Perspectives

So these are my grades for Fall 2010. I'm not even going to vent about that C+ on my shitty report. I already vented enough about it today. Stupid Stupid Stupid.

Anyway, my gpa this semester is a 3.6 which is great. It beats the 2.9 gpa last semester and the 1.1 gpa the semester before (Thank you Aeria and your Megaten for almost making me a drop-out).

Anyway, with my new uber GPA, I applied to IUB today. It was online and ask very vague questions. Almost made me feel as though if I was just another somebody. Which I am, but I am an individualized somebody lol. But O well, it's expected from a school of over 30,000 students. All I am interested in really is their lacrosse team to be somewhat decent when I join.

Newayz, Jeff and I are approaching our 1 year anniversary soon. We been fighting more recently. He thinks I'm cheating on him. Not really gonna spill it all on this blog but it's more or less me telling him that I want more from him. I actually wanna go out with him and do shit..not cuddle at his house all the time ...which is nice but sometimes I wanna go outside, in public....and do shit...anything...long as it's together. Also tired of this...in the closet shit....It feels like living a double life. I kinda just want everyone to know so that I can publically be seen with him and not give a damn. But I can't cuz he's in the coast guard and might lose his job.

I just really hate the situation we have. Half of me loves him to death but the other half of me sees that this relationship is logically not going to work out in the end. Especially with me going to IU Bloomington next year 4 hours away and him being promoted soon and reassigned elsewhere. It almost feels like these events are telling us it's time.

O well, kinda think it may be time to end it anyway, cuz next semester is going to be my busiest with lacrosse and 21 credits being taken. I'm not even sure if there will be an available time unless I just plain out move off campus and move in with him =P. (oh how that would be awesome).

I might just have to suggest that to him lol.

LoveGuardian

Christmas Break!!!!

2010-12-15T20:07:00.000-08:00

Anyway, didn't work out at the gym a lot this semester. I did get drunk a few times XD.
I cannot wait for Lacrosse season to start. I spent about 120 bucks the other day buying protein powder, multi-vitamins, and vitamin gummy bears <3.>

Anyway, post-end of the yea pic of me. Note that I was at a party and kinda drunk lol. If you look closely you can see my body turned a lil red. Asians get red when they are drunk (faill).

I got 500 bucks from my dad as a pre-chrismas gift. I'm hoping this is to spend on my own and not towards my spring 2011 books. Cuz then it's not really a chrismas present at all XD.

Anyway, Jeff's kinda like my dad...doesn't wanna play the guessing game and wants to know what I want for Christmas. I told him all I want is my two front teeth and him. He said he's getting me something one way or another so I may as well say something I want.

If that's the case I either want this kool ND jacket that's worth like 125 bucks or a weighted outfit. (you know the shorts and vest that have lead wieghts in them that you can wear to get in shape. Would be great to run in to get in shape or wear on a daily basis so that when you do take the weights off, you become fast as fuuuckk).

So, finals are over for me. Christmas Break is in effect. For some reason starcraft is being mean to me XD. I may look at HON to see if it works on MACs. (also have the regular pc next to me, if anyone has any suggestions XD. Someone did suggest LOTRO)

My dad lost my dog during his trip to Taiwan....I went home today and was expecting to see a cute jack russel waiting for me with puppy dog eyes and barking with enthusiasm wanting me to pet it.

Alas I was greeted by no one, and now I have no companion to keep my belly warm at night when it sleeps on me and nothing to wake up to in the morning =[. (and no it's not gay, a sleepy puppys face is the most cutest thing to wake up to).

Starcraft 2 and HON o.O

2010-12-13T04:01:00.000-08:00

So its monday approximately 7 a.m. upon posting. I have finals for the next 3 days but afterwards it's a one month long break from school and papers.

This friday I have a birthday to attend for a close friend of mine who is turning 21 (luuckkkyy). After that I have a weekend spent in Chicago with Jeff (strong for 10 months).

There was a chance we could go to New Orleans during break but I kinda don't want to go, and he also wants to ski and teach me how. I think skiing is more romantic =P.

Feels like a month of being busy but, I think I'll find time to try a MMORG or two.

I had a few friends play Starcraft (and it works for MACs) so there is a big chance I may be buying this game and installing it. It looks pretty badass...not much diversity in class but a VAST of your success relies on your own skill and capacity. Especially in PvP version.

Played Fable lll and it was pretty kool. I liked that it wasn't like Fable ll where you had to rely on Melee until your magic was 100. I love the spell weaving with lightning and Ice. I practically destroyed everything with ease with that spell weave and while the lightning stunned them I took my warhammer and charged up a massive hit to 1 hit KO enemies (yay for splash hitting too).

Spellweaving in Fable lll is quite fun to fool around with. I think the most creative combo is using wind with Ice(or lightning). However the best single 1 on 1 combo, in my opinion, to use is the combination of Blades and Lightning. It's spammable and the lightning stuns are great especially when used in conjunctions with melee hitting. Spell, hit, hit, hit, spell, hit hit hit is a nice repeating cycle or just spell, charge, smash, spell, charge, smash. Anyway just a lil tangent.

I watched a few videos of HON and it looked interesting. It was something I kind of wanted to consider to try. I'll have to ask Pearz about her own opinion on it or something, because it doesn't work for MACs and frankly I have grown accustomed to MACs now with their virus-free and stuffies haha, I kinda don't want to trade in my MAC for a regular laptop zzz.

This semester (and possibly this blog site) has taught me to bullshit papers fairly easily now. I remember in Senior Year in High School we had senior papers and took us a whole semester to do a 6-8 page senior paper over some topic.

Here I am sitting in college typing up papers ranging from pages of 3-18 on a daily basis and typing them up with ease.

Anyway, I hope everyone's doing well. As this semester closes, I realize that I only have 1 semester left at Holy Cross College. Then I am transferring to either IU bloomington, or Purdue University.

I keep reflecting on the aspects that I love about Holy Cross College, as well as the aspects I hate about it. A part of me wants to stay here, but the other part of me says I need to leave.

I am a person with great ambition, but I am also a person who is afraid of change. I must force myself to move and explore, even if it is against my will. Because I must live and live with no regrets and live as out-going as possible. I feel obligated to at least explore new colleges and atmospheres and make new friends as well as remember my old friends, and who/where I came from. The old saying, "Nothing ventured, nothing gained." Holy Cross College is my stepping stone to better things in my eyes. If things turn out that I hate it...then...I can always take 1 step back in order to take 2 steps forward. Holy Cross College can be my home in a way.

Anyway, here I go rambling again as though if this is one of my papers. I should stop haha. I must say, I kind of grew out of games now for some reason. I have small ambitions to play them but I guess most my ambition was drained into real life and wanting to actually well, be somebody. Though I miss the days sometimes. Guess all there is to do right now is remember and move on and learn right? But not forget. Makes me remember the saying my friend said, "If I impacted just one person's life to make a difference, then my life is complete." Which made me reflect about my past experiences. How everyone impacted me, and how I impacted everyone. Kind of a nice way to feel, it makes me want to be somebody important all the more though, because I would want to impact more people's lives.

AHH!! here I go again rambling. Anyway, I'm still alive. Hope everyone is well to. Also, thank you for impacting my life, as I hope that I have positively impacted yours.

-LoveGuardian (Andrew Chin)

Finals Week

2010-12-02T23:08:00.001-08:00

So, semester is almost over. Only 1 more week and then I Finals hit and after that, 1 month vacation.

During this free time I may have some time to play anything just for a short time. If anyone has any suggestions I wouldn't mind.

You may not hear much from me next semester, as lacrosse season starts...and we got a ton of freshmen to teach/bond with as well as I maxed out all my credits (19) so I'll be very busy.

IU Bloomington

2010-11-13T11:49:00.000-08:00

Looked at IU Bloomington College and it seems like a great college. I'm a communication major but they have 20 different majors inside that criteria, which is awesome if I want a specific degree.

They also have physical education/fitness majors/minors and a major/minor in saxophone too (I played saxophone for 9 years so)

I am thinking about doing a communication major of some sort...and then 3 minors in philosophy, physical fitness, and saxophone XD (I work out alot so I may as well get credits and a degree in it for kicks eh? XD)

Anyway, I'm transferring there hopefully next year, but first I gotta take 19 credits this year and 9 more credits in the fall (or so I am planning) and try to get as many credits as I can.

I have 26 credits now...taking 15 credits this semester...19 next semester..and 9 in the summer.

So in the end before transferring I will have 69 credits total, which is practically a 2nd semester junior, but I'm going to loose at least 6 credits (that I know of) when I transfer, leaving 63 credits...so in the end I'll be on track to my 4 year graduation.

-LG

Changed Man

2010-11-05T10:44:00.000-07:00

So recently I talked with a old high school friend on facebook and we touched a subject of women having the right to get abortions.

Now this friend of mine is a GOOD GOOD friend of mine...like I can usually tell her everything and vice versa and we always been there for each other.

But anyway, when we discussed the topic of abortions being legal or not...she got very offended when I said I was more pro-life than pro-choice.

The more we debated and more involved we got, the more I realized that my outlooks on life and stuff were far more different than hers...I knew I was a changed man. I know hanging around a Catholic College for 2 years can change my views...but I also know that the views I have now are not nessesarily wrong or right.

Now I had no problem with her views, I fully understood her reasonings as to why abortion should be a right..and later we discussed the circumstances of an abortion being okay and I understand that with her, 3 months is the limit to having an abortion.

I understand her reasonings, EVEN though I do not agree or support them. But for some reason...she could not fathom or understand my outlook on being pro-life more then pro-choice. She even used a illogical fallacy of distortion..ei. attacking the person instead of the arguement. In which she insulted my college, saying they have brainwashed me, and I was a pure example of the Catholic Church Brainwashing at it's best.

It didn't occur to me at the time that she was using the illogical fallacy of distortion, I was more hurt of the fact that she would insult my inteligence and try to make me sound illogical and wrong.

Now my own personal views is, abortion should not be allowed after a certain point. ABORTION, is a PRIVELEDGE, not a RIGHT. I think abortion is 'okay' up until the first month.

Why do I say only 1 month? Because a girl knows when she has sex. She knows if she is using the pill, and she knows the morning after pill. I would hope, that today's technology was good enough so that a women don't rely on a missed period to tell them that they are pregnant.

It's like a child wanting a dog, the parents will say it is a priveledge to have a dog and alot of responsibility, you cannot just abandon the dog, you must take care of it, walk it, and play with it.

If women want the priveledge to be able to get an abortion, they should be responsible. Matter o fact an abortion would never be nessasary if women were responsible (I am not jabbing at women being irresponsible in general). We are all smart enough to know if we had sex or not...they should first be practicing contraception and using the pill, if not, we have those things that you pee into and turn blue and walla, your pregnant, or just plain take a morning after pill. I mean if all these steps were taken..abortion should never be needed. (and if you were raped..well..newsflash...you still know you had sex..unwillingly or not..you know..go get the morning after pill). (by the way, this is not to say men do not take the blame either, I am not saying it is all the woman's fault, men share the blame for being just as irresponsible, it just so happens that women are the ones harboring the fetus).

I also love little kids, and at Holy Cross College, we do not have a daycare system, our college is child friendly. Meaning the students of Holy Cross take care of the lil toddlers out of the goodness of our hearts and do not charge any fees. So yes, abortion strums my heartstrings a bit because I get flashbacks of those toddlers not being around.

Anyway, I won't go into full details of my philosophy on the matter. This is my view, you can agree or dissagree, and vice versa. I do not mind of other's views, I can accept them usually and not care to much as to what ppls views are and such.

The arguement got heated and it sounded like my friend was about to toss away our friendship over 1 simple difference in viewpoints.

So I began disscussing to her, how pointless and irrational it would be to dislike me for 1 view.

I personally, do not care what political stance you are, what are your views, and what are your priorities, or religion. If you are a great person to be around, none of that matters.

Ending friendships or disliking ppl because of the difference in background, religion,political stances and such is as naive as disliking and ending friendships because of the color of one's skin.

Anyway, this is just a little vent for me.

P.S. I recently discovered an AWESOME game called Continent of the Ninth...it's on Youtube...great game...except I believe it is genderlocked from what I can tell. At it is currently Korean server only I think? sad day....

-LG

Update

2010-10-30T12:16:00.001-07:00

Haven't posted in a while.

Midterm grades are up, and my grades have dramatically improved. Nothing but A's and B's. The week was a little hectic but it's finally over.

For fall break I went to Bethlehem Farm in West Virginia. Beautiful mountain ranges and trees, sites, absolutely breath taking. It was for a class though, so we did have to work and do community service but overall it was a great exp. Only bad thing was no TV's, internet, or cellphone reception.

I quit cross country last wednesday due to the fact that I do not receive a scholarship for running. I sent a letter of complaint to the Athletic Director and we will have a meeting to talk about my status on monday.

It wouldn't bother me so much that I was running for free, what bothers me is that the coach HAS the money and resources to give me a scholarship, as well as he lead me to believe I had a scholarship all the way till near the END of the season.

Here's the thing: flashback story time.

This cross country coach is new and this is his first year as our coach. I committed myself to Cross country LAST YEAR, before the season started with 2 other runners. All three of us participated in off-season conditioning and practices last spring, when fall semester came along, I was the only runner to return for the season to actually start.(meaning I was committed to the team, before any incoming freshmen were accepted, remember that).

Now the season starts with 9 runners, gradually through rough practices and tough 2 a days. The team shrank down to 5. Out of the 4 that quit, 3 received scholarships(that I know of), all who quit were freshmen. The coach never said I had a scholarship, but he never straight out tell me I DIDN'T have one. I went through the WHOLE season saying "I am running for money" in front of his face, and he never spent 1 second to correct me or tell me otherwise until the very end of the season when I sat down with him and specifically asked.

Now tell me, If you were a first year coach, and you have 1 player who has attended all your practices, committed himself to you BEFORE the season starts, was the only one to return, and pretty much been by your side since you first started your coaching career, why the fuck is this loyal player the ONLY one who is NOT receiving a scholarship out of the remaining runners?

The logic and reasoning escapes me, Needless to say, I quit, and the team needs 5 runners to place in meets. So I pretty much broke the team (1 player quit soon afterwards, leaving 3 runners left). I'm definitely not joining the sport next year.

Anyway, now that cross country is out of my hair, I have an OBSCENE amount of free time now. Enough free time to play MMOs!!!!.

Just one problem....I been out of the loop of which MMO's are in and which aren't D=.

I got a new macbook (mac book pro), not sure how certain games will fair with it but o well.

We all know I read Pearz's blog frequently =P.

I am motivated to play some sort of MMO but what I am not motivated for is to play one that sucks and realized that I wasted my time D=.

One of my friends suggested Lord of the Rings Online (Lotro). Cept I don't think it emphasizes much on PvP and customizations.

I do find Rappelz sota interesting but not enough to actually try. (to be honest I miss the days where Allods was actually fun, don't know if it still is, I kinda miss my Warden lol)

Vindictous = owned by Aeria = Not playing

Grand Fantasia = Read Above

...Anyone got suggestions?

-LG

Moving out and Moving in

2010-10-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

So as of yesterday, I did the paperwork and moved out of my old room and into a new room....

2 doors down from the old room. . .

So basically I live in the same fucking hall, same people, same building, but my new room has a new roommate (who is 100 times cooler as of last night) and the room is closer to the damn fucking door.

Why did I move out and into a different room?

Main reason was cuz my old roommate blows. I don't appreciate any mindset thinking it is OKAY to let your friends come in and browse through my drawers and shit like its their own fucking home. . . . and while I am trying to scold them, he lays on his bed and LETS his friend continue to go through my shit. Then PRETENDS like nothing happened.

More incentive to move out? If you see your roommate exhausted as shit and is shitfaced on the bed trying to catch some zzz's the first thing you DON'T fucken do is turn on the TV and turn up the fucken volume (yes I know I'm using the Eff bomb alot, I just want to get my point across).

We also have a fan in the bathroom that is really loud. I don't know how this guy sleeps through it but he always leaves the fucken fan on and its deafening noise and its a fucken hassle to keep turning it off knowing he's going to turn it on and leave it on.

I also don't appreciate his sleeping habits. He snores like no other, and sleeps deeply while my light sleeping self cant catch any zzz's for shit, hence why I am shitfaced during the day. And sometimes he twitches spontaneously and for as long as 5 minutes. Note that these twitches are like seizures and when our room is a bunk bed, I FEEL the bed vibrate (because I'm on the top bunk), hences more reasons as to why I can't sleep at night, and still shitfaced again during the day-time.

Or leave the same A-hole who went through my shit, in our room, alone, while he goes prancing off somewhere in lala land (because at our college, if the visitor gets in trouble, the consequences fall on the person in the room...but since this fucker of a roommate isn't there, his lil A-hole of a friend can set shit on fire or die and it all becomes my fault, how about fuck no?)

I didn't mind so much that he was gay (and yes...he is. When you are a man, and you have a picture of Sex in the City hanging on the wall with perfume that smells like strawberries and a bunch of other things to trigger a gay radar that I won't mention, can't hide that shit). I personally didn't fucken care that he was gay, so long as he didn't hit on me (and he didn't). What pisses me off about him is that he acted fucken girly like a fairy.

Yes, we all know, I am bi. (if not, fucken SURPRISE!!!)

I don't go prancing with a tutu and a tank top down the street with a fucken purse wearing the colors of the rainbow talking in a girly voice.

Since when does being gay make it okay to act like a girl? Where in the fucken dictionary does it associate the two?

If you're gay or bi, hell even straight. Good for you. Please don't let it define your ass. Gay does not mean you can dress up and play tea wearing make up, it's just a sexual preference. I sincerely don't care how proud you are of it, You make it embarrassing for everyone else. You don't see a straight man walking into a mall or protesting his sexuality in public.

I find it especially funny to read what he plans on doing to his room now that he has it all to himself.

Via Facebook:
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Madeline Ariel Eastman I don't like your internet service.

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- Noah Anthony sorry ho, the holiest of crosses aren't so holy in internet connection.
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- Madeline Ariel Eastmanhahahah they think wifi is prayer then?
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- Noah Anthony OKAYYY hahahhaha shit. fucking kills me.
  but im soo excited to make my room girly
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- Madeline Ariel Eastmanyess invite a ho over and we can decorate!!
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Yes, go girl up your room now. I'm sorry that my presence was hampering your girlyness.

/vent

In other random news: A friend of mine, Jeff, is currently playing as a beta tester for the new updates from WoW. (royce read =O)

2 new races on the Alliance side. A goblin class (wasn't interested much in it) and a Class of which I have forgotten it's name, but its a cool class in which you can shapeshift into a werewolve and human at any time.

The class can also be a druid class too, which is redundantly funny. Seeing as the druid class can shapeshift into 3 other animals, having the ability to shapeshift into another is funny. (like a Night-elf class being an assassin.)

Anyway, Shaman is a badass class, enuff said.

Got my midterm/midterm grades (its a midterm...of a midterm). So far I got straight A's down the list.

Gotta hang in there and try my best to get a 4.0. I wanna get into ND (or Purdue).

Rather long post. Sorry.

I'll finish it with a completely awesome fact: My new roommate's (nam'es Ryan) mother happens to be the Dean of Business at Notre Dame and he offered me to have her write a letter of recommendation for me.

Sweettt....

Okay, time for me to shitface myself.

-LG

Metamorphisis

2010-09-19T15:29:00.001-07:00

So, lately. Obviously I have not been playing any MMORGs of sorts and just been busy with school-related activities.

Last friday our cross country team went to compete in the Notre Dame Invitational Meet. I think our team was dead last as a whole. I could care less though, as long as -I- didn't come in last.

I never knew how mean and horrible cross country could be. I mean, I though all you had to do was run your ass off and thats all there is too it. At the meet, there were teammates literally extending thier elbows and running in your way intentionally so that you couldn't pass them, or 2 runners coming up on either side of you and sandwitching you with thier elbows and slowing you down. The worst is the cleats on thier feet that they use to step on your feet(mind you, these cleats are metal and fking sharp) and I myself was tempted to cleat a few people.

My time for a 5 mile run was 35 minutes and 57 seconds (35:57). So a a little more then 7 minutes a mile which is "okay". By the end of the season I fully intend on being able to run 6 minute miles consistantly (If I sprint 1 mile, I can get a 6:10, but I cant sprit 5 miles haha). Anyway, my calves are absolutely torn right now but moving on.

I been watching football lately...newsflash..football season. I'm not really INTO INTO football. I think it is a sad existance to go buy your favorite team's jersey and act like your apart of this "team" and keep track of stats and stuff. I'd like to control my life thatnk you..not follow someone elses. Regardless, I find it fun to watch the games with a few buds and I usually cheer on the underdogs. Obvisouly with our college being next door to Notre Dame, We have to cheer them on. As for professional football, I cheer on the underdogs usually. Why? Well if they win, it's that much more badass. I mean, if you cheer on the top dog, there isn't much to cheer for since you enter the situation with a preminition that they are going to win, it becomes overhyped in my eyes. But if the underdog wins...its a nice bitchslap to the ones supporting the other team and a butload of smack talk haha.

Anyway, Halo Reach is out. I played with it for a bit. I LOVE assasinations. Halo in general though is usually kool. I like the jetpacks we have and graphic epicness obviously. Trying to stay away from games for now at the moment though, because I get extremely addicted pretty fast and that's not something I want while trying to get a 4.0 and withhold my other athletic resonsibilities.

From Oct 17-23 is my fall break. I'll be heading over to West Virginia to a place called Bethlehem Farms where I will lose internet connection as well as cellphone service for that entire duration(talk about dissapearing off the face of the planet). Apparenlty we're gonna be helping out and doing stuff. It's for a class, so I have no control.

I'm surprized this blog site still gets hits. I no longer post about anything "game" related anymore for the past few months. Not like I have an interesting life either.

I lost 7 pounds (total so far) from Cross Country. Which is bad for me, I need and want to get around 170-180 pounds by the end of this year(preferrably in muscle). I think I need to get around to taking a before:after picture. Take a pic of me as I am now and as I am at the end of this year to see appearence changes.

Anyway, Synthess, answer your damn phone, I don't care if I sound like your ex. You pick up da phone.

-LG out.

String of Unfortunate Events

2010-09-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

So someone stole my cellphone last week, on Tuesday. Up till now I have been cellphone-less waiting for my dad to get back to America so that he could cut the service to the phone and get me another usable one. (which I should be getting soon later today).

I hate to sound spoiled by any means but man, not having a cellphone really cuts you off civilization. (aaannnddd my lap top is still brokenz, haven't got around to fixing it.)

This Saturday we will be having our first cross country meet. I'm not sure how much scholarship money we are getting for running, but our coach worked us pretty hard, alot of ppl quit. We no longer have a girls cross country team, and our boys team is only consisted of 5 runners (they give scholarship money to the top 5 so...lol?)

I also believe I lost a stanford loan from my tuition(which is like 4 thousand bucks). It was E-mailed to me twice to re-send some info in, but unfortunately, dad was in Taiwan, and all that money and loan stuff was arranged by him, so I couldn't really do anything other then forward him the messages on his E-mail and continue my day. Hopefully my Cross Country scholarship can make up for that lost money.

Yesterday I lost my student ID card too (which is needed to enter our cafeteria to eat, and also needed to attend ND games and other such things). I tried buying a new one this morning, but the comp lady said the special printer to make the cards is broken and won't be fixed till next week. She said the best she could do was E-mail Jacob(who I have no idea who this person is) about my issue.

Sorry but, I cannot wait a week for you to fix a printer...I need to EAT >.>.
I think it's absolutely retarded how I need a ID card in the first place to even enter the cafeteria. I already purchased the meal plan in my tuition, and now I cannot eat because I do not have my ID card? Essentially, your just bullshitting me, taking my money, and not feeding me. I already skipped out on last nights dinner and this mornings breakfast because of this issue, and now I am famished.

When it's lunch time, I'm GOING to eat. >.> I don't care if they are going to stop me, I will bitch and cause a scene if I have too. I purchased a meal plan, I should be able to eat for what I paid for. You can shove your ID card policy up your butt cuz the darn printer is broken. There are only 400 kids on campus, and out of those 400 kids, 2 of them are asian, and out of those 2 asians, I'm pretty sure after seeing 1 of them every fking day eating your sad excuse of food, you don't need my ID card to know I'm a legit student. Welcome to Holy Fking Cross /vent

I also haven't talked to Jeff since I lost my cellphone, we Facebook messaged each other twice in this whole week, the poor man doesn't get on it as excessively as I do. Turns out I can't go to New Orleans with him during Fall Break, instead I shall be taking a trip to West Virginia for a "service learning" class (total joke of a class btw, only at holy cross is such a class actually invented).

Karma has been a bitch to me lately, I'd like to know the reason why exactly. I better win some lottery or something, but a new lap top would do just fine.

LG out

and f-a-m-i-s-h-e-d.

Lap Top Crashed. T.T

2010-08-31T07:15:00.000-07:00

Around last week my lap top "crashed". It loads up its "Dell" Icon, and then the screen goes black ones it's done loading (you don't see the windows XP icon after it like a normal start up).

At first I thought it was the monitor, but after running a diagnostic test on it with F12, it passed all the tests.

I tried safe mode and save mode with command prompt and even reset to the last working configurations on F8 but still no use.

I think it may be a hardware problem, but it escapes me to know what exactly I did to cause it , let alone how I am going to fix it.

It was attacked by a virus days prior, but to my knowledge, I removed those viruses with a anti-malware software. Didn't download anything bad...as I'm on campus and they blocked...like everything. The only thing on the top of my head that would cause such damage would be pressing and holding the power button to shut of the laptop multiple times.

I can't get it fixed till around mid-September when my father gets back from Taiwan. Unless of course someone who is reading this knows how to fix the problem(yes I'm desperate and would love to know how to fix it).

Jeff offered me to go to New Orleans with him during fall break. I may have to take his offer on it.

I also stopped playing mabinogi (of course, since the lap top crashed). was looking forward to FF14, but after how sucky I found out the Campus internet is, thats like trying to suck a ocean dry with a straw, not happening.

O well, just focusing on real life for now then. btw, I hate cross country...its boring..I run..and run...and run...

LG out

...and runn....

College Startz Today

2010-08-24T13:11:00.001-07:00

So yesterday I moved in to campus. Wasn't bad. I packed pretty lightly overall even though I felt like I packed too much, everyone said I actually packed too little but o well. I got all I need really, cloths, hygiene, and lacrosse stuff haha.

I got Mark going here playing lacrosse so I'm pretty excited about that and also DJ, a high school bud who also decided to come to Holy Cross without my knowledge and is also another Lacrosse buddy.

Alot of (and I don't mean to sound racist) white/irish ppl are going here this year. So much so that it is starting to feel like a "preppi" college. It is still a small college though.

There was a cross country meeting yesterday, we have practices from monday-friday from 6:30 am (WHAT THE FUK) to 7:30(ish) and then the 2nd practice from 7-9.(cross country 2 a days...wow). Only 1 practice on Saturday.

The coach wants us in shape fast, I'm already sore right now from our first morning practice. I also kinda feel overwhelmed with the amount of homework we already got, but for the moment I'm putting it all off till tomorrow when I have only 2 classes and more time to attend to the book studies.

My roommate is kinda kool, doesn't take much to satisfy me really, we get along to say the least, which is all I ask for. Kinda funny cuz our beds split the room in half and my side's pretty clean and his sides....well..not messy, but it is messy to my standards.

Anyway, I stopped playing Mabinogi 4 days before I moved in on campus, I'm only online now to do Holy Water Jobs occasionally so that I won't drop under 100 streak jobs (after 100 holy water jobs you get 10 holy water per job, compared to the usual 4, so I need to keep it above 100 to keep getting 10 per job).

I'll update more later, right now I'm a bit tired out from all the moving and running.

LG out

What the Hell, I must be dreaming.

2010-08-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

So I have no idea exactly why this is happening in this time period, or if it's going to continue. But as of the last month or so, I been getting more and more offers to be a web-cam model and other such activities that I would deem, not wanting myself to be seen on the internet for >.>. Like Seriously I get these messages from random people on facebook/myspace. It's creepy, it's weird. Here's an example:

-I'm contacting you because you would do great as a web cam model on my site. If you want to get paid really well to chat with guys. Message me. Logan
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The last one I got:

hi i was wondering if you were intrested in becoming a webcam model? 80-$1 per minute weekly pay everything done at home avg $2000 a month wrking part time. and everything would just show up as V Entertainment.
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The other offers were to be...dancers and such...offering 100 bucks an hour (Like I got an offer to dance at some bar named Starz in South Bend). I'm not even old enough to drink, and here I am being offered to dance at a bar. *rubs forehead* I will admit the money is sooo tempting >.>. 100 bucks an hour, more if a private party, I could pay for college....but no need...rofl...I'm on the "dad's paying for everything" scholarship (ofc financial aid/scholarships too). But I don't want to live life known as the guy who danced at a bar, or have any of that tarnish my name in the future. Ugh I'm disgusted, confused, interested, curious, and appalled all at the same time X.X /vent.

College starts in 5 days. Unfortunately my luck ran out on me, I now have a a roommate, meaning the double room I have can no longer be all to myself as intended. He's also a freshmen, meaning he moves in 2 days before I do, so he gets to have "first dibs" on the bunk bed and how the room is set up
I cannot WAIT to get myself back into shape, put on 20-30 pounds, and be ripped >=D. just 5 more days.

Skype =o

2010-08-10T06:08:00.000-07:00

Well today I decided to DL skype. A little late, but o well. I feel like a old person who doesn't know how to turn the computer on because I'm more surprized that I didn't discover and use it sooner.

Anyway, Just need to get a Audio Microphone and I'll be able to have chats with anyone while on the lap top.

I know a few friends who have skype on their cellphones and use it to avoid using minutes on their cell phone which is kinda smart, however my plan gives me 500 minutes a month...and I NEVER used over that.

Anyway I coulda used the IGN LoveGuardian, but that is only a name I use for mmorgs, not real life. So instead I picked AndrewChin91.

Anyway, College move-in date for me is August 23rd, Classes start on the 24th (I find it annoying that they give us only 1 day to move in. During this 1 day we must move in, pick up keys, unpack, and recieve ID cards with over 400 kids, not much but maybe given if it is all in 1 day).

the 24th will be the day I stop ALL mmorgs until further notice (basically waiting for FF14 or if anyone cares enough to bring a mmorg into my eyes).

So until then, all future posts will probably be about my life, or gossip over something random like a mmorg or...who knows. Just a future warning.

Anyway, I can't wait for this year to kick off, I wanna go to the gym everyday and practice my ass off to get in shape and good grades haha.

I hope you all are having fun too. Stay in school, don't do drugs...blah blah blah.

Also a certain SOMEONE tried convincing me to play Grand Fantasia a few days ago on Facebook. I couldn't believe as to why I would do such a thing since it is hosted by Aeria of all companies. The same one who gave me hell and took the liberty of practically blocking and banning all my accounts connected to this IP. Why am I going to play Grand Fantasia and be banned 5 minutes later for an undefined reason? zzz I shall save myself the trouble. Sorry Friend.

P.S. Go Visit Pearz's blog and clickly click her link on her Game Review for Soul Master (see right side quicklist :" Pearz/clan rain's blog".

EDIT: Here's the direct link to the post of pearz's game review. (so you can be lazy and just click it right here)

Pearz wants to win, and I support the cause (thumbs up). P.S.S. she is posting a crapload more now too, sooo visit it moar often ^.^. Not like anything interesting is happening here haha.

-LoveGuardian.

So what I have been up too...

2010-08-01T22:48:00.001-07:00

Well, August has rolled around the corner. Marking the 6th month period of my banning, meaning the account is officially deleted (I believe that was their policy?). And also the 7th month mark of meeting Jeff.

I Doubt I will ever make another post about Aeria or Megaten anymore. I have been long wiped from that era. I did however a few days ago receive a random message from someone on Myspace praising me and asking about my build and clan. He stated he saw my blog and wanted to learn how to be an enhancer and stuff. (Inside my head I was thinking "did you not read the 239483 other posts of me bashing that game?) Anyway, I gave him info and basically told him to pm kororo to join that clan (does it still exist?) or MsTeddie (skyyyyyy) and ask Tofufa (tofutizer) about demons and such. I doubt my knowledge is even current anymore.

I don't feel an ounce of holding from Aeria anymore. Due to college starting for me again in 3 weeks and less. As well as Cross Country season starts and they will be intentionally and literally running me till I die. I may not find the time to blog so much anymore as I must focus on college as well as my physical health.

Upon reading Pearz's blog (you bet I stalk it <3). I also checked Word-press and I gotta say it has a few nifty features but, I'm still in the process of discovering the features. There may be a chance I will move to wordpress or some other blog site hosters if any better ones show up. But for the moment I am content with this one.

I'm not entirely sure where I am going with MMO's anymore. My outlooks on MMO's in general now is that they are fun, and only ment to be played for fun. They should not be played at the expense of reality things such as, money, my college grades (which I will admit Megaten did place a lil strain on my grades last year first semester) and they should not be played at the expense of ditching friends and/or missing out on real life experiences(emphasis on friends). However on the flip side it is nice meeting and making new friends in MMO's generally everyone is nice.

You could say I am a casual player now. I don't think I will ever let myself get so gripped on MMO's like Megaten did. (I should work on not mentioning them haha).

I apologize for anyone who followed or accompanied me to Allods and got the axe with the last patch. I also quit allods too and do apologize for leaving you there or wasting your time with me there. (some names come into mind are Faust, Lezar, Kenji, hime mainly). I'm not sure if I am sticking around to Soul Master either. I mean, it was only ment to bridge the gap for FF14. However I don't find it "fun" enough to continue.

So where are you going to find me? On mabinogi of course. The guild Asians is overall pretty nice (despite the fact that I am annoyed that the dev cats **** out words such as retard/gay/sex/stupid/and other such unnecessary things). The guild has their own guild site and I adore the playlist they have (members only can listen to it though haha)

Anyway, wish me luck on this sophomore year. I also found out who my roommate was this year. I took the liberty of facebook stalking him just to make sure it wasn't a creeper or fat dude who was going to take up all the space (no pun intended on fat ppl, mainly the creeper part). He seemed alright physically. Didn't add him or anything though. There's a chance we could get change up in rooms so who knows.

Summers coming to an end...time to hit the books
-LG

Mabinogi Gossip.

2010-07-27T21:47:00.001-07:00

I stopped playing Soul Master as of today. I kinda don't feel the drive anymore.

I failed to grasp the concept of the blacksmithed items soon enough about them being super powered with stats and didn't take advantage of the noob players like all the pro players did.

(edit: pearz corrected me, it wasnt the blacksmithed items but cash shop items that can drop the lvl requirements on higher tier gears allowing noobs to outdps me T.T)

I also didn't like repeating the lvling and spam farming maps over and over and over again.

on average it would be like 1 lvl an hour if your lucky to not get d/ced. which happens kinda often.

They need more classes, need to gtfo with gender locking. Even the pvp maps got a lil boring.

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Mabinogi News

There was a high debate in Asians Guild today while Playing Mabinogi (I have resorted to staying in this game due to the nice community and extensive content).

Apparently somewhere around G(generation) 13 the Devs were having talks about making actual "classes".

Now the current system of mabinogi functions like Megaten. All the skills are open to you and it is your full freedom to decide which ones to work on and excell at.

However the Dev's talking were deciding to implement 6 classes

(adventurer)- you can use all your skills (basically as we are now) but recieve no bonuses (stat-wise n such)

Knight - Self explanatory, melee based bonuses and only allowed to use melee skills (no magic...zzz and apparently even no range).

Archer/Bard- (we didnt know what to call this class but apparently its archers with the ability to be bards. Bards are musically talented players who play scrolls that give bonuses such as HEavy stander/healing of hp/mp/ and other such things) Final shot/AR/ranged attacks available and also bard but no melee skills or alchemy skills available.

Mage - Self implied again, all magic skills and apparently the big QQ here is they can't use Windmill (haha)

Alchemists - relatively new class that I didn't know of when coming back to Mabinogi. I find this class kind of a easy gtfo type class. I see it as the easy way out of everything because it is that overpowered in my eyes. They can summon Golems which tank pretty well and do nice windmill damage, and they can consistantly summon this golem over and over if it dies so long as they have the stones provided. They can also use lower tiered adv magic with stones and set barrier spikes to prevent from being attacked.

Merchant- This is a fail class haha. Basically you can use all life skills...but thats boring to me....

There were ALOT of wrenches and kinks in this 6 class idea. Overall I am for it. As it encourages party play, no more 1k+ lvl players soloing everything. Even though this may limit freedom and some partial loss of customization, however this is all talk and speculation as it has not been implemented yet on the korean server.

I also FINALLY got my hands on a 5-12 dmg dagger with 12 dur on it. This was the same type of dagger I had a year ago and with the special upgrade path turned it into a 19-44 dagger with 7 dur left.

With nice motivation I can now proff this dagger into the same upgrade path as my other one and get my complete set of Final Hit weapons.

With that out of the way I can focus on other things if I wish.

I also learned Thunder and I'll admit it is quite fun. However I don't plan on spending any more ability points into it. and re-focus my efforts on raising my melee skills and enchantments.

P.S. Kudoos to Native for giving me the dagger =o

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P.S.S. Real Life: Spent the night with my hubby Jeff. Was the first time he cried in front of me. Apparently a 26 year old drowned in Silver Beach 2 days ago (google if you want, it was on the news) and my hubby was the commanding coast guard officer in charge. He was so hard on himself and kept saying "what if, what if, maybe I coulda saved him." I wish I coulda told him things like "you tried your best, that's all that mattered" or "you can't save them all" or even "your human, you can't do everything" and "whats past is past, we can't change it, best we can do is move on". But I couldn't bring myself to say such things. There was no way my naive mind could wrap around on any lvl of what he was going through, and I knew it. There was no point in me saying those phrases cuz it would be stupid of me. All I could do was hold him close while he let it all out. I felt that powerless feeling again and I hated it. He downed so much Vodka he passed out without me knowing for the first few minutes. Seemed alot better today, which made me feel a little better. Then he said that phrase again "I love you" and we had our first real (hell I dont even think it counts) argument. I told him to stop saying that phrase. I won't share the personal details of the argument because that would reveal things about me I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing just yet to the internet of all things. But, in the end I admit defeat and lowered my walls and said it back to him. First time using that phrase in that intimate manner in over 4 years. I sincerely hope I did not jynx myself and have this relationship down the hole. It seems like that would be the cliche thing to happen right after saying it.

-LG

Day 3 Soulmaster Error

2010-07-24T16:50:00.000-07:00

Well last night I was lvl 14 Knight (IGN-LoveGuard). I finally felt like I was catching up to pearz but soon after that maintenance for some odd reason every time I tried to logg into THAT specific character (we are allowed to make 6 characters), I would get an error and forced to shut down the game. Oddly enough, when I created other characters and logged into channels 1 2 or 3 with the new characters, they were playable with no problems sigh...so much for being the first 10 to ge to lvl 30. (cries).

Today I tried channels 1 - 2 - and 3 with LoveGuard but the same outcome, I recieved an error box and forced to close the game.

So since it is apparently I cannot make a new character and even dream of being the top 10 ppl of a class to reach lvl 30, as well as LoveGuard is unplayable until further notice, I figure I may as well pick a different class and learn about them.

So I created LoveRain which is a priest (girl character). I absolutely HATE that it is a girl character but I LOVE the gameplay of it.

It is a MT version of a enhancer and it fits my playstyle almost perfectly.

It is slightly (my opinion) imbalanced compared to the Knight class when I compared their soul abilities and personal skills.

On a additional note: I believe some people found a money glitch as well as a lvl glitch. I saw a few ppl buying stuff for obseen amounts of money (like 1 mill) and I'm wondering how the freak did you get that much in 2-3 days? I also encountered a warrior wearing lvl 24 gear, and I thought he had no life until some ppl spoke of a exp glitch to gain like 2500 exp or something. Blech I wouldn't know much of it as I didn't dig for glitches.

Knights
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Knights in my eyes, purposes are for knocking down opponenties with thier skills and thier souls and try to deal as much damage as possible to a general area.

The general latter moves I would use was to rush them to knock them down, and then AoE spin to do as much damage as possible before they get up. Both moves are my 2 most spammed moves and both are capable of knocking down and dealing damage to multiple enemies.

As far as their soul Abilities are, the first 2 souls they get are standard compared to the Priest. They have the same abilities. The Calm Riders absorb all long range damage in a given area, meaning that any shots fired in a general area immediately changes thier course into the Calm Rider's Bubble where it is absorbed. Generally for big scale attacks and stuff you'd only need like 3-5 of them. The 4th Soul ability I absolutely adore because it just looks badass. Their ability is to go underground and shoot up in a given area and all enemies in that area are shot into the air and Knocked down. For me, it was a extra knockdown type move. The more of the souls you got, the more area is effected and shot into the air.

The last 2 souls are my personal favorites. One of them possess the ability to stun. They rush to to your directed area and stomp down and anyone in range gets stunned for 5 seconds.

The more souls you have, the bigger the area that gets stunned and the more MASSIVE damage is inflicted.

The last one isnt really imba, its a supercharged long range Soul that actually is quite the Tank.
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Priest
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Priest's skills are obviously more geared to support.

They have a armor spell that places armor on everyone in a given range, when the skill is lvl 3 they match the armor of a knights (first imbalanced skill).

What makes this move hax is that the priest units I believe have the same armor as a knights unit, so adding more on it makes them tank quite alot more. (side note: some priest Soul Units are marginally cheaper then a Knights Soul Units. I always wondered why in pvp a priest was able to spam so many units in a short amount of time).

They also have a heal spell that when lvl 3 heals at least half a souls hp. However the range is a bit sad, I think its more of a heal just for themselves.

They also have a storm type move that can AoE multiple units, however compared to a knights spin move, its not as strong, but it does do a stun effect and annoys the crap out of me in pvp.

However a lvl 6 priest with a lvl 6 wand outdamages a lvl 12 knight with a lvl 12 sword in terms of normal attack.

lvl 6 priest would be 40 or so, while the lvl 12 Knight is like 36-39. Like really? lol.

Atm my Priest is only lvl 9. My knight was left off at lvl 14 before encountered with the error box.

As for as their units go, Priests have a soul that spins and turns itself into a barrier and anything that gets close to it get smacked by this spin multiple times before getting knocked out of range. You can't run through them either and priests can set them up as a wall to prevent anyone from passing. The only way to get past them is to knock them down or knock them in the air.

What makes this soul in particular imbalanced is that the more souls you have capable of doing this, you can control them singularity and place them in designated spots and if a smart priest did it correctly, you can immobilize units and players by surrounding them with these souls and make them perma stunned and incapable of doing anything until they are dead.

I havent unlocked the last 3 souls are used them in excessive yet to see what they are, but a priest is definitely more convenient to play as far as my opinion goes. I think the only thing I favored the Knight over the priest is that the knight's moves allow them to move while using the moves. A priest is stuck in 1 spot when using their skills which can be problematic against units that resist stuns.

Anyway, I think I well just casually play until Open Beta come's out. I am interested to see where their cash shop goes. If it turns into something like MT, Then I'm out. But it does have an interesting gameplay concept.

As far as pvp goes, a Priest is naturally at an advantage over a Knight. As they have the armor spell and a heal spell, those 2 alone make the efficiency per unit exceed a Knights unit. Not to mention as I said earlier, some of thier units are marginally cheaper then a Knights, eventually it adds up. I really wished they had a Boy Priest.

-LG

Soulmaster Day 1

2010-07-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hmm I guess it is a little unfair to actually critic the game, so I'll just say my thoughts and were I'm at right now.

First starting off, the classes are only 3 and they are gender locked. I picked the Knight because 1: the 2nd class is a girl and 2: the 3rd class looked like a monkey.

I'm currently lvl 6. And upon deciding my IGN, the name "Loveguardian" was too long, so I had to end up using "LoveGuard".

the armor and weapons are standard, meaning anyone can seem to get them (however this is just pure speculations as were all noobs still).

I'm a little annoyed, as there isn't alot of customization. The "Real-Time-Strategy" is kinda kool for the moment, but as of RIGHT NOW AT THIS POINT, I don't feel like I'll stick around long after Open Beta, but again, speculation.

Today is the first day it is released in closed beta, and they already had 2 maintenance (I would assume to clean stuff up).

Like any other closed beta, lots of lag. Surprisingly this this games MB amount isnt much, not even half of the amount needed for Allods. As far as lag goes, I only exp it when in ch 1 where all the whorebags are at in 1 spot and/or random moments where the screen freezes up and you have to wait a few seconds, then everything is crystal clear to play again till it freezes again.

Some missions are bugged, when trying to enter together in hard dungeons so far I have been disconnected with errors for all attempts.

I can say it is interesting, I havent entered the battle arena yet, Not until I get a better feel for it in pve.

Anyway, this concludes day 1,

-LG

P.S. pearz, were are you XD?.

P.S.S. Synthess is spamming my cell phone with txts saying she misses Genji. Too bad Genji is mine.

ROFL at google search!!!

2010-07-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

You don't really need to know this, But I was checking my IP tracker today and upon it's many features, It allows me to see what link possible led you to my blog.(if such existed)

and here I found this!

How sad that I come up before MT. I laughed at the site of this haha. If you knew it was you (cuz I dont wanna throw a location,name or personal anythings). Thank you. You made my day.

By the way, I know aeria still stalks my blog. I haven't exactly cornered your IP yet, However I narrowed down the possibilities to 7 (out of like 500+....I didn't know that many ppl read my blog, quite flattered, thank you)

Someone from mexico (love mexicans) must have had trouble locating my blog. Apparently I'm not hard to find. Based on what they typed in for google(few ppl did similar searchs for finding me). (there were other rlly weird searchs I came across viewing and wondered why my blog even showed up).

One that made me chuckle all the more was this one.

Anyway, If you feel like your privacy was violated (sorry, if it was you). I apologize, but you guys did give me a nice laugh, rest assured I'm not giving IP numbers or locations. (unless your Aeria, The whole point of getting the IP check was to find you. What I'll do with that information is entirely none of your business haha).
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Anyway, enough about that. Allods...I kinda semi-quite...as pearz said...more ppl quite make the game less enjoyable. I know that the cost of the incense and holy charms are NO WHERE near the cost of MT, however the INGAME cost is completely erratic. I remember back in the day where we had a set ap = gold exchange. 1k AP = 1 Mill macca. (not including stuff like promos/fcs/event/ect). At least there, it had some sort of stability in the market.

However in allods, there is no such exchange rate. the new incense is like 70 gold in the auction house, however the old incense was like 4 gold. 70 gold takes a hefty bit out of my gold savings(especially since I keep buying water of deaths to reset my skills lulz). Main summary though, is that it just wasn't fun anymore. I've explored almost all I needed to explore of a warden, there are a few things left to do, but they are more painstaking then fun. I could roll another character, but due to the updates, getting that new character to lvl 40 would take me at least 4 months >.>.

As I pass time in Mabinogi (I joined a guild named Asians, how ironic heh?), I am currently questing to get the final hit skill. It's a retardidly awesome skill and if at all, its quite fun to jump around the map killing mobs at blinking speed. For the moment I'm skilling windmill(rank 7) and crit(rank 6) as my key factors and gonna remain melee-based for a while. I made a giant as well, but I havent played him as much...Lost interest the second I recovered my 1 year + old account pass (haha).

I'll be joining pearz on Soul Master hopefully on the release date. My curiosity on their combat system is also drawn after watching their trailers.

Not sure on how their classes work but I'll try to be a melee-based one unless they have an interesting one that peaks my curiosity again.

-LG

For all you Die-hard MT players

2010-07-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

I suggest to leave the game, and stop pouring your hard-earned cash into the game. Start looking for another MMO. (FF14 is coming out sometime in september, it's even going to steal wow players =o).

You'd think pouring your cash into a game they would IMPROVE the gameplay and such related stuff but nope. Exact opposite.

Oh, I love Finella

You see that poll count up there on top of the screen? for those 80% that voted that its time for aeria to change shit up, well this is how their changing.

Seriously, I know maybe the game has you gripped, I'll admit it had me gripped for a bit. But you gotta take what's left of your wallet and find another MMO, the game is sinking. 1 press of a button and your pixel loving world that you poured your money into is deleted.

I-myself will be passing time by with allods and Mabinogi.

Mabinogi is also a extremly vainty-based game. It's also pay to be better then the players who don't pay.

But meh, I only play once in a blue moon to accompany my sister when she visits our house due to the split custody with my parents being divorced n all.

Even though I haven't spent 1 cent into the game and my sister I'm sure has poured more money then I want to know, she lacks the actual skills (and intelligence probably as well too) know how to work the combat system.

Allods.....ugh...you disappoint me haha.

I respecced my warden a few times in the last few days to test other angles of a warden.

Being a pet warden SUCKS. My bear can go fuck himself with his sad damage.

Being a caster warden FAILS. You're too damn squishy, can't even handle multi-agro.
Also being a caster lets you ditch wisdom stats and pour it all into int and perc due to no longer needing wisdom as a benefactor to finesse.

Problem is the damn vortex spell costs 700 mana to cast, along with call lighting being 500 more. No wisdom = you lasting only 20 seconds before your out of mana and dead. Not to mention that call lightning is the most unreliable move to use as a dps move. When I used it with the static charge debuff, the dmg ranged from 2k-40k. I don't want to have my dps that wide in gap.

Paired-Fists wardens = fail from the beginning and unplayable now due to the change in hawk strike with latest patch, again, go fuck yourself.

So what does that leave me with? 2 hand wardens of course.

sigh....I should have rolled a pally.....

o well, long as I'm not spending money in this potentially sinking ship that will be holding hands with MT.

*waits for FF14*

-LG

Is it too much to ask?

2010-07-12T22:09:00.000-07:00

Blech a RL post. Not interested? I'm not forcing you to read.

I'm beginning to wonder if my standards are too high.

I'm not particularly picky with women. I mean a booty and boobs turns me on. But there's no way in hell I'm going to be fucking that body unless I know the girl on a personal level and if she is clean. Sorry this asian doesn't want aids, stds, none of that. The same rule applies to me with guys as well.

You can say I look but don't touch. I still have my hubby Jeff, but the issue that his orientation and our relationship would affect his career and that our relationship will be forever in secret. It has begun to wear down on me. For him to say "I love you" to me hurts me alot. I don't exactly know if I can say it back. I don't want to get hurt, but it makes me guilty because he has already given me the power to hurt him. N the last thing I want to do is hurt him. Were entering our 7th month together, and he's hinting stuff like moving in with him. I don't know what he wants of me. Things like moving in with him would make it seem obvious we were together...and jeopardize his career, and on the other hand he's getting transferred to the gulf of mexico for a month as well....as you can see....we need a long serious talk lol.

I think the most personal issue with me. Is I don't know what love really is. I think I am naive, like any other hormonal teenager. My logic and competence can tell me that and I understand and know I am far from perfect and flawed in every aspect. I believe that I have trouble differentiating what exactly is this aspect of love and just the feeling of lust. I just don't want to guide myself in the wrong direction or make mistakes.

Anyway, I been having a small urge to just see other people, to just know what else is out there. Call it cheating or an open relationship. I frankly don't care how you judge me. I do have a conscious, and I am somewhat guilty of doing this, however if there's something out there that exists to better me, or allow me to understand better about relationships and "love", who am I to deprive myself of such happiness or understanding?

Anyway, despite it being wrong or right, I quickly became disgusted with just the first few peps. Everyone I met, is a horny bastard freak in a quick harsh summary. All they wanted to do, was hook up, one night stand, or do orgies (no thank you). How about a "hello" or your name, hell, your favorite color. My word, the first sentence when messaging/calling someone should not be "want to hook up?". Am I the only one around who wants a justified relationship? I mean, I do have moments where I'm the horniest living mammal on the planet, believe me it happens often, but I don't let my dick do the thinking for me. I have a hand...and I have free porn...it's not hard to satisfy a sex urge.

What I find even worse, is the sheer animosity amounts of guys, who are in the closet. Some are freaking married for lord sakes...why are you calling me?

I also think my standards are too high, or everyone around me is just that bad. I do have preferences.

First of all, I think everyone knows by now, I'm not a fatass who lazes around on the couch all day. I don't have a beer gut, n I'm not a 50 year old creeper dude. I think my body is average, I have nice teeth, and I take care of myself.

My preferences were relatively the same: average body, nice teeth, easy eyes (weak spot for blue eyes, I could get lost in them forever. Same with green haha), n the as far as mentality goes, I think the first sentence coming out of your mouth would be "whats your name?" is by far way better then "want to hook up?".

Blech, I am hoping that my standards aren't high, and that it is indeed infact that everyone around me is that bad.

I'd appreciate anyone who is better at this dating/whatever you want to call it to give advice if you have any.

Fun Fact: I have never in my entire life, asked out anyone. I have ALWAYS been the one being asked out. Partially because I never took partners as a necessity in life. It has always been my back seat.

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Allod News:

It's really quiet in allods. I think alot of the community has left due to the latest patch. As much as I want to stay in the game, if some positive change doesn't happen soon, or at least gain some of the player-base back. I'm not so sure I'll be sticking around.

As far as lvling goes, I heard that the imp guards at asse give 6k exp if you kill them solo. I am thinking that I will probably be grinding on them in the next few days with Faust once I inform him about it. However I'm unsure exactly how efficient it is.

I may be moving to FF14 with pearz and a few others when it comes out. Sounds like I'm stalking her doesn't it? Probably true. We were duoing Laguna Boil heriocs today. I died so many times lulz. She used me as a expiremental punching bag alot. In the end we couldnt duo it. But it was stil fun.

-LG

For anyone who wants a lulz in MT >.>

2010-07-10T00:26:00.000-07:00

glitteryftw

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>.> god, stop bringing me up in your blog, i'm tired of people linking me to it....

7/9/10 at 7:49 PM

no i did not vote on your poll since I don't troll your blog.

7/9/10 at 7:50 PM

although, now that I have looked at the options... I have to agree with the latter

7/9/10 at 7:50 PM

but now that there is clear proof, i'm going to pull a quote from a post i made somewhere else.

7/9/10 at 7:51 PM

and then follow it up with a quote from your post

7/9/10 at 7:51 PM

"you assume that I love the patch and everything about it. You also assume that I assume how gm’s are at the moment ban happy. I agree with a lot of what you guys say, more than you know. What I don’t agree with is how you all go about showing it."

7/9/10 at 7:54 PM

now i'll change it to, " "you assume that I love the company and everything about it."

7/9/10 at 7:55 PM

"Where please o lord tell me where did I mention that I said YOU “love the patch and everything about it?” I never said such a thing, Please show me where I “assumed” this"

7/9/10 at 7:55 PM

that one is you

7/9/10 at 7:55 PM

stop assuming

7/9/10 at 7:55 PM

if we are ever online at the same time, i'll send you another message. I said in my short message to you that I was looking to change, but in order to do that, i need some one to tell me what to change but before they do that, they need to understand more my place in everything. Seeing as how you seem to have a more logical standpoint than royce and indi, i figured I'd more talk to you and take what you have to say to me and see if i can " ange"

7/9/10 at 7:58 PM

fail lol

7/9/10 at 7:58 PM

"change"

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K, that was a click + paste. For those who need fill-ins, this is Thanos who took the liberty of adding me on yim and leaving this nice 1 way conversation for me. So much for "getting to know" me when your going to send this when I'm offline...more so...not even ask ANY questions about "me" but more so talking about my blog. So cheers.

I don't need a recap of what I said. I quit MT for the most part. You are never going to see me online unless they magically unbann LG long enough for me to give my gears away before they bann me for "Death Threats" or when Theenut is out of the picture. N the only purpose I accepted you on yim was for lulz that you'd want to "Get to know me" but apparently this isnt the case =o.

The Gm's know my blog, I know of at least 1 who stalks it on a daily bases. They can see the results themselves over this vote results on the top of my page (interesting how results are complete 180 of the results on their page..hmm fiddle dee)

To thanos (since ppl are going to "mention" this blog site to you, whatever excuse you want to say to cover up that you are indeed following this site too), Next time you should keep your word about getting to know me , and ask what's my favorite color. Maybe we can play dress up. I call the glitter.

O crap, I'm having a cardiac arrest...I cant..log...into...Yim.....

......whew now that's outta the way. /sarcasm

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Fun Fact: On pearz's blog I was in her videos...for a brief moment only haha. When you see a lighting storm that lags pearz, it was me =o. Wardens ftw? not lol.

In quick Allod news, they dropped the price of holy charms in cash shop, Prices on them also dropped in the auction house. Will be a few days for prices to stabilize but it "seems" like the new burdens for inc are manageable. Kenji, Hime, come back XD.

It's a bit more of a grind fest now....I don't rlly like that...who does? Anyway, I respecced my build today...learned that vortex debuff only works for me, cant be used by others, however its quite the sexy build imo. I'll keep it for the time being. Need 2 more rubies to complete the build.

Allods =/= Megaten?

2010-07-09T00:16:00.000-07:00

It's been 2 days after patch. Gipat, the new area, is quite fun overall. Except the mobs are lvl 40 but are way to easy to kill. I think they were designed for the newbie lvl 40s who arent geared. I won't complain much about that, it's the least of my concerns.

They changed alot of appearances. The ones I know of specifically is that when I send my bear out on maul attacks he rushes and has a yellow trail follow him like a pally SoJ rush would. Kinda kool.

Bad things about this patch: Lagfest. Heroics were horrible...sooo laggy. They fucked up my bear. He's a retard now. Sometimes (especially in heroics) when sending him out to attack, he runs back n forth between the enemy and me like as though if he can't decide what to do. Rare occasions he FLYS and runs in midair while attacking. . . .Pretty interesting stuff.

Wardens specifically, we can NO LONGER stack legarathy pots, or aqua mortes, or even REFRESHING potions like we use to. To make the retardation even worse. It takes around 9x more xp to lvl now. They pretty much fucked over anyone who isnt lvl 40 by now. from lvl 40-41 it takes 940 exp, before patch, it only took 110k exp. Shitty huh?

Pearz finished Gipat quests and map, ended up with 17.5% xp, wonder wtf were going to do with the other 83%.....astral? everyone's too afraid to astral right now, I even suggested it, no one's motivated. (I want my fucken Legendary gear damit lol. Faust hurry up and build your boat).

Top this off, the new incense and holy charms are OVERpriced in the auctionhouse. Damn greedy players. There isn't even an exchange rate here for 10 gpotato= 1 gold or something. Therefore this market is soo unstable, and unpredictable.

Today Lezar, Kenji, Hime quit because of this patch. I overall am a bit worried to. I can sympathize with them, because this patch does not help out lower lvls AT ALL. At the same time, I do want to see if maybe this patch has some good things to it, or changes in the future, n maybe it will take a few days for the prices in auction house to go down to a stable price, where everyone can easily afford it.

It's heavily incense based, I kind of don't like that. I do however like the increase in rune's power.

I placed a recent bid on a Water of Death to reset my skills. Hopefully I'll get the item. I'm going to change my build, again, higher hopes that its so fail that it actually is viable.

I'm a little let down that some ppl left (lez, kenji,hime). I'm a little glad faust is staying, for a bit, I think the same reason as me, to see what's at the end of the tunnel for this patch.

I just started liking the game, especially since some players from MT came over to make it feel like home....I really don't want to have to move to another MMO yet AGAIN. In reality, the prices of inc and stuff are quite cheap compared to MT. I would have gladly paid for it actually.

Problem is this 19 year old does not use a credit card, nor do I want to nag my dad for it for a trivial reason of enjoyment of an MMO game. Srry, I'd rather have that go to college haha. I'm also disliking the Cursed Item System. Even gears that are dropped can be cursed, and you can't npc them to make money. In order to remove the curse you need to purchase the purification scoll which sells more then the items npcing price lol.

I'm not sure how exactly one is suppose to function in this game, make profit, and not spend a cent on the game anymore. I am just going to sit through this for a week or two, see how the market and community play out, as well as the GM's moves and reactions to the players turning the forums into QQ land.

If the worse case scenario comes, and I do have to move to a new MMO.......gawd... Idk what MMO I'll play next.....I haven't even made myself infamous on this game yet....like pearz (+100 ego).

zzzz wtf wtf wtf.

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In quick MT news, the voting for your opinions of how Aeria is at the top of this blog page is now closed.

Final results: 3 ppl voted for highest, unless you guys want to step forth and admit it was you, I'm going to "assume" that it was Thanos, Theenut, and GSDojan who were the mysterious musketeers who voted for the highest 5 star service. Thanks for tampering with the results.

Whether it was u guys or not, in the grander scheme of things, more then 80% of the ppl who follow my blog and took time to vote absolutely hate your service. Despite the potential tampering, final result is: your service sucks. Good day.

-LG

Inb4...well you know...rofl.

Patch 1.1

2010-07-06T23:32:00.000-07:00

Within the next few hours will begin maintenance in allods for the next patch. 12 hours?

After fiddling with my build, I realized that despite pearz's guidance, no one's perfect. The base build she gave is still useful, and for the most part I will be revolving around it, but the overall build had some problems. Main problem was that I couldn't tank. The only possible way to do so is to have legendaries, which are dam hard to get, and even harder when this patch comes. (we won't discuss the details of the patch, there's simply too much to explain and absorb).

On top of being a fail tank, I couldn't hold agro. I had to sit around waiting for reveal vulnerability to be inflicted by my bear before landing 1 hit and then really waiting around for the next one to land. While astraling in Zales Allod Pearz checked the dps meter and said I was 10% of the total dps . . . . out of 6 ppl....beating 1 other person..pathetic.

I plan to respect my build again. This time I will still keep pearz's base build she provided me, but I will change a few things around.

Thankfully, they will be changing our renew from a buff to a burst heal. I couldnt revolve my build around nature's grip. The move has uses, but not enough to keep it, especially when the effect doesnt work on raid bosses. The rubies used for that move will be placed elsewhere where I think I will have better use of it.

Not only that, but they will fix the bug of the vortex debuff, and I plan to stick to a 2H mace as my weapon.

Warden's are hard to play. "jack of all trades, best of none". I think that is my summary on it. There are so few wardens ingame that players have forgotten what moves we have.

I was in a Orcshek Heroics with Faustleiche in a fail party the other day (by fail, I mean I outgeared everyone there with the exception of Faust and was a better tank then the tanker with my fail build). Anyway, overall, I kinda fucked up in 1 spot and then they blamed the whole run on me. I lulz when the summoner kept going "WTF" every time I used NB(Natural Balance). I get these comments every so often with nature grip and NB. Pretty soon they are going to wonder why they have a aqua vitae in their inventory.

Anyway, today Pearz showed me how to farm gold in this game. Feels alot like ichi, but way too boring to do alone. It went a lil quicker the 2nd time around when Faust accompanied me.

(btw, Faust, if you are reading this, you and me need to talk about your respec build, I just had the brightest idea, kinda evil too mwhahaha. It involves your Heavenly Smite, and Pee Vee Pee, you'll love it).

I also picked up Alchemy finally. After reaching lvl 40 I finally had free time to experience other content and skills in this game. Atm its skill lvl is 206 and always increasing. Raising the skill isn't much out of my pocket since I discovered Allods way of farming and selling the pots usually gives back 2/3 of the money spent. I'm most likely going to try and help Faust with getting his ship(or mine but I don't want to?) and getting stuff I may need like Water of Deaths. Allods is still >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then Megaten. (what do you know they are having in this patch?? 1 of the many things is NEW CONTENT OMFG no wayzzz)

Only thing I'm worried about is the Holy charms, cost on my gold, as well as the new incense.

It has become a little more P2P, but I just hope that it doesn't become such a hassle that the F2P cannot function anymore. I hope that it doesnt become MT, where it's Pay to Win, however I kinda wished they stuck with the FoD then this bullshit.

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As for real life. Don't feel like talking about it. Nothing really bad has happened, only thing I think is bad is I lost a lot of muscle mass, kinda getting squishy? Not attractive. My bf is also sending hints to me that confuse me. Dropping "I love you" and "Wish you could live with me" phrases. I'm too afraid to say I love you back, more so that I have never been in a relationship this deep or this far. I'm just afraid to get hurt, like an average human. Plus once your 18+ your like fresh meat....I cannot believe how many times I get hit on. I cannot deny it isn't tempting, but I'm still faithful to my current on n only. Last weekend our groupy did the usual heading up to Michigan, drunk, AND fireworks for July 4th. A girl told me I had a nice butt.....I was like...thanks.....I didn't know my butt was my best feature....coming from a girl all the more. Anywayz, enough of me, What's up with you =O?

-LG,

Pearz made me cry T.T

2010-06-26T01:39:00.000-07:00

So Allod news, New patch coming up, Alot of rubies in certain classes are going to be moved around and possibly the moves themselves will change in nature. Thus, most classes (according to pearz) will be getting respects (I better get mine Allod staff lol).

All old cashshop items will expire in 7 days when this patch comes. Pretty gay. All myrph costs DOUBLE of what they cost now (thus encouraging the use of incense, this is starting to feel more like a cash shop game now). And the new incense lasts all day and not only increases hp and mp, but boosts your attack too, (again, starting to feel more like a cash shop game where p2p > f2p). In any case, I share neutral views on this. Frankly I don't mind. If I were to fork cash into this game, it's x1000 times cheaper then MT will ever be. At least these GMs show SOME sort of compassion and concern to it's players.

While astraling today, we took rho's ship out. Today was like my lucky day or something. Most of the drops were leather based, meaning I had free claims and dibs on them. The thing I like about being a warden is that no one else really uses leather but me, so there is NO competition over leather drops, they are just auto-mine. Not to mention being a fresh lvl 40, I am a still undergeared. Anyway, Today's drops were nice. I FINALLY got my hands on a 2H spear. It works great frankly, only downside is that my claws were luck based, this spear is int/perc based, shooting my luck into the shithole. My crit was 28% with claws, now it is 8% with my spear. Quite the big difference eh? Nevertheless, I'm no where near being fully astraled geared, and my build is claw-based until I get my water of death to respect myself into a 2hand. So only time will tell how epic I will be.

I, for one as a warden, am hoping that our renew changes into the version of the russians. For those who don't know, the NEW renew is a instant cast, lasting 10 seconds. Based on the video, it healed 20-30k no crits for every 2 seconds for those 10 seconds along with a 50 second cooldown (I'm not sure if this is WITH the renew rubies or not). Regardless, I plan to snag all three renew rubies and make my build revolve around it's 50 second cooldown. Not to mention I am also getting R2 Nature's Grip, immobilizes the target for 4 seconds for 25 seconds, meaning each 4 seconds it will re-immobilize you (unless it misses), meaning if my perception is high, I can immobilize you for 29 seconds in reality. Guess what cooldown it has? 50 seconds, just like the new Renew. I have big plans and hopes for this patch in regards to my warden.

Now to the meaning of the topic title. Pearz was talking about Angel Beat in our guild chat, I was curious about this anime and went to watch it. I must agree with pearz, quite the anime. I give it a 9/10. Mostly because I do not know what a "perfect" anime would be, and this is potentially probably one of the best animes I have watched. I'm not going to be a spoiler or anything, you can watch it yourself.

Call me a girl, but I am quite the sensitive type sometimes. If you want to make fun of that I really don't care. Girls tend to like the sensitive types anyway and chances are I don't really give 2 fucks about someone who's going to make fun of me for crying. At this point I'd advise you to leave my blog and to go fuck yourself. I think it takes bigger balls to admit it really, hence why I won't deny it here. I cried 3 times at 3 different points while watching this this anime. Episode 3-4 ,(I can't remember which, but it was when the girl dissapeared) I cried. Episode 9 (not sure again haha, I'm frankly too tired to actually look, hence I encourage you to watch it yourself), where the 2nd disappearance happened with the new singer. Lastly, at the end of the anime I balled my eyes out.

QQ,

So THIS is what got chin9111 banned. DEFINITELY SPAMMING!!

2010-06-24T15:19:00.001-07:00

Upon reading, you see that I DID infact mention to remain flame-free and constructive. This is your Aeria at it's best.

I fail to see a legit reason to delete such a thread unless you have something to hide.

Aeria, I'm waiting for a reply....why was this deleted?

Oh, the link you see me post there is something I addressed in the past but it was so "conveniently" moved like all my other posts usually are. I took the liberty of finding and supplying you the link in that screenshot ^.^

Why did I mention this thread? As you can see in the screenshot, GMDantine "implores" us to find her wrong that in the past she DID infact move/delete/poorly moderate posts.

If you click on the link I listed (Above) and scroll to the second page, you will read something TOTALLY contradictory to her statements.

11, 2010 7:23 pm

chin9111 wrote:

With that statement you posted(in bold), why is there a GS applicant feedback thread then? in the past we have had bashings, and even personal attacks upon the GS applicants(myself included as an example), none of them were deleted or even controlled(aka harassment). If this statement you say is true (the underlined), then why are you trusting the community in the first place to give feedback on the applicants? (and yet not the current GS team?).

In the past, we've not greatly moderated threads for applicant feedback, which has changed in the past two open applications. I certainly apologize to anyone who was affected before we began moderating threads involving personal feedback, but we've since taken steps to rectify it, and of course, should you feel imposed upon, threatened, harassed or otherwise bothered by a post, please report it via Contact Us, and we will examine it in detail.

In regards to having an Applicant feedback thread: unlike other threads posted by other players, this is made by or at the request of a GM to get more feedback and information.

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GMDantine, you should read your policies and ToS, we cannot report incidents older then 14 days, please do not suggest and misguide players to report things that are at least a few months old, I mean, it's not like I was banned for anything that took place 8 months ago/ sarcasm.

Can we go wtf?

P.S. Thank you Royce for SSing this. If i had the energy i would send this with my RT.

-LG

New Settings, some quick changes

2010-06-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

-Update-

This forum has done similar things as to the poll I set up(click here).

I made the liberty of making a new account and posting my own opinion. I hope they take the Megaten related posts serius.

Inb4 I get banned for "spamming" when that is the only post I made with my account, and it remained 100% constructive.
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1:Bottom of the screen has a chatbox just like Royce's =O. Plz change your name to your IGN of allods or MT so I can add you. If your already a member of Royce's then I can easily add you to members list. Otherwise I have to know you personally.

2: Background change, I received a few complains saying that my epically black background and white text hurts my reader's eyes. I hope this suits a little better to your eyes. If not, blech maybe if I'm in a good mood I'll change it. If not, o well, you didn't have to read my posts XD.

3: Right under the title page you will already have noticed there is a poll up there that is going to last for 2 weeks. The question is there and all you have to do is submit your vote. Since we all know Aeria loves stalking peoples blogs, I personally will get a little enjoyment seeing the results knowing that Aeria will be seeing the same thing, except jizzing at the fact they cannot delete the polls. Sorry Aeria, please follow my ToS or else you may be subject to I-don't-give-a-fuck.

4:Maybe a few more minor changes, not worth mentioning. Possibility more small changes will come. If some do, I'll be sure to edit this post. Till then, enjoy the updates.

Allods Update ("get to know" my character)

2010-06-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

Finally reached level 40.

I owe it all to pearz and the clan group that took me to my first astral trip in allods. So thanks you guys.

I'm trying to get water of death to respect myself into a tank 2H melee warden. Except I am having a little difficulty deciding certain loose ends of my build. I have a build that is for PvE, but let's not forget the main reason I picked warden was to be good at it and proof to everyone that wardens do not suck by sending every imperial I see into purgatory. To do that I would need a PvP build, but being a PvP build doesnt give me much usefullness in PvE. So trying to find the middle ground where I can be lethal in both departments is a little bit hard due to how many situational instances there are in PvP.

For the moment I have pumped my luck as high as I can with the gears I got from astraling and just activate the effects of my agi + perc buffs that only activate when I crit. Not to mention my current ruby spec is meant for critting with claws, so for the moment, the build semi-works. My bear is a shittttttooon stronger then I am with the crit. While in Sector three killing the boss I saw my bear critting 7k sometimes and the highest I could crit was 5.8k with my claws using tiger Strike.

For the moment I just want to get myself decently geared with astral/heriocs gear and since the majority of my quests are done, with the exception of just 1 map to go and world myseteries, I can offer my help to all the new MT players coming over.
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Real Life Wise -

So I wieghted myself today and realized I lost 7 pounds. Being Mostly muscle (at least I would like to think) I know I must be a weakass now. 7 pounds of muscle is a shitload if you think about it. August is rolling around the corner, so when college starts again, you will be dam sure that I am going to work myself to death at the gym. This year, with much convincing from Jeff, I will be using creatine with my protein shakes this year. He apparently says that creatine will let me build my muscles more, and we all know I love lacrosse, and want to be faster and stronger (as well as sexier) for my team and for the ladies eye candy pleasure. I have no idea who my roommate is going to be, I just pray it isn't a gay dude (and if it is, a cute one), or someone who's messy/sloppy/distruption to my daily life process/extremely creepy and/or weird. My last one was pretty bad, didnt clean up after himself, waited last second to do his laundry, and kept talking about football and was a fanatic about it and LOVE LOVE LOVED the steelers, whereas I couldn't give 2 cents about football because the realization that I would be wasting my life and existance envying and stalking someone else. I'm an ambitious person, I'm quite sure my existence and purpose cannot be for the sole purpose of stalking/envying someone else without a care in the world.

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Random off-thoughts with logic and philosophy. (please if your commenting, dont comment on this stuff)

I was thinking today with the realization of knowing I am an ambitious person when my mind is set on a goal. My mind is never NOT set on a goal, no matter how big or small, if it's a goal and I am 100% committed, I am ambitious.

I feel like my purpose is somewhere out there, somewhere big, but I have a feeling like I'm not doing enough or anything for that matter to find where I belong. Things like wanting to gain muscle and endurance for example. Running 10 miles on a treadmill as conditioning before the actual lift workouts. My own ambition exceeded my own body limits as a human. after 2 weeks I had to stop due to cartilage in my knees giving out and had to take pills and not run for 2 weeks. I hated my body for giving out, and I hated myself thinking I wasnt doing enough, when the reality probably is I'm doing too much.

You know that pyramid ?Lowest level being survival, and the top of the pyramid being self-actualization? I am longing for self-actualization. I hate myself for being ambitious. There are actually many things I hate about myself, I hate my very own existence actually(long story, I blame my parents, my ex-mother specifically). I guess the urge to be ambitious is to do something with my life and have it as proof that maybe, just maybe my life made a difference somewhere, an impact of some sort, historical almost.

I still remember the last sentences my mother said to me 4 years ago when I last saw her. "I hate you. You were a mistake. I wished I never had you." I know deep inside, that subconciously my ambition hatched for the sole purpose of doing something with my life, just to show her what I did, without her, this is what her "mistake" did. I was actually suicidal when living with her, she made my life hell. You couldn't believe how morally traumatized I was when I failed at even killing myself. I couldnt even do that, I was that useless. No, I didnt cut myself, my mother was a nurse. I chose the pussy way and swallowed half her medicine cabinet. To this day, I'm always thankful everyday knowing that I no longer am controlled by her. Things that other kids take granted by their parents absolutely sickens me till the point where I walk up to them and say "thank you" for their spoiled kids because they fail to realize how lucky they are. Being ambitious contradicts my natural lazyness. I love the country life of lazing around with open trees or farms with the quiet life not having a care in the world and to spend the rest of my days doing something I love with the person I love and raising kids with morals, unspoiled, and understanding, the best I can as to further moral victory for myself over my mother. But I feel like I don't deserve such a thing. I don't deserve happyness. Because I'm a mistake. I know I'm not, but I will always think I am. This is the extent of how deeply those last sentences have hurt me.

I can't life this quiet life I always wanted, because I will always be unhappy knowing that I could not prove my mother wrong. The moral victory and sentimental importance would not allow me to be happy living a quiet life.

And doing whatever humanly possible to prove her wrong to get that moral satisfation wouldnt satisfy me either, because I wouldn't have that quiet life, I wouldn't get the time I wasted to win this moral victory back. Unfortunatley this world doesn't allow you to take both paths at the same time. I know that much already. So basically, my mother wins no matter what. Even when you're not around me, you torment me. I am personally glad that the sole reason I am alive everyday also pisses her off. I know my mother way to well.

I guess blabbered enough. The summary of this was to talk to myself. Here I am being ambitious, but here I am sitting at the dining table blogging, playing mmorg games. Wasting my life for short term gratifications that utterly mean absolutely nothing to reality when it comes knocking. . . . What the hell am I doing? What the hell.....

No, I am not a emo kid. I never wore black (goth) or cut myself. I just had life shit on me alot more then I think I deserved. I'm actually quite the happy fellow as many of you know. But such things of my past sometimes get to me. Matter o fact the story of my mother and me is only known by few close friends with the few exceptions. I hate telling people about that part of my life because the very site of them giving me the pity look and sympathy, I hate it.

If you ever wondered why I picked such a name as "Loveguardian" is because I never want to see anyone of my friends I love get hurt. Corny, yea, too bad. I would never ever wish upon anyone of my friends to have misfortune. Friends close to me are the closest things to me I consider to be a family. All you people celebrating 50+ members for thanksgiving. I don't have such a luxury. We are the few in our family tree in America. Closest and only relatives are in Pennsylvania and frankly, they hate my parents. That leaves the ex-mother, the 2 spoiled sisters, and the father who I have barely any emotions for. Let's just say I spent alot of my holidays these past few years with my friend's families. Friends being hurt, and the inability to protect them makes me feel useless. I'm sure you all can relate one way or another. Anyway, fun fact for you all if you ever wondered why I picked the name "Loveguardian", I want to guard the one's I love.

P.S. I never use the word hate alot. When I do its usually in joking manners. But I will tell you that I truly used the word "hate" as it's full purpose and meaning in this post. I hate my mother, I hate who she turned me into, I hate many qualities of myself, and I hate...just absolutely hate, when some friend of mine, is hurt, crying and won't tell me what's wrong, or I can't do anything physically or emotionally possible to make her/him feel better. That uselessness feeling that I couldnt even help him/her when they needed it, I just can't say how much I hate the feeling. I hate lairs, and I hate people who are mean for the sole purpose that they can be.

-LG, quite the sappy ending.

inbe4 someone like thanos n theena read it.

By the way, I had received complaints that my blog ruins peoples eyes due to the black background and white text. I apologize. I hope this new format is a little bit easier.

1-2-3-Third Out: It's official, you're a retard.

2010-06-21T10:56:00.000-07:00

Strike one:

So, after skimming through this thing that was too stupid to take seriously .

Seriously, too stupid for me to take seriously. You admit you were wrong, end of story, please don't try to explain it with your hypocrite point of views and try to make it look like "oh it's no big deal." Be logical, you're wrong. All the explaining in the world with whatever story you want to invent, end of the day, you're wrong >.> . Plain and simple.

Inb4 thanos comes here to explain that I need to "get to know him".

*waits for Finella to blog rape him*

Strike two:

Last night I heard like...at least 5 people get banned (I'm willing to bet shitload more) from a few players in allods that jumped over from mt, freshly banned (yay for me, really feels at home for me). For anyone else, Tennesse server. Pearz is here +100. So is Lezar, Faust, Ejac, Rikku, Kenji, and probably others that I don't know of or havent mentioned.

Then I read this and see Royce was banned too (lol) .

Well congradulations, You really and to kill the game >.>. You've banned the 2 former GS that I would have considered the best applicants ever and personally would have vouched and shown respect to even without the GS uber orangeness.

Doesn't matter to me really, keep banning and convince more people to come to allods.

Btw, I find it so shitty of you aeria, to make "you cannot report a player after 14 days of the incident rule" RIGHT AFTER you started mysteriusly banning people (cuz let's not forget that you banned me for something I did 4 months ago at that time-frame and THEN invent that rule) You have no idea how bullshitting that is.

Strike Three:

Since I know Theenut, and whoever the fucks I dont give 2 cents for stalk my/and everyone else's blog, I cant really post strike three here. Plus strike three hasn't happened yet....I think the Aeria team will know what it is when it happens.

Anyway, I personally impored you aeria to reply back to my RT response to you in the previous blog post but lookey here, no replies yet in my E-mail. What a bummer, it takes you 45 seconds to lock my topic (which Royce was so kind to SS, I'm waiting for it to post it here for you lovely readers to know what got me banned) , 2 minutes to bann me, 22 hours to reply to my RT, and now apparently more then 4 days (and counting) to reply to my response (if any reply comes at all). GREAT PRIORITIES!!!

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In Allod news, Kenji and Rikku joined last night =d, more familia to me. I'm still doing my dailies, I envy each and every gear pearz has. And the realization that when I'm lvl 40 and astraling 24/7 will be required of me if I so wish to find windsong armor is not appealing to me very well. I absolutely hate the fail build I have right now and Dragon Ring can suck my dick cuz thsi map utterly blows.

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In Real Life news, Last night was potentially one of the most weirdest nights I ever experienced. Someone called my cellphone, came up as unknown. I answered and it was a dude, who wouldn't tell me who he was. within 2 minutes he tries to have phone sex with me >.>. I'm quite...innocent and clean when it comes to things like this(despite my pervyness). Anyway, after 40 minutes of talking, he still wouldnt tell me who he was, and kept insisting on phone sex. I kept rejecting telling him I have never did phone sexing and never will.

Guess what?

This friday we have a date. (O lord)

Inside me I think its some creeper old dude or a fate dude...nerd...something....just creepy. I am still questioning exactly why did I agree to it. He's apparently in the closet (hence the unknown caller but really?) Anyway, this shall be interesting to see who it is.

P.S. Cody I swear to god if it was you I'm going to tell Royce that you're cheating on him. Ejac I swear to god if it is you, I will take a taxi to your house and teepee it with the taxi driver.

-LG.....in love with lndi.

Another Strike out, 1 , 2, 3 , 2nd out.

2010-06-17T13:45:00.000-07:00

First one is their e-mail notification to me of my bann
Second one is my RT sent to them
Third is their reply back

Fouth is my haxxor reply back to them that I except they won't reply back, or answer anything I asked of. (But now that I mentioned it on my blog, which you prooved you stalk, and many others will also see it now as well, I guess you will reply?)

Ya see, in THIS blog post, I mentioned at the end that I would totally make multiple accounts to fuck with you aeria (yes aeria, I'm talking to you, since you stalk/harass my blog). But no where in the RT I sent in (which everyone shall read in the second reply) does it even mention such a thing. See that, Aeria cares and loves my blog more then fixing the errors in MT. +100 ego for me.

Letter 1!!! The E-mail notification.

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Dear chin9111,

This is a notice of a ban placed on the Admin account assigned to this e-mail address.
It was found that a character under the account was 'spamming'.

With this behavior confirmed we have placed a 'permanent' ban on the account starting on Tue, 2010-06-15 07:53. If you wish to discuss this ban further please contact us at info@aeriagames.com to receive a request ticket.

-- Admin Team
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Letter 2!!!!! My RT

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Account name: chin9111

Game: MegaTen

Server: Cerebus

Character Name: Legendarylove

E-mail address: asiansensation9116@yahoo.com

So a fellow player showed me a interesting topic on the forums of Megaten,
I read it and unfortunately it was locked but had touched very sensitive
topics that I recalled addressing a few months back. When realizing it was
locked and many players talking in a private site about their aggravation,
I decided to restart a topic and re-adressing the issues and quoting the
GM's and remained constructive, flame free, and even mentioned and ask in
the post to remain flame free and constructive. After posting it, I told
the players in the private, separate site that the topic was posted and
that they could talk and asked them to try being constructive to keep the
topic open. Oddly, they asked me where it went. said "they couldnt find it"
, I double checked and realized it was no longer there. Luckily I saved
the topic in a tab still, so I thought maybe I didn't post it yet and
decided to re-post it. Within seconds later, It was gone again, and then I
realized that it was deleted, and that I did not forget to post it.

I was in the middle of talking with people from shoutbox and the private
seperate third party chatbox and out of no where my account was banned and
the reason was for "spamming" when I checked my E-mail.

I would like to first hear what exactly justified deleting my topic post,
without giving a reason, and why did you not at least provide a reason, or
at least lock it stating the reason. If it was locked, and then provided a
reason, I could see and then stop, but to go so far as deleting, I srsly
thought maybe I didn't post it or something, so posted again, and then
realized there after that it was you guys deleting my posts, without an
explanation or reason, or even just to lock it. I think that it is a little
bit unfair to then go even further and bann my account. You could have
sent me a private message telling me to stop or give a warning. Not to
mention this is a perma bann? I have known players doing much worse,
receiving not even half the punishment.

P.S. we both know this solves nothing to bann my account. I find it very suspicious for you to delete my post instead of addressing it. Especially since it was constructive, and even
ASKED for no flame wars and only constructive feedbacks. I believe if you
really care for the community and longevity of the game, you would hear us
out at least for what the community has to say on all issues and take them
into consideration. Not deleting posts and banning the poster. Doing
things like this will trigger more players to be aggravated, and the
communication between players and GMs will become strained. Oh, and plz do
not send an auto-reply, "thanks for your input, we will take everything
into consideration". I asked questions here, and I implore and ask you to
answer them. I do not enjoy , nor does anyone else, auto-replies that
address absolutely nothing I asked for.

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Letter Number 3!!! The Epic reply

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Dear chin9111,

Thank you for contacting us. The ban is for spamming. Due to the fact that you
already have an account that is banned, it is not considered your first
offense, and thus the ban is permanent. It is for reposting a topic repeatedly
after it had been locked by one moderator and removed by another. While it is
true that you can simply make another account, if it's made or used for
spamming, that account will have its service removed as well.

This ban will not be lifted at this time.

Thank you,

Team Aeria

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Lastly, My epic reply, (which they will not respond to. Yes aeria, I dare you to reply intelligently)
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From: Andrew Chin
To: support@aeriagames.com
Sent: Thu, June 17, 2010 4:05:20 PM
Subject: Re: [Request Tracker (RT) #3977395] [Ban appeal] harrasment? lol really?

I don't believe I stated anywhere in my RT that I would make multiple accounts. Matter O fact I'm reading a copy of my RT and it's no where mentioned. Idk why you would reply with such a response unless you actually read/harass/stalk my blog. Last I checked, it is your job to run aeria, not stalk, read peoples blogs upon your seemingly increasing dont-give-a-damn-about-the-community leisure time.

If you want me to forward/quote a response in the past you sent me, I will so glady, but for now I'm paraphrasing what you sent me in my attempt to report another such player.

"any evidence taken from a third party or site that is not in any way related to aeria is not in aeria's jurisdiction and cannot be held as viable evidence upon reporting another player. Therefore the evidence you have provided is compromised"

Please take this time to read upon a summary of your reponce to me when I reported a player and explain as to how this statement does not apply here.

If your going to make a ToS, please follow it accordingly instead of stalking peoples blogs, personal lifes.

With the logic you stated, if your going to ban my account because a relative account is banned, then you should have banned it 4 months ago with the other account. You still did not answer my questions either, I asked specifically why was my post locked/deleted when it contained no such flaming or derogatory statements. You have yet or even attempted to answer this question.

Just so you realize, I am not happy with the response you gave. I will make another account(sss), I want to see you abuse your right to bann a player just because you can.

Strike Three: Part Two, Your Out.

2010-06-16T10:12:00.000-07:00

With Royce's permission. I can go into a little detail of what REALLY happened to my bann. (before you read, forget everything I ever said in the past about my ban, because aeria never told me the true story, matter o fact they never told, and let me assume and try to figure out).

Back in 2009 with college winter break started, I headed home and played Megaten. Winter break is about 1 month long so I worked really hard.

When winter break was about to be over, I was selling a demon with all 3 medigoes for 4 mill to some anonymous player that no one ever heard of.

unfortunately, winter break was over and I was back on campus, only able to log into the forums. I pmed a clan member and gave him my pass to make the trade.

It was Pin0, the buyer of the megidos(pin0 duel clienting), and my account making the trifusion.

(remember this was in December of 2009). Anyway, after this trifusion and trade LG has not logged in again till spring break.....

(what I know now is Pin0 was duel clienting, we never saw that player again. That character belonged to Pin0, so it was Pin0, pin0s alt, and my clan member under my account doing the trifusion, meaning it was a set-up to get me banned)

(now were in March....2010....4 months have passed, spring break is here)

2 days after coming back to MT cuz of spring break, I was banned (insert my 2340983423 blog posts about it and emotional rollercoasters and so on and so on)

So let me get this straight, Aeria has banned me for something I did 4 months ago (8 months ago now). That's like spanking your son when he's 21 for wetting the bed when he was 5. I love your logic Aeria.

I won't deny that at one point I had to give my pass away to make a trade.....one....time....4 months....ago.....1 day....out of a dam 500+ days of MT existance, but really, wasnt account sharing suppose to be "at our own risk" of being hacked or items stolen? and no warning. . . .either....

Well, Thank you pin0, for setting me up, honestly I can say I didn't see it coming, nor did the person who was controlling my account for that 1 day (we discussed about it and we never thought it would be you).

I find it especially dirty of you, because when I came back from spring break, you personally PM-ed me saying stuff like "I missed you" and "we should make a duo 4 king demon solo" which I agreed to would be a great idea, when in reality you were just too dam jealous that even after 4 months of being gone my turtle still did shittons more damage then your maxed out rebirthed fenrir.

Like seriously, what the fuck did I do to you? I always paid you generously for synthing services (20-30 a job sometimes more). You must have reported me back then, and no one gave 2 shits, then in walks Theenut and bam the day I came back you try again with your whore helping you this time. Congratulations you brought down the evil and mighty LG and is evil turtle. Your demon is the best now!! not.......

P.S. please continue to stalk my blog cuz I know you do, don't act like you dont when your replying to my RT.

-LG-Strike three, your out- I'm done.

Strike Three: Part 1 : Fuck you Aeria

2010-06-16T09:32:00.000-07:00

Forwarning, this will be a epically long post, I have separated it into 2 posts so that you can read and take breaks inbetween.

Start off, yesterday Royce's blog had a link to MT and after reading it (and a few others), I could not handle the stupidity anymore, and I LOGGED in under my alt to post. (chin9116 is my original LG account, still banned, chin9111 is my alt account)

Please click on that link and read the first post GMDantine had. she "IMPLORES" us to find her wrong.

O I accept your challenge GMDantine, matter o fact O SHIT, WE ALREADY COVERED THIS!!!! (for epic lulz, read her post in 2nd page, addmitting that she (and the other GMs were at fault in the past, meaning omg she WAS wrong)

Not only did we cover this ONCE, OMG, we covered this TWICE!!!!

Now why does no one know of this (or so few)??? Because they love me frankly, LOVE me so much to delete/ move / edit posts I make. Both of these (and many others I started) were moved or deleted.

Notice how none of these contained any flame wars, any non-constructivisms , nor did they stray off-topic.

Yes GMDantine, there is a fine line between criticism and flaming, let's play by your rules. Please find where flaming has occured and why were they moved to a different section of the forums (these were posted in mt general forums)

anyway, I made a new topic titled "why do we hate gamesages v3.0" and withint 2 minutes it was deleted. Here I thought "hmm maybe I didn't post it or something" so I told everyone in chatbox to look out for it.

Sure enough, it was posted again and moved and deleted withing 45 seconds, everyone in chatbox was aware of this (richyrevolver,geekergerald,royce, and others currently in shoutbox). Now after realizing it was deleted here I am going "wtf". I couldnt SS it, nor did i get the chance, 5 minutes after this topic I started was deleted I was banned(if your skeptic about this, give me your E-mail address and I'll forward it to you):

Dear Chin9111,

This is a notice of a ban placed on the Admin account assigned to this e-mail address.
It was found that a character under the account was 'spamming'.

with this behavior confirmed we have placed a 'permanent' ban on the account starting on Tue, 2010-06-15 07:53.

-- Admin Team

(Royce I hope you have a screeny of the topic)........................can we all go wtf for a moment? You perma banned an account for spamming? can you give me a reason why your deleting? On what grounds does it justify deleting my post?(aeria you of all retards should know I go out of my way to follow your forum rules to make you look stupid at your own game, we both know I didnt flame and even asked on the topic to remain constructive). GMdantine you specifically request and IMPLORED us to find you wrong, I accept your challenge, and all the sudden your going to pussy out and delete my post when someone has the balls to step up to the plate? If you guys cannot take criticism, please to egg us on to FIND criticism. You are the saddest excuse of a GM. Never in any of my gaming experiences with any game did I find such irritatingly annoyances such have you seemingly have excreting out of your fat asses.

There are alot of nice people that play that game (but you wouldnt know, you only care that we spend ap), and I have never and I mean NEVER seen them angry or irritated, to see the nicest of all people talk badly about you makes me absolutely disgusted.

Oh and Thanos4ever, whatever happened to "proving me wrong" about my opinion of you being the shitty GS that you have indeed proven yourself to be? (scroll into older posts if you have forgotten).

Last I check the attitude of "if you don't like this game, leave we don't care" certainly isn't what a GS is suppose to say. You're suppose to represent the community, that is your job. Seriously, your not worth elaborating, people already know your a retard, I don't need to say it.

By the way, all that talk about GM's showing favoritisms is true. I am one who was involved with such a thing.

I have only spent AP twice, purchased 5k ap for earl set fc and 5k ap forthe first nostalgic top fc.

The 2nd time I purchased ap for the nostalgic top (and I can have all the original agito members vouch for me), I blew 5k ap on that fc and got nothing but pretty much NM mirrors. I was soo bitchy and then GMJoLt happened to catch me raging in babel shout about it.(he was pvping for some even). He and I talked and I explained how I only wanted that 1 dark nostalgic top and it wasn't even a red rare and couldn't get it.

His words were "Well, I know you are a dedicated player, and since you are a big supporter of Megaten, if you promise not to tell, I'll give you one." after a few minutes he told me to type "GMJoLt is cool" and then he told me to check my mailbox, and there it was. That dark nostalgic top you guys see me in all the time was infact given to me by GMJoLt.

Please do not misunderstand, GMJoLt is a great GM. very pro-player. I am not telling you this to make him sound like a bad gm for showing favoritism. What he did didn't hurt the community (I'm sure he did this often >.>) , I wasn't a GS, I was just a normal player. I tell you this because it is proof that GMs do show favoritisms, and the current GM's can certainly show it.

Agito, I give you permission (if you so please) to vouch for me if you want. I do not lie, nor do I have any reason to lie.

[Request Tracker (RT) #3977395] = My RT sent in.

Aeria, don't fuck with me =P we all know if I was so inclined to, it takes only a few minutes to make a new e-mail and account. You don't want to fuck with me, I have 5 desktops at my dads and 2 lap tops, I will fuck up your forums with as many accounts as I please if you have fucked with me to that point.

Strike Two:Allods and Mabinogi

2010-06-16T09:24:00.001-07:00

To start off, while I was away partying, both Pearz and Ejac (love you) attained Judge Rank for pvp. Big congratz to them, and apologies for missing out.

For the moment I have hit a wall with allods, I'm stuck in Dragon Ring, and I won't lie, I'm severly undergeared to take on any mobs at my level.

For the moment all I can do is do my dailies to increase my reps and wait till I can get rep gear to help me through Dragon Ring hopefully, or bite down hard and die a few dozen times, the first choice sounds better.

Faustlieche (my epic good twin) and Lezartwo (my german manwhore) have both hopped onto allods, which more or less makes me feel a bit happier that some of my "family" is at least here with me.

I also recently started Mabinogi (this was a game i played before I discovered Megaten actually). I quit last year for megaten because it was so p2p based, you had to pay money to get rebirths which eventually I realized I could no longer excell. Apparently a old friend of mine who plays the game (STILL) says the rebirths are free now after you reach a certain age.

I checked the site and I was so shocked at how much CONTENT they have. There are 3 races now (use to be just humans) humans, elves, and gaints (obviously I picked giant). There was alot of content on there, and so many skills, I felt like I was being overwhelmed and the urge to explore all over again (something MT doesn't have). Anyway, I'll be playing casually on this for the moment till my daily quests in allods are finished.

To anyone who cares my I play Mari server, I'm a gaint, and my ign is Ioveguardian (spelled with a capitalized I, someone took my name).

-LG-strike two

Strike One: Real Life

2010-06-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

Well, real life has been quite the blast, I been partying on the weekends and me and my bf are still together after 6 months. Life's been nice to me, almost feels like it's too nice (excuse my paranoia, but I just feel something bad is gonna happen). Anyway, last weekend, as promised, I got drunk, pretty drunk. I didn't remember a thing, my friends filled me in on what I did. Apparently, I came on to everyone, made out with 2 girls, called someone jesus and told them I loved them. I mistook a guy named Chris as Jessica and then mistook the actual Jessica as chris and asked why Chris(jessica) had boobs. We took a shitton of pictures, all of which are on facebook (pauses to find a few and upload them here for your enjoyment). To Ejac: we were in St. Joe incase you were wondering. Anyway, I can't wait for this upcoming year of college. I know I'll have to stop partying and start focusing on school and gym only again. I kinda wanna get into ND just to shut my dad up, bad reason to want to go there but hey, I'm human.

By the way, recently I been getting molested and coming on to recently...like...more men and women I noticed have shown interest in me. All I have to say is "where the fuck was this when I was in High School?". I wasn't getting any ass for the nerd that I was, then all the sudden BAM, girls on the right, guys on the left, coming from everywhere wanting to "hook up". Is modern world all about "hooking up"? Dear lord, I am not a whore, nor am I a player, or a pimp, nor do I cheat. Hooking up is not something I do. Was I raised incorrectly or something? Is it weird to just want a relationship and not "hook ups" and "1 night stands" or "fuck buddies"? Gawd, I never realized so many ppl got a thing for asians.

-LG, strike one.

All 3 in 1 go

2010-06-10T10:42:00.000-07:00

Hmm, so this friday, I'll be heading to Chicago ( I hate you Ejac for going a week earlier). My friends are panzies afraid that it might rain and tried to cancel but I put my foot down, and we ARE going even if it is raining. After that, we are going to head back to Michigan on Saturday and well....get flat drunk again like last time, same place, same time, same people (with a few more).

I found this so funny cuz last time we went to Michigan and went to the beach, I told this to Jeff, and his eyes went wide and said, "NO WAY! I was working that day! I was in the red boat!"(you know, him being in the coast guard and all). So haha, funny how we were so close and didn't realize it.

Moving on to allods, I'm lvl 37 now (yes to all who need to know, I am Loveguardian on Tennesse server). I gotta say, some spots were really grueling and downright frustrating. If it weren't for this guild helping me out in raid quests and certain areas, I think I would have ragequitted or picked an easier class (warden is no joke, we are balls to the wall hard to use). Anyway, despite it not being as fun as MT use to be (and I emphasis the word "use"). I think that may all change when I hit 42. I'll get to do heroics and be in the same (or close to) group where pearz is at (as well as many many many others). N being a warden, I'll get access to loot drops that are leather and most likely be the only one in the group who can wear and use leather armor, so free dibs eh?

I really really wished I could get the racial skill of the imperial wardens, they have the ability to split all damage with their pet and them, which can be HAXXED. All you gotta do is place your pet in astral mode (astral mode is when your pet gets UBER healed, like full heal in 20 seconds starting from 0). And keep using the racial skill to heal yourself, steal health from the pet, and keep the pet in astral mode to recover and let you endlessly continue (badass ability in summary). Being Kanian, the racial ability is to fear for 10 seconds (meaning not as kool as imperial wardens, but it has it's situational uses). Anyway when I reach 40 I'll respect into a tank warden (yes tank...and warden...together). Pearz helped me with the build (she's amazing =o?) and hopefully I can be uber with the build in pvp. As much as I wanted to remain using claws as my weapon, it simply wont do for pvp, nor will it do with damage migitation and absolutely useless for stoney warriors. I'll have to switch to 2 hand spears to hit harder, seeing as I will also obtain Reveal Vulnerability, and do enough damage to hold agro, hit through stoney warriors armor, as well as the cooldown of spears aren't too bad, semi-spammable, so it's the best of both worlds^.^

In Megaten memory:

Well, I found this video =O. It was AM1GO's last ichi run with Agito before he quit and I wanted 1 last run with him before we said our goodbyes (I wish I coulda done this), and I believe it's also the last video of me anywhere in MT too so to anyone who cares, I still get a kick out of watching it a little bit. I kinda miss my turtle (fuck you Wu Kong). I also randomly typed in "pearz" just to see what would come up and ended up seeing lndi smack pearz (haha).

This was suppose to be a solo, But I know where credit is due, Tofufa's (tofutizer) Skadi healed a bit which helped or not, was 1 less thing to worry about time to time, and I think EVERYONE except me (and tofufa) had COTW in this party, so yea everyone helped my little turtle. This was also before the demon comps where out, when I got my demon comp , I recall 5ks hitting up jiko and 1ks hitting on granhs, as well as 1 hit gakis (rubies!!!). Anyway, to the happy memories.

-LG, (so how is MT doing =P?)

Real Life D=...and allods

2010-06-04T11:50:00.000-07:00

Yea, so allods been fun. I'm lvl 32 now. I haven't been lvling as fast as I was before but only due to real life (pearz calls them excuses).

I really get more of a kick out of discussing warden builds with pearz. I gotta say that she has a better thought process then I do on most of these when were talking about builds.

Recently, we have been discussing about Warden TANK (yes I said tank and warden in the same phrase) builds and the other day I threw 3 builds at her for the purpose of "tanking".

as predicted, she spat all 3 builds out and gave me a build that was nothing like the other builds I gave (lulz) but her build made more sense then mine did (only because when I made my build, I wanted to retain things that would make it fun to play. As in the builds I made werent fully pointed at tanking but personal preference, meaning I did not think clearly like pearz did). As pearz said, a tank...well...tanks...and nothing more serving any other purpose.

I also learned that the Warden's Nature's Grip works like a Scouts KD move, except it immobilizes for the full timer that it is on (which is an epic crowd controlling move).

If I had known this sooner, I would have totally make some sort of build around it.

Well anyway, everyone's saying Caster warden is the way to go, But I have been hellbent (and I mean absolutely stubborn) to stay and remain as a melee warden because I KNOW (oh god i just KNOW) that there just HAS to be something melee wardens can do to be epic, and that everyone who ever said wardens suck will face the fact that they were just too stupid to play the warden right. Frankly, it could be true and that melee wardens do suck, I will find a way, O hell I will to make us of them.

Anyway, moving on to my "excuses" that caused me to lvl slowly with allods.

I been working more now at my job (D.C. Body Shop) money's good. Gives me spending money for shitz.

Like my last post said at the very end, I went to Michigan with some friends and got wasted. I kinda assumed that my BF would cancel our "together time" (were going through some....issues) so on sunday we got wasted again..(but with a hangover ontop of that). Now being the lightweight that I am, and not a daily heavy drinker. I passed out all Monday (lulz). I had some peps fill me in on what I did Saturday cuz apparently I laughed hysterically for a straight hour and then passed out. we took alot of pics and videos, most of which are posted on Facebook, and the clean pics that hint no sign of being drunk were posted on my myspace (who rlly even uses it?). Anyway, we had alot of fun, soooo were going to be doing this again tomorrow (haha). At the Patawatami Pool where poor little kids will see us and be traumatized for life at our retardationally epic fun.

Then next week on saturday we (as in the same group from before I hanged with) will be heading to Chicago, by train (just to add more epicness to this), to see some friends and spend the day site seeing, shopping, china town, stuff. Then the next day we will choo choo train back up to Michigan (the same place as before) and well...obviously get drunk....on the beach....of Lake Michigan....again.

God with life being so good, the desire to even sit my ass in a chair to play allods has been nonexistant D=.

-LG

Autobiography

2010-05-29T06:44:00.001-07:00

Well, I took it upon myself yesterday to cleanse everything and anything of myself of MT. I said my goodbyes via forum pm to my clanmaster Rokuchi and some others and I won't be logging in (no, not even for trolling, zz not worth it) .

I updated my links to the right of the screen, some of them were way outdated, hopefully it's a little bit more useful. (kept some MT links that I personally found still useful that people could use. I never said I hated the people playing the game.)

I guess I could try to give a short autobiography so some players know where I came from and stuff. However, some stuff I don't remember clearly, so lulz.

Autobiography -

Well, I allways knew I wanted to be a enhancer, I'd read the forums back in the day and prepared for it. I don't remember the first clan I joined, but I remembered 3 names that were the players I always hanged with. JohnnythePanda, Superbuu3 (i think that's his name), and the player that spent most of her days helping me, Snowberry.

Snowberry was pretty much my friend 24/7 while I was in that clan (name of clan I don't remember) She helped me alot with the gameplay and got me to act 7. She also triggered my interests in demons and together, we made my first useable demon; an Angel (yes I was law lol). I still remember her skills (scantus, eletric dis, absolute 0, angel halo, tarukaja, mediarama, maragion, magic shot). Yea, these skills aren't attainable for a someone who was under lvl 30, she was nice enough to catch me the demons. The clan was inactive to start with, and eventually even Snowberry didn't log on as much. It became very lonely, so I ended up leaving. Ever since then I would see Snowberry once in a blue moon(same with Superbuu).

The new clan I joined, the name also escapes me lol (my awesome memory). I only recalled 1 thing, Ashmir being the clan leader. Back in the day I'd look up to him. I was so dirt poor. I picked up cotw by then, and became neutral. I discovered Sugi Gold here, and also plasma farming. My daily routine would be to farm, npc, buy supplies, and sponsor Sugi Golds (because after finishing act 7, I was still in the low lvls). I'd be the enhancer in the party, which was the only reason they would alow me to sponor AND be the enhancer. Back in the day it was expensive, not many knew of tarots/soulstones, the best gear you could get were chaos and law outfits, blade of flames were the shit at 1.7 mill, and enhance was NOT BASED OFF INT!!!, but preset at 50% (I however wanted to be full support, and placed all my stats into int anyway).

When the day came that a new patch made enhance based off int, the whole community literally jizzed and died. I hanged around in Babel and see endless pleas for enhancers with int for Ichi Gold. I was lvl 38 at the time, and didn't know what ichi gold even was. I asked a random person who explained it to me, then asked my int (which was around mid 70s) and automatically added me to her party and here I ichi gold for the first time, jizzed in my pants when I saw jiko, jizzed again when I saw how much exp he gave, and became a ichi addict.

About 2 hours with this party, I noticed they were all in the same clan, and whenever we exited, I saw more of their members hanging outside. We talked for a bit while running ichi (I'll admit we died a few times, but again back in the day where no one knew how to do it well, and the tactic was to run to the back of the room) I liked the group. So active, and so many members, the girl who invited me into the party was named XxFlamexX I think. She kept bugging me to leave my clan and join hers, and each time she said it, and the more I spent time with them, I began to give in (sorry ashmir lol).

Eventually I caved, and she called Rokuchi, that was the first time I met him, at lvl 38, with my neutral green gear. Here is the last clan I ever joined on LG, and for the next 8-9 months, this was my church, my sanctuary, my family, and my home. Obviously with so few enhancers around that had int, this was my ticket to fast lvling. I didn't discover tarots and synthing till after I hit 100+ int (lvl 66) and again, I didnt start doing it until finally other enhancers showed up and gave competition.

When I discovered synthing, I decided to change my build slowly, and picked up synthing. unfortunately, PvP came out and I remember Kruizen in our clan BEGGING and ANNOYING me to get c4 regal and become this retaliation enhancer and I thought that the build was the most ludicrous and ridiculous build in the world and my response to him always was "I'm not a melee, I dont need retaliation."

I eventually switched to chaos, I picked my next demon as Eligor, I wasn't thinking much about pvp at this time. I just liked the noble way he looked. I gave him : hellfire, eletric dis, sonicboom, absolute 0, satisfaction, makarakarn, tetrakarn, and mediarahan. A little later rebirth came out and I had slowly lvled him to lvl 50 with r2 tiwaz.

I believe I was a pretty okay pvper without regal, I allways remembered that most of the time it took more then 1 person to kill me anyway(I love you pearz), and from the getgo I was more annoyed that it took so long for people to kill me(because dur loss was a bitch and law was mean and used Camatotz). Anyway, my clanmate/enhancer/good twin (because apparently I'm the evil one, were both named andrew so we were called twins) Faustlieche had some rl thing and stopped playing until I was lvl 91 (nice). But back in the day, he was the person I strived to be. He was richer, better geared, and while I stuck with that green empress rod, he had the rare at the time, royal scepter (zz I finally got it though lulz, and by the time he came back, I was the richly better geared one =O, but yea...it didn't matter by then).

By the time Citrine came out with the regal enhancer build and kicked my nooby ass in pvp and made me and everyone else on chaos go W....T...F. I was already pretty well into synthing. I had class 2.7 without the use of any mastery and the moment I laid eyes and envyed citrine's build, and her demon control I was so jealous. I literally QQed to Kruizen and he stood there with that phrase " I told you to get it, but you wouldn't listen " and he was right(so he gave it to citrine...figures lol). Anyway, then came lnstinct, my sexy twin who I believe was the first "trinity" enhancer (2.5 enhance, 4 regal, 3 hexing) came around. By this time, I was changing my tarots to Kikuri tarots when I discovered thier sexyness in heals. Plus the only enhancer set out was the Doctor set, and it was for females only....my disadvantage. I remember plasmalover and pacifica using this set and healing so much I also grew envious of the heals.

sidenote: I was never ever able to kill lnstinct in pvp. Never. But I still love him to this day =P. I remember the day there was so much law that he ended up chaos with me and together we ended up killing pearz =D (by this time I had Ose and not Eligor, and lnstinct had Pazuzu).

Then the trio of lndi, rho, pearz came along and wow, I gotta say, best teamwork ever. They were literally unbeatable, and Pearz couldn't be killed without a mob chasing her.

Then I spent most my days hanging with Kittiebrit/Punkgirl. She was our clan's first regal enhancer at lvl 30s. Even soloed ichi gold at lvl 38 with a Tarseque (you see where my turtle came from). she was the only regal enhancer able to even par up to pearz, and I spent my days hanging with her catching demons, afk sit hugging, talking. Was quite enjoying, Missed her though when she also left due to rl.

Anyway, I obtained class 5 enhance finally, and when TakeAim took notice of that, she snagged (and I mean SNAGGED) me for anything and everything, from pvp to ichi gold. I remember the first thing I'd see when I log in was her asking me to ichi gold. I remember it was TakeAim, Me, and Cyndrodill(i killed your name sorry), would trio ichi gold with a sponsor that TakeAim found, and they usually were really nice sponsors too that some would occationally give us inc of exp (silly old me used them on the demons). Anyway, it was good while it lasted, we did an average of 50-80 runs a day, and I didn't use any inc of xp on myself other then pvp inc and was around mid 70s when I lost class 5 enhance and got dumped by TakeAim (QQ).

I raised Parvatis for crystals and I always took them to KairKing to crystalize. I didn't mind paying him, the rates were quite fair in my opinion (except for his trifusion crystalization cost, I heard it was 350k? ouch. Anyway, no matter which synther I went to, I always paid 20k per job from then on as my payment, thank you all.). I traded the parvati crystals with someone I knew and he gave me 2 lethe bottles in exchange. I began lething cotw first. Then Kruizen told me before lething synthing, use it to raise my weapon knowledge, and I did. By this time lndicative became a regal enhancer as well, I knew it was my time to work on regal, because since TakeAim no longer took me on runs(because I leathed too much and went from 5.4 enhance to 4.7 and lost my reflects lol), I had alot of free time. When I finally got regal, I was so devastated that I could'nt get my reflects back till lvl 90. But I made my dayview in pvp. I saw TakeAim in the group and told her I was a regal and in that match , me and TakeAim killed pearz (ofc takeaim uses inc lol). I was so astonished that those hurtful 1k hits pearz did became mere 150-250 hits on me.

Anyway, there was a phase where my ego kinda got outa hand >.>. Sorry about that peps, lol. Rather not talk about it, but yea, I'll admit my ego was pretty big after the first month of having regal.

When I finally read that blog and lndi's I think that was my wake-up call. I sent my apologies (to my clan as well) and tried with little steps first, to change my attitude.

I believe near the end, I treat pvp more as fun then competition, which was beneficial, because I became friends with many who happened to be on the other side.

There's more little details that can go on and on, but blah, I'm sure they dont need much explinations. I got my reflects back at lvl 90, I finally healed 1k outside of pvp one day, and shoutout to the clan that I adored so much, Without you guys, I woulda never been half the potential my character was ever ment to be. Those 24-28-32 kings and then those assassin speeds were my tickets to fast demon lvling and rebirth.

I want to end this on a good note and say that I truly loved this game, I loved the majority of the players, and I loved the clan. I just don't like the company running the game. They give stupid promos, expensive ap costs and even if you dont spend money, you gotta farm the shits off to get the gear, and to bann and unbann someone 3 times in a row, just shows they are unorganized and can't effing make up their minds.

I want to say that LezarTwo is the most awesome German player ever, sorry about those gears stuck on my acc that belonged to you, who knew I woulda been banned?

Rokuchi/kororo is a very, and I mean very good leader. Always level-headed, knew how to have a good time. Even took some clannies to b108 for the experience. Whenever there was a dissagreement in the clan, he would pm both sides and get the full story, and calm us down. The only time's he ever got mad, were rare, and it was appropriate. No, he never gave much freebees, and was quite the businessman, but if he gave freebees, then we would all be so spoiled and inexp. I know he loves the game, more then I ever could, and can say he treated the clan and old members almost like a family, which I also treated in the same manner. I'd like to think that I was his right-hand man always there for him, I remember the day he gave me sub position and I didn't even notice it till 2 weeks down the road (lulz). Anyway, I just wanna say, that clan made it all worthwhile, and was the only reason I stayed for so long. Even allods doesn't feel the same without this clan, I felt like it was ripped from me and that void is very hard to fill. I still talk with some of the players via yim, im, facebook, myspace and stuff, but meh, I guess life like's to take a shit on you once in a while, and I'm not gonna sit around gloating and rolling in it. To the names I didn't mention and you feel like you needed to be, feel free to comment and toss it in, I know I missed alot of names. Clannie wise, I generalized you all, but you all know who you are, each and every one of made an impact on the game xp for me.

-LG, in allods now. Missing his clan, trying to fill the void.

p.s. Tofufa, you made me addicted to Tofu. Everytime I see effing tofu in the fridge I automatically think 'Tofutizer" to this day. To Teddie, I have 1 word to say to you. "SKKKKYYYYYYYYY". Lezar, jizz on your afro. Snowrequiem, I like your boobs. Tiffy, thank you for getting GMJoLt to give a pic of himself shirtless, I kept it somewhere on this darn laptop. Who knew monsters could give that body D=.

P.S.S. in about 2 hours from this post, I'm heading to Michigan to hang with some friends at the beach. Then Sunday spend the whole day with my BF Jeff, 5 months now. Never told you this but the girl I dated for a short time before Jeff, ended up having herpes when I told her I wouldnt take it to the next step unless we both get tested....how ....traumatizing. Thank god that me and Jeff are clean. <3

Theena, Theena, Theena....Oh...I mean GMPeanut....

2010-05-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

I know something you don't know......

If your reading this Theena(god I hope you are)...you should'nt gossip so much ^^(or not at all), I like how after all this time you didnt notice it was me who you were talking to on YIM =o.(o the dirt you spill is absolutely delicious)

Welcome to the internet. (can't to QQ about false identities, actually quite contradictory on your part =P)

GL trying to find out which is me =o. (am I lying?..maybe I'm not...most likely I'm not,but maybe I am, can you take that risk =P?, But if I'm not, which one is me??? I hope you guess right...)

P.S. Be afraid...be very afraid...Cuz I saved all our convos ^.^. It's a good thing that Aeria has no control over this blog right? Can't move, can't delete, can't argue.

Welcome to the internet.

-LG....or is it....nah..why ruin the fun...guess who I am on yim =P

MT's New GS's OmFG!!!!111one111*!!!...Allods

2010-05-13T18:06:00.000-07:00

Well, Since I confused Thanos4eva with a GS Synther, My apologies.

Thanos you still suck dick though(literal or not). Yet he's MT's new GS, flaming, personally attacking players, nonconstructive insults and all.

congratz!!!

and of all people NAme is too ^^ /sarcasm

I never got to know the bad side of NAme, so apologies to all who troll this blog and hate NAme's guts and are currently starting a bet on how long he'll last.

I for one will only say that the NAme I knew needed enhance to do anything. And in PvP It was fun chasing him down as he tried to run away not dying...or hugging the enhancer he drags along only to have that poor soul die with him. So he was my little entertainment. (will most definitely provide screenies if NAme says otherwise v.v)

Overall I'm neutral on him, particially because frankly I don't care anymore about MT, it can go die in a ditch and I won't even make the effort to dance on the grave, simply not worth it.

The forums are dead, It's not as lively any more then it use to be (the forums originally in my opinion started dying the day GMJoLt left us)

I believe the only new GS there capable enough to function as a GS, would be Lulu. I knew her waaayyy back in the day, the days I use to suck. The days where enhance wasn't based off int. Those days.

Everyone else, like or hate you, in all honestly, (cuz I'm not going to polish or give you a sugar-coated comment), I don't think your worthy, or capable enough. But hey, don't get offended, I'm just an opinion. How well you actually do, and how well those opinions of the ones who actually have to deal with you, matters.

Anyway, Allods drama.

ATM, I'm lvl 20. So I'm at the halfway mark in terms of lvling.

I totally lost track of exactly how many days have passed to get to this point. I wanna say between 9-11 days of playing. I could be totally off.

Lately I been having trouble deciding on how to actually function as a warden. There's TOO MANY ways to go with a warden, that I have for the moment, lost sight on what I wanted from my warden.

-You could be a healer warden, only needing to focus on INT and LUCK for better healing as well as crit heals.

-You could be a Caster warden, however to me, I see it as easy, and frankly, If i wanna be a caster, I'll roll a mage then. But the caster wardens seem( to me ) a cookie cutter build.

-You could be a crowd controller (cc). (this in a way kinda goes hand in hand with caster).

-You could be a pet tamer, give all stats to the pet, (this usually goes hand in hand with melee wardens)

and Melee wardens can go in 2340983943 different wayz XD in my eyes.

But my main focus is to be a PvPer and prove that wardens don't suck as much as the community is telling me they do.

I believe I will go the route of a Crit-Based Melee Warden. The 45% more damage when you crit with fist weapons ruby effect (stacked on the already 100% more dmg whenever you crit AND 15% more dmg when Great Hunt is active) seems like the source of my damage. (Interesting fact I discovered. This 45% more damage also applies to spells as well. So my call lighting and vortex spells hit quite the shitload when I had my fist weapons on and its not limited to just physical attacks.)

Problem for me and this warden is from what Pearz said, Balance is the key to this game. and for wardens :

intelligence = str (raw power)
perception = expertise (chance to land a hit)
wisdom = finesse (armor penetration)

and my secondary stats:

Luck = % to critical
Agility = % to dodge ( I have 3 dodge ruby effect placed into this (150% multiplier), so 20% chance to dodge really means 50% chance to dodge)

Apparently to pearz, Int takes the back seat and the most important stat is wisdom for amor penetration. Problem with me is that I don't exactly know WHEN TO STOP getting more wisdom. when is enough, enough? No one really knows XD.

I originally thought that int, perc, and wis would be the only stats i would ever have to focus on, but now I am met with luck and agility too (as well as stamina for more health).

Deciding on what gears to get, to balance what stat has honestly befuddled me. I'm hoping that one day I can write down all the rep gear stats and juggle them out.

p.s. Clan Agito knows that back in the day's when I obsessed over MT, I would have dreams about it. I remember the day I had a dream that Rokuchi used aphrodisiac on the Wu Kongs that were spawned during babel wars and it worked. The next day I told Roku and he tried it but it phailed XD. (still a funny idea). Well, I been having those dreams lately with allods as well as college. Not sure if they gonna play out as true or false, but they were epic dreams.

-LG

Edit: Looky what I Found

Thread Locking.

2010-05-11T18:04:00.001-07:00

So, I decided to tackle this annoying issue with the Aeria team and started this topic.

I didn't appreciate the last 2 threads I participated in being locked just because they "assumed" that it would go out of hand. (see previous post)

I find it a little bit entertaining seeing them try to explain to me (cuz it seems no one else is posting..way to leave your man hanging D=). why they do what they do, even though its illogial in every sense.

With each post they make, it seems like they are digging themselves a deeper hole with me.

atm my Biggest LOL and OOPSY post is by GMDantine (read last post on first page).

Idk how they are going to explain this one out.

I fullheartidly believe they are just going to plain out lock this thread and shove it in a corner where no one can find it or just edit the shit out of my posts to make it sound like I'm the stupid one.

Feel free to post...cuz it really feels like a one-man show(please stay on topic, no flame wars, nothing to make it locked in any way. I wanna show them that the community is not a bunch of angry lil fucktards that the GMteam apparently thinks we are) . I believe the GMteam needs to learn how to accept that once in a blue moon, they are wrong. (I'd also prefer if you post and support me, if not, stay away cuz your not helping my argument rofl. XD). Post fast, I do see them locking this pretty fast just because of the fact that I don't think they are able to dig themselves out of this. (I also whole-heartidly believe they are trolling my blog too v.v. But I doubt that I'm that important to troll.). I totally troll lndi's blog XD.

Anyway, allods been fun, I almost forgot how to enjoy a game. Warden class is not as horrendous as the forums and community say it is to be. I'm considering that perhaps the majority of the allods community that play the warden class are infact, a bunch of angry lil fucktards that don't know how to play thier character.

Pearz, made her warden a before I came along and is apparently loving the class as well. We discussed heavily on the different builds, and our builds are going to end up rlly similair.

However the thing that gets me most about this Warden class is that there are SOOOO many ways to play it. Atm, I'm a crit build which is really awesome and I'm liking the crit damage (crits = double damage). However, my end-game gears and respecting wont have much luck, so I know I'll have to change..or have a hard time adjusting too. Only Time will tell.

Anyway, I'm not as pissed at Aeria as I use to be. Allods took all that frustration away, and real life has been good to me, so why be fucken pissed over a game controlled by high school dropouts who can't decide on whether or not to bann a player and unbann/bann them 3 times in a row? XD (like royce as well rofl except he , unlike me, ended up unbanned =o ).

I trolled the forums and saw thanos4ever insult royce.

I literally had to re-read it because it was so stupid. Thanos4ever....plz stop posting...All you ever did as a GS was afk in babel with your phail synther and synthed away at peoples gears. (low % too, I remember you phailing on my Pazuzu SS twice when I used a FM mirror 33%, thankfully Jozetto (I love youuuu) got 72% at the time).

You didn't even know the full story on Royce's removal from the team, and you dare have the nerve to make a direct personal attack on something you know absolutely nothing about. (by the way, to directly attack the person and not address the arguement is a fallacy of arguementation. Not only that, you also committed narrow-mindedness to address the issue you dont even know). You are a GS applicant, I dont think I want a GS who personally attacks other people. You need to watch your behavior because don't think for a second that this post won't be used against you.

that whole thread is OFF-TOPIC- and FLAME-ENDUCED and yet it still stands..unlocked...no posts deleted...or editted...

funny how the Aeria team works.

-LG

Edit: about 3 minutes after posting this ...It was moved (lulz) So I started this topic ^^

And it was moved into the same area XD. I believe that they do troll my blog lol, I was also correct that they would move it into a lil corner where no one can find it...O dear I know Aeria too well, Perhaps you should give me your job and I can show you how a GM Operates?

I give up, Aeria is a crooked company lol.

Allods Ish Awesome D=

2010-05-08T12:53:00.000-07:00

Well, this is my 4th day playing allods.

Tennesse Server, Warden Class, League side, and currently lvl 12.

Why Warden? Because every got damn topic in the allods forums say wardens suck.....soo I'm gonna roll a warden =P. Plus I get a teddy bear, closest thing to a damn turtle I'm ever going to get XD.

I don't think I know enough to actually GIVE a viable critic on it, however I do think it is viable and exceptional to talk about my experience with the game so far and my opinion on it compared to Megaten.

To start off, pearz is derr, (lulz). thats like +100, and ejac, mahouto,rho,rhozetri, magic, (list goes on and on, summary is, this group o ppl are nice to talk with).

I remember with whatever online game I ever played, I HATED doing quests (including megaten, I swear to god by the time I did act 16 I was lvl 44? and I remember Rymi helping me with it xD and act 16 took an HOUR!!!)

Unlike the other games, this game revolves around quests, you can't lvl up without them (well you can, but highly impractical imo). and the scenery is kool, as well as the content so far. Your allways moving, there's allways something to do (however I still am a noob?), and alot of different gears.

Not like Megaten, were after act 16, your done, go spam plvling and get to lvl 90s in a matter of days and whip out your wallet to do so -.-. And also buy epic nocturne sets that can kill in 1 blow and require not skill whatsoever other then having lots of money or time to farm your ass to death realizing you have no life, God forbid to have ever let those sets fall into my hands cuz I know I would have stopped being a demon-based regal enhancer (aka demon tamer) and just get cd and spamm the shit out of those nocturne sets.

For those who are bored with megaten, I heavily suggest you to try allods.

Lots of customization in your builds, and the more I learn, the more possibilities I see there are, which keeps me interested and most of all....

It...is...

F-ucken
U-unbelievably
N-iiiiiiiccceee

-LG- going back to play allods

P.S. For the summer I am going to be working at a body shop to fix cars. Epic? o well, I'm also a signed athlete for Holy Cross College now for Cross Country.

which means that new coach gets to dictate what I eat, how I eat it, why I eat it, and when I exercise, and control my life like a parent does except on a whole new level D=.

All just for me to get some dough from that scholarship contract I signed to help pay for me edumacation.

P.S.S. I passed Logic Class with a B+, I hate that class, but I am keeping the books because they are so logical, I know I am gonna use the references alot in my lifetime. For example, making megaten GM's look retarded (well...they do that themselves...)

And to the person who says that it is illogical to think that this world is logical and fair, your wrong and the argument you just made is that "everyone is smoking so I may as well smoke because its not kool to not smoke".

You made 2 fallacies in 1 statement and you phailed at defending the GS and GMs. First fallacy is the Democratic Fallacy(hahaha) and the 2nd fallacy you commit is Evasive Agnosticism and technically you also did distortion of my own argument.

/make you look stupid and back to playing allods

College is over

2010-05-05T18:02:00.000-07:00

Classes are done, Finals are done. Gonna be resting for the next few days.

Anyone who's interested on banning chin9111 because my IP address has changed from college campus to home.

Feel free to report me, I honestly don't care =P.

Anyway, at this very second I am uninstalling megaten from my computer and downloading Allods.

I'm also looking for any other interesting mmorgs and I did find alot of interesting ones however none that emphasis customization as much as allods. (plus pearz is derr so +100). Some interesting ones were New World, Mabinogi (i use to play this..very p2p based), and some OB game that looks awesome...idk what it was called xD)

I been stirring up some trouble in the forums for the past few days. I find it funny that the last 2 threads I participated in(#1 and #2), have been locked even though they contained absolutely no flaming and were 100% fully constructive. I would like to point out the most logically thing I have read from the forums all week came from not a GM or GS but a regular player Michi-Omfggodsomeonewhoisntbrainless. A GS is a vulunteer player aka, still part of the community. Why is it were allowed to give feedback on applicants but when all the sudden when the applicant goes GS mode, no touchy, no talkity, and forum lock spammage? hmmmm, I'm not done with you yet Aeria, lol there's still so many things to discuss. Feel free to keep locking threads, I'm sure this sends a GREAT message to the community who are concerned.

(matter o fact, the only person who flamed anywhere in these 2 threads was in the 2nd thread posted by Michi and the flame reply came from not a player but a untouchable GS himself, 2nd page, DJHarlock made a direct negative insult towards lndicative and I quote:

"That is, it did seem to look like this until ppl like Captain Pessimism (see above[meaning lndi]) started making a little game out of the monthly applications, and are allowed to continually scrutinize the applicants to the point of harassment"

I have 1 responce to that: Grow some balls. (inb4 he edits that post I bet)

If you can't accept the truth in feedback and want us to sugarcoat things well, fuck you,. Quite honestly, I'm not going to have someone become a GS and represent the community even though he sucks and let alone, sugarcoat my opinions of a certain person.

If you suck, you suck, get over it and find ways to improve. Otherwise go take your QQ elsewhere? and if you rock, you rock simple as that. Let's not complicate things with "you suck bigtime, but hey, (insert sugarcoating here) at least you have a nice IGN? (wow)

and FYI, lndi has made many constructive and positive feedbacks as well. If I was so inclined on giving proof (which I'm not) I would like you to hunt down the GS feedback thread of when I ran for GS and got a very positive responce from lndi. For the short time lndi was a GS, I went to him first whenever I had problems( on his tranny bridge ) and got my questions answered immediately and correctly.

Lastly addressing GSHarlock, to personally attack the person and not address the arguement is a Ad Hominem Fallacy, which you have just committed with that comment. I find it funny that the GS representing the community makes a flame comment which is neither constructive or productive and also commits a logical fallacy.

Anyway, I'm thinking about moving to Word-Press. We'll see, Rokuchi msged me today and informed me that my super super old friend came to back to play MT on a new character and is low-profiled. I almost considered comming back for that reason, however, if your reading this....

Please come to allods with me T.T

-LG

Lawl

2010-04-26T10:18:00.000-07:00

Someone pointed out to me today that one of my posts that were originally posted in a reporting behavior section, was moved to rants and raves.

Here's the lovely Witness and my Alibi that I'm not crazy

I never made a new topic with this title,

My comment was removed and I believed editted out of context,

I never expected my one reply to cause a ruckus,

and NO, this post was not the post that was removed, The other post I had that was removed had me clicking + pasting my conversation with GMGreywulf and him admitting that the information given to me was inaccurate in regards to my ban.

I have quite to urge to voice my opinion.

However, Holy Cross College, can't take screenies with thier computers, But If you want to view the message yourself, Feel free to send me a forum pm =P.

I'm sure we can work around the ToS rules somehow and you can take joo pretty SS of the message and then flame the GMs all day =P

-LG chipper n happy that he caused unintentional attention

P.S. Aeria as just added Mitzi and Ashmir to the banning list, whos next in line >.>

Happy Birthday!!!!

2010-04-25T19:06:00.000-07:00

Holy Cross Lacrosse Championship Winners of the GLLL Division, 2010
Record= 15-0
My number= #22 Double Duce Threat =P

Well, its my birthday today. (yay yay yay I'm 19)

I just got back into Indiana about an hour ago. Our lax team went to Iowa for the weekend to play for championships.

of course....

WE WON!!! BALLS TO THE WALL!!! (link from our very own college website)

15-0 record and on my birthday!!! totally awesome, on the busride home we did a whole bunch of fun shit and just all around good fun.

It totally made my heart drop a little when I realized that half the team were seniors, and that the companionship that grew from this season had to come to an end, people were heading off to Germany, or going back to thier home states, likely that I'd never see them again, Kinda hurts to realize that life is tough like that.

Well, I am motivated to get into gear for next year, as Lacrosse season comes to a close today, tomorrow I start cross country practice (....idk why I'm even doing this sport....ppl are starting to think I'm a robot doing all these sports)

I'm also start doing soccer in the fall too (more wowness)

Anyway, enough about real life, lets talking about something WAY more important. Megaten *(jking)*

I clicked to that loving link that had discussed about the ruls of scamming where I posted my Glorious comment that displayed ultimate stupidity of the GMs...and it was MOVED!!!

Furthermore, When I finally found the correct link, I saw that my comment was DELETED!!!!

So, not only are they trying to cover up thier stupidity, they want to shut the community up as well, last time I checked this was America, aka north western server where we run something called a democracy, not a dictatorship/ tyranny.

I find it surprizing they didnt bann chin9111 right there and then, I woulda have expected that from a dictatorship.

It seems like the whole community literally dislikes what's going on right now, but they don't care. They just want thier money (your money). I mean, Idk what is up the asses of those GMs but seems recently, they arent responding well to anything associated with that the community wants.

With a game that lets you get max lvl in around 10-15 days, lets you master your expertise in a matter of hours, and where the noobs blend in with the veterans and the community cant tell which is which until they are lying dead on the floor. It only emphasis on how I don't want to be a part of this anymore.

Also touching on the issue of banning.

the general reason is "Unusual Account Activity"

However, when you ask about ANYTHING detailed (because let's face it, from my own personal expiereience, it took a month to find out what the general reason was, and now apparently that story is inaccurate) they will say that the information is confidential.

So, GM team, how exactly can we, the players, defend our innocences when:

A- you don't provide us with the full story, thus we can't FAIRLY defend ourselves

B- chances are, unusual account activity = we don't know what we did wrong

C- when we want to know the details, (because we obviously want to know why were banned) you state that its confidential)

Thanks for deleting my comment by the way, I sincerly hope that a good portion of the community read that comment before you guys deleted it. Frankly I dont think the community needs ME to show them how retarded you guys are. Btw, That decreasing number in the community is us players either leaving the game or being banned, incase you cant figure out shit, that decreasing number also reflects your paychecks, every player in MT, even those who are F2P contribute by using macca to buy the items from AP buyers who dont want them.

Anyway, enough ventage, I read more into Allods forums now. Seems quite fun, I am torn on how I am going to juggle cross country, a job, soccer, and time to play allods DX.

I was thinking about being a Warden for its rarity. I read the forums on it everyday and it appears that the community lacks knowledge in that class, hinting that not many ppl play that class. I see it as the ultimate 1 on 1 pvp ownage but I have no right to talk, I haven't even DL the game yet...cuz im stuck on campus XD. But we'll see.

Well, Birthday wishes, I love Lacrosse, I'm 19, 2 more years till I can legally drink.

Lifes good, Aeria GM sucks and will soon be out of a job. (Good thing about blogs, GMs of a unrelated game can't bann it.)

Good luck trying to delete my posts of our YIM convos when I post them ^.^

LG- out getting drunk

hur hur hur

2010-04-23T11:57:00.000-07:00

Well, lndi has quit megaten.

Whatever his reasons were, the last of the trio is gone (pearz,rho,lndi) any veteran of pvp knew this combination of ultimate ownage.

I have, for the most part, accepted that Aeria is retarded and moved on from megaten. To anyone who plays megaten, I strongly suggest you to not play the game for 1 month, realize how much more fun life is itself, and I assure you that the megaten grip on you will wilt away.

Or at least just move to Allods. It's free, and it has quite the customization. can also be PvP oriented as well and for those adventurers out there, you can also do alot of exploring. Best part is its still in OB mode, who knows how much more content there will be if it gets released.

Moving back on topic, lndi also vents the same frustration that I hold.

Hate to be copying his urls as references, but it goes to show that I am not the only one who thinks Aeria is stupid.

theres only about 10 days left of college for me, and then I can spill the beans on my banning and you all can REALLY get a grasp of Aeria's stupidity(though lndi has already shown this)

You'll LOVE this.

The way I see it, Chin9116(loveguardian) is banned, but chin9111(LegendaryLove) isn't. I don't log ingame on chin9111 anymore and only remain sem-active on forums, hence, I can't break the majority of the rules they have in the ToS.

I may as well have some fun and cause hell to freeze over and make Aeria look stupid as much as possible(though that job is indefinitely being made easy, let's face it, just look at thier last few promos). I want to see them find some crazy excuse to bann chin9111 as well and taddletale to the world about it. Out of spite? partially, I'll admit that, I'm human. But one loophole I see is that people are paying lots of money in this game for entertainment. So I shall give some form of entertainment worth more then a pixel on a computer then eh?

Back to real life,

In about 1.45 hours, I am boarding a bus that will drive the lacrosse team down to Iowa for the weekend.

There's nothing in Iowa.....but corn....anyway, were going to play in the lacrosse tournament, 2 games on saturday, if we win those, we continue to sunday to play for championships.

Wish me luck,

LG

End of the Road

2010-04-18T17:02:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm ultimately quitting.

Yes, I'm still banned. Frankly I'm too tired to discuss with GMs who are too lazy to care anymore.

Wether or not I'm quitting because I am banned or quitting because I'm sick of the game, up to you. (for the record, I did obtain an opportunity to come back to the game under a different character, but refused)

I'll post my full banning story on another day, as well as I saved my last conversation with one of the GM's and will also post it when I have time for all to read and show you gales and lads how the GM's attitudes are nowadays and how the standards and quality in these GM's sure have sulked in comparison to the GM's back in the day.

The community is great, But the thought of how many people have quit, I don't like losing friends.

Call me a pussy or a softy, but I like holding my friends close and the thought of everyone quitting the game, leaving me, leaves a dent.

I'll do the autobiography stuff and everything else up later when I have time. For the moment, I have finals to study for.

I finally decided on my Major; Communication major, Pychology minor, Global Perspectives Minor.

I, like GMJoLt, have left the game to go to school >.>

as for Lacrosse, were undefeated 11-0

We had a game yesterday (saturday) against Loyola (IL) and won 14-2.

Were the talk of the campus, and still #1 on the power ratings.

We have 4 games coming up this weekend up in Wisconsin, and if we win all 4, we head to Iowa for the championships.

(I hope we get a bigger funding in our budget next year from our athletic director, because were doing sooo much better then the varsity sports -.-)

Anyway, time to look for another game to play....preferrably one that has diversity, F2P, and other factors...but well see....

A few more peps added me on facebook a few days ago and were from megaten. I was pretty happy about that. Be sure to mention your from megaten if your adding...I don't like creepers.

-LG *waves goodbye*

LoveGuardian: been nice turtle.. we had a good time eh?
Tarseque: *puppy eyes full of tears*
LoveGuardian: It's alright, you were allways my #1 pal, I was allways proud of ya. PvP good times eh? Your path ends together with mine, Cuz no one can replace you.

To make a point

2010-04-08T18:34:00.000-07:00

Yummy?

Blah, I finally sent in my RT ...again....today after an almost 2 week break.

Needless to say, I had 15k oni hornz entrusted to me, looks like I wont be getting that reward anytime soon.

So back to the topic name and its meaning. Somehow my blog is related to megaten and to forwarn everyone else owning a blog. Apparently anything legitly said here whether its true or false is held accountable...(long story about the new situation of my banning...but I shall reveal all when the pieces fall into place, firstly we need to make my point).

"Anything anyone else does outside of these defined aeras including personal blogs or websites is outside of the scope of the Aeria Games Terms of Service...."

In the same reply and a few lines later.....

"Evidence obtained from a third party, i.e. blog or personal site relateding to a Terms of Service violations concertning Aeria Games propertly, in this case, user acccounts are still considered the property of Aeria Games"

How does this make sense? It doesn't. So its outside of your scope, but it counts as evidence...even though whatever is said here cannot be conclusively true and last I checked this blog is not your property....(again theres loads to this juicy story, I jsut want to make this small point)

So...let's say player B who hates player A and wants him banned...so player B makes a blog site under the same IGN and allias as player A and instigates and makes false accuzations under the cover of being known as Player A's blog.... Playber B reports Player A and Player A gets banned when GM's review the blog evidence...

Can you spell E.X.P.L.I.O.T.A.T.I.O.N? and W.T.F. expressionz on Player A?

And let's not EVER EVER EVER forget this. I applaud everyone and anyone who stuck up for Justkill.

If it were not for you guys making a point and proving his innocence, he would have possibly remained banned. God bless the fact that your name is hard to spell....LoveGuardian seems like a easy name...hmm...and banned in the same week? just tossing a bone...yet another example that GMs are what? (see capitalized wording above with emphasis)

So like. I made my own thread too a while ago with what I "thought" was the reason for my banning (oh you sly sly aeria making me feel like an idiot for a whole month before I found "some truth" in my banning...some because I'm sure there's more that I don't know that your not telling).

Too bad this was locked in less then 30 minutes...not even a chance.

Anyway, I strayed off topic of what the meaning of this post was for. To make a blunt point.

" This Blog does not belong to Loveguardian at all and has no relations to the Loveguardian character in Megaten but infact, something totally unrelated to Megaten. (I could go on but nah)"

Ooo Ooo Ooo someone report this please, this blog is being held accountable for something it has nothing to do Megaten....with but its a blog...and its a third party...therfore, everything said here is apparently ACCOUNTABLE....

hmm...

"I the false player anonymously using this blog to get LG banned say that you Unbann Loveguardian right now."

Why? because its a blog...and everything said here must be taken accoutnable for. DO IET!!!

GMs...take it as you will...There's no INDENDED insultation directly pointed to you here....but your reasoning and the way you have handled my case I would say "could have been handled alot better"(edit: for example..I dont appreciate being banned...unbanned...banned..unbanned by GMSeraphim who (god I wished I took the SS on Yahoo messenger) said I was good to go and then banned yet...again...). I hope that this post sheds some light on what might become a future problem for your EXPLOITATION(ssssss).

Oh...and another note. A fellow friend explained to me how one could edit screenies...*presses the expliot button*

Originalzzz

O Noes!!!! Ediittzzz

BannHammer!!!

Reference Material Numba 1

Reference Material Numba 2

Quote/ explination from the genius (because I apparently know nothing of computers...and he sounds kooler):

The only thing wrong with this example, is I may have left some different metadata in the new image(for instance date modified). However a quick search on google will find software that can edite this to also match the original.

To produce my example, one begins by overlaying the original over ref image 1, then using a transparency brush to "delete" the text. This is extremly east to do and took me under a minute for this example.

To add different text is a little more difficult, but it just needs you to copy the text from elsewhere(making sure that nothing is in the background of that text, notice I used the black of the door in fer image 2). Then color match if necessary, and the set of the background color transparent - so I can just copy/past it to where I want it."

Hat goes off to you genius.

__________________________

To further prove that this blog can/has nothing to do with megaten related-ness....

/insert real life issues

So me and my BF Jeff been strong for 3 months now. My birthdays is in april 25th and ill FINALLY be 19...I am so sick and tired of being 18...it feels kiddish.

I also gained some muscle from going to the gym alot. I'm the nerdiest sex hound ever?

(see photos above post...though I'm sure you already have)

Lotsa running, Lotsa lifting...and lotsa situps....I probably should shed a pound or two to get some fat off my abs...but...I ned more muscle first.

Anyway, This weekend , We have 2 games on Saturday and 2 games on Sunday for Lacrosse. apparently we NEED to win all 4 games to further solidify our chance of going to championships... Were still undefeated though.. =P

/ real life business that had nothing to do with Aeria.

Last thing before I go on with my night, If you added me on facebook/myspace and I rejected you, Please add me and make a comment that you are a friend from megaten....

I'd like to filter out the creepers/stalkers/friends/ so I know which one is which.

-LG out... by the way...I had a nightmare that I was in hell....when I woke up...I realized I was still there....

Busy Life, FML

2010-03-29T15:30:00.000-07:00

Well, I haven't had the time to fight back for my account.

They responded to my recent RT I sent in, I played all my trump cards in this RT just to find out in summary "They are useless arguements because the specific reason for my banning had of no relevance to the reasons they were leading me to believe was the reason for my banning" (aka they made me believe it was reason A and when I argue that reason A is false, they switch it and say it was because of reason B)

I am busy for this and last week, So I can't really respond back at this moment. Needless to say, my logic professor has taken notice of this awesome game because of my hassling of him to review my logical arguements with me before sending in my RTs. (He of course won't be playing because I have given him my baised views of how unfair Aeria is being right now with my account, until I am unbanned of course.)

On a real life note:

Our Lacrosse Team from Holy Cross College had 3 games last Sunday.

We won all three games, and still remain undefeated. You can keep track of us here. (they didn't update yet, so for the moment its still 4-0-0. But our college site updated it)

We will have 2 more games this Saturday as well as this week happens to be the FML week with tests and essays so Aeria can have a 1 week break of my annoyance with RT's.

This whole banning situation is like a snowball effect. There is so much evidence, counter evidence, arguements, and stories all gathered up that its all just one big shithole of a snowball.

IMO both sides are at fault if I wanted to be fair, but in my eyes, Aeria could have handled this so much better, but instead have sent me in numerous circles and still are.

What gets me most worked up is that even if I do argue my points, ultimately, they can just say "No, we don't like you, your banned."

Don't think so? It's in thier ToS:

"AGE MAY SUSPEND, TERMINATE, MODIFY, OR DELETE ANY ACCOUNT AT ANY TIME WITH OR WITHOUT REASON, WITH OR WITHOUT NOTICE."

Great, It is an awesome feeling knowing that someone(maybe you) could have spend a shitload of REAL MONEY on this game and at any given point in time, AGE can terminate your account(hell lets exaggerate), and bann the whole community, take your money and run leaving you with the sign "You've just been Rick-Rolled". One click and your whole pixel world comes crashing and dissapears....

well, I'll post a continuation of the banning situation later, there's way to many details in it to post here, it would make it one hell of a long ass blog.

LG- tired, studying, trying to maintain his life, which aeria seems to think I don't have./rant

O me Gee Gossip[3rd tiem editz)

2010-03-24T11:10:00.001-07:00

Because I am bored...

Because I am banned...

Because Royce is also banned.... (edit)...not

Gossip on his clan's blog ...(it was stealth editted!!)

IMO I don't wanna see destiny disband. (edit) ...Its not!! yay

I don't know why I'm really posting this other then to show Royce support seeing as were both in a funky situation and if anyone happens to be trolling this site, to troll his blog too lol. (edit:keep trolling his site)

_______________________

Edit: sidenote: .....I am frustrated again...:

Tuesday, 2/23
12.05 pm.

Dear chin9116,

Your account assigned to this e-mail has been reinstated as of Tue, 2/23/2010 - 9:05...blah blah...

__________________________________

Today from GM4Delicous in pm:

Dear chin9111

Unfortunately after further review, your account has been banned permamently....due to account sharing...

_____________________

I thought this was already discussed ..... *prepares another RT*

Funny how I was unbanned by GMSeraphim and he said he'd investigate why I was banned again....then informed that I am perma-banned by GM4Delicous....due to account sharing...which I discussed with GMSeraphim...I honestly don't even know what I'm arguing anymore....

(edit) but be sure to congradulate Royce for his unbannment!

-LG *praying to the tarseque and hoping he is unbanned next...(plz no jynx)*

Editted: Tears of Joy.....nvm

2010-03-23T15:38:00.000-07:00

So apparently I am unbanned and should be recieving a E-mail soon.

Glorious day.

I'd like to thank the Administration Team and GM/GS for putting up with my frustration. God I knew I sent in a million RTs and bugged the crap oughta everyone.

*turn on happy slow music*

Loveguardian: Tarseque!!!! I missed you!!! *runs slow motion at turtle*
Tarseue: Rawr!!! *hobbles slow motion at Doofus Boy*

Tarseque: *eats Loveguardian*

.....o.O?

Tarseque: You didn't feed me T.T

-LG out , unbanned, happy, content, dancing around the computer lab with everyone going wtf

__________________________

Edited* (added content)

well...this is 15 minutes later...chin9116 got banned again....no E-mail sent...rofl..short lived happiness.

This emotional roller coaster is too physically taxing...I'm done for the day.

*turns off slow happy music*

Tarseque: *rawr*....*sniffle*....(chases LG as fast as his little legs can go but he keeps drifting farther away.

Loveguardian: Tarseque.....T-T

I know who you are......

2010-03-19T10:38:00.000-07:00

superman0x....lovely lil account you made to get past anonymous commenting on my blog and impersonating the name of a GM on the MT forums.

synthsuxcok...another lovely account you made to pester synthess's blog with disgusting things that even I would feel suicidal to repeat in something as unimportant as a blog.

I'd strongly advise you get mental help for the comment you have made on her blog if you think that it is normal and okay.

I wish multiple inpersonations was against the ToS but it isn't. Seeing as you SSed my blog and statement(that can or canot be true because this blog can or cannot be related to Megaten, and holds no importance. Just like saying I can say I am Micheal Jackson on this blog, can you honestly believe that?) and you sent your lil SS as a report to bann me, and Aeria actually took it. I think its enough means then for Aeria to check your IP address, find that you imperstonated a GM here with the name "superman0x" and should also be banned, oh how I wish.

I have no reason to believe that the person who told me is lying.

At first, I could'nt believe it was you who did it. I thought we were kool, I thought we finally got past our differences and were buddies. I held no hate or annoyance towards you. But apparently the feeling is not mutual.

If your enjoyment is to get everyone on that hitlist of yours banned because they did something as stupid as mispelling your name, go ahead, keep getting people bann. Hell go for the gold, why don't you go get a GM banned eh? Bann everyone that plays MT so you can be the best and play by yourself.

I am just so dissapointed in you, there's literally no words to describe how I honestly feel about you anymore. If you were the one who's also reponsible for the other bannings I was informed on lately, I cannot believe Aeria has not caught on then.

I heard Royce's story, and I can't believe how backstabbing you are and how you set him up. He's done so much already that everyone can mutually agree that like/hate him, you must admit he has helped the community in one way or another. But you have the balls...no..not even balls...your just that sick to want him banned.

I am so tempted to just type your name....names (I only know of 2...who else do you play?)...for all the see and know that you banned/will bann them.

Honestly, what do you get out of banning people like us? Do you have no life till the point where you just have the need to do this?

I sincerly hope that Aeria comes to thier senses and lets me explain..no..prove my case out and unbann me, Royce, and other people as well.

I'm still in the state of shock that it's you who is the culprit. I may have to edit this blog later once I have consumed all the facts according and come out of shock.

Simple summary...I can't believe it's you...why are you doing it...what do you get out of it...and

what the fuck did I do to you?

Royce said it was the day I joined clan Rain on my alt. Is that it? Quite honestly I'll never take that back. Did I honeslty annoy you that much to exist in Rain that you had to leave?

The days my alt was in Rain were the days I spent more time on my alt then LoveGuardian. I was great friends with lndicative, I got to meet Amica, who I think is a wonderful person whos always willing to help, Sh1ki whom I liked, Cody whom I found out was not the bad guy I thought he was.

Despite leaving, because I felt I made the clan uncomfortable being in Agito on my main, I still got to know those people even after leaving and my opinions of them hasn't changed.

You could have joined back up into Rain when I left, but you didn't, not my fault.

You have seriusly dissapointed me, I know my opinion of you doesn't matter to you, but i hope karma is a bitch.

LG...dissapointed....

What to do, What to do....

2010-03-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

I made a post on the forums explaining my situation.

It was locked in under 30 minutes of posting I think, fast responce eh?

It was then removed from reporting behavior sections...where I posted...and moved here.

I honestly dont know why they have an accounts topic section when if you look at EVERY SINGLE TOPIC POSTED it has someone saying "please use "Contact Us"....where they will do exactly what they are doing to me.

step 1 contact GM , says send in RT
step 2 Send in RT and get reply of why your banned
step 3 reply back asking/explaining and never get a reply back
step 4 Ask a GM why they arent replying back, he/she says send in RT
step 5 return to step 1.

...../vent

LG - not giving up....but what else can I do?

Lol More Vent-age

2010-03-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

So, we can state, that I am Andrew Chin, college student of Holy Cross College.

I am on the Lacrosse Team. And I'm #22. and shown on our Athletic Site.

It seems Aeria has plugged their ears to me going "blah blah blah" now despite any attempt I have made to explain myself, I am an automatic criminal. my 8 month + join date means nuthin now and the mula I spent ingame is down the drain(..kick to the balls why don't you)

So I have stated in NUMEROUS request tickets that I was home from Spring Break playing on megaten....At Home....

as in...NOT at college anymore.

.....As in here is our calendar for Holy Cross and here is when our spring break started.

Let's review...

March 5th...campus residence halls close at 6pm....I'm home on friday night playing megaten....

Saturday, March 6....get anti-melee from Synthess
Sunday, March 7....Rebirth Tarseque
MondayMarch 8....Get False Comp/ Plvl tarseque in Assassin runs

March 8th I got banned,,,,unbanned...and banned again on Tuesday.

so...thats 1...2...3..pretty much 4 days of playing megaten ONLINE at home...becasue its spring break...and campus is closed...therefore...I am home...therefore my IP adress while playing Megaten...is at home.

after mentioning this to aeria not once...twice...but three times...in explinations...

I have recieved this statement:

"we have Screen shots of another player admitting that you were sharing account while being logged onto your account. The IPs Match with this information."

Let's further break this down....

#1 I do not know of this other player playing my account...far as I know , I am the sole owner. not to mention, anyone can say anything ingame as a joke or sarcasm. It must be backed with evidence. Unless I was hacked (which would mean I would be a victim...why bann a victim?) they stated that they checked my IP and it matches with that information...

(please scroll up top and read that it was Spring Break)....Where My campus residence halls close...meaning I must go home...and home = I can play megaten ingame...

so...mentioning this three....threee.....three times to them...in 3 request tickets....and the responce to me is :

" The IPs Match with this information"

.............

So here I stand...having not only GS but former GS players telling me that they do not check IP...having players comfort me during spring break ingame saying they log on multiple IPs so that can't be the case....and here is Aeria...banning me because the evidence is my IP...because they are failing to make the connection of a College Student, who is on Spring Break decided to come home and play megaten "online" and "ingame" instead of just being forumly active at Holy Cross College (because they do not allow the download of the megaten game)...whos is trying to prove his innocence by begging Aeria Administrations to check my story and my IP and see that it matches up...but they are too busy pluggin their ears going "blah blah blah" just naturally assume that the fact that I am online a shitload more on a different computer/IP its a bann.

I am dissapointted....

LG out....annoyed....and definitely not to pleased with Aeria.

Lacrosse

2010-03-16T13:27:00.001-07:00

Thanks to our new Lacrosse practice times, Every tuesday, wednesday, and thursday I shall miss Dinner.

Needless to say I have finally recieve word of my banning but it is too stupid to even comprehend that I am a little bit annoyed that I sent in 3 request tickets stating everything including my IP adress reasons because of coming home from spring break and playing megaten at home vsing logging on forums at holy cross college.

I feel very very very annoyed that after sending 3 request tickets stating my situation, the reason for the banning told me they didnt even read them at all.

I should stop venting......I think ill take it out in lacrosse practice today....5pm to 7pm...and i get to miss dinner too...great...

-LG out n about.

So I've Heard....

2010-03-13T14:46:00.000-08:00

I'm not the only one that was banned. Doesn't make me feel better but....

Spoke with a few people today, and I found out that there were a handfull of people banned near the same time I was.

I also found out recently more and more people were banned for no reason and rage/quit.

Today I was really annoyed seeing as it has been past 72 hours and no responce to my requests ticket(sss).

I realize the GM's are extremely busy.

I annoyed and bugged the crap out of Kuen in shoutbox today in regard to my account. I have to apologize for my behavior to him because he is a GS, GameSage. It was wrong of me to take out some anger on him when he is a player himself and a vulunteer that did not deserve to be an outlet for my frustration. Whether he reads this or not, I owe him an apology.

Kuen managed to grab a GM for me and I sent him all my ticket numbers and the explination best to my knowledge.

I head back to Holy Cross College tomorrow so unfortunately if LG is ever unbanned, I will only be able to stay intact via, forums. I'll have to refocus my attention to Lacross and my classes.

Even though my fun was short-lived, thanks for all the support and helping hands; lndi, lil`benni, the GMs, other GS, and especially my clan.

I'll keep fighting for my unbannment until I see a definite forclosure.

Qing Long Guide

2010-03-11T15:24:00.000-08:00

For all those who want Qing-Long

.....Including me....

zzz....every second away from LG feels like an hour rofl.

-LG out.

So...I'm still banned....QQ

2010-03-10T21:33:00.000-08:00

Well, I find that there's not alot of things to do.

I started a new character, Legendarylove....made it a girl for lulz...only temporary till i find forclosure on Loveguardians status.

I still remain active in the forums as well with this alternative account. Not many seem to notice the 1 digit change in the username.

Some big discussions on the Plasma "Nerfs" and overall I can see that most people don't want this patch.

I personally like/ and dislike this patch.

I like it because I would hope that this lowers the market price on everything as well as hault some players from sponor spamming thier lvl and not obtain any skill in the process.

I don't like it because once upon a time we were all noobs and once upon a time most of us farmed. It's nice to see that many players on the forums also show the same concern. It really shoes just how good of a community we are.

whether this is permament or temporary, there seem to be alot of bugs, Best wishes to the GMs on clearing them up.

On an unrelated note...I found out recently that Pallas Athena SS nulls mute...muddle...and stone...o.O?

I was befuddled but I confirmed this by pvping a few times without my thoth SSed pvp helm.

Apparently its a bug due to the lvl x 0.02 change of reflecting magic had something to do with it?

Not sure how long this bug will stay, but for the moment I'll keep my SS exactly the way they are for now.

Lastly, I noticed Synthess started up her blogging.

Added it to my lil quicklist to the right. I personally enjoy some of the posts.

So Spring break is almost half over. On friday I'm going to my BF's house to spend the weekend so I believe from there on, I wave my goodbye to Megaten again as I go back to college.

Only things I got done this week was:

Get anti-melee(thank you synthess)
Get False-Comp (thank you Kenjipoopykins)
Rebirth Tarseque to next Tiwaz (thank you LezarTwo for assassin runs)

Too bad about my account banning, I won't be able to get my so desireable Sen Ryiu and expirement with those other new demons as well. Hopefully this is all one big misunderstanding.

P.S. Adult Swim Games like Unicorn attack and Polar Bear games were highly addicting. Thanks lndi for that XD.

D= New Updatez !!!

2010-03-10T08:25:00.001-08:00

O me GEEE!!!

New Demons !!!!!!!

New Dungeons !!!!!

aww.....this is torture!!! lemme at those demons T.T

-LG out.

Banned? Unbanned? Banned again?

2010-03-09T13:42:00.000-08:00

Last night, right after helping my clan kill Onis at the Oni Spawning even for hornz, and Doing speed assassin rooms with my german mancakes LezarTwo to plvl my tarseque after being rebirthed, I logged out for 15 minutes to rest my eyes and get ready to go out with my Boyfriend(for future references, and because it sounds wierd to me, I shall refer to him as friend in this post XD).

I attempted to logg back on, and it wouldnt let me. Thinking I must have forgotten my password, I went to the forums and attempted to retreive my password via E-mail and got this message:

"Sorry. The account has been blocked due to violation of our terms of service."

W....T...F...H? o.O

*blinks*......*reads again*....W...T...F....

from there...I logged on to my old old old uba old messed up alt account lovebunny and told my clannnies what happened.

some tried to help but ultimately, while shouting in babel for a GS, Jebus pmed me to try shoutbox and from there I got a hold of Indi <3.

after explaining, talking, going wtf, whining, moping, I ended up MISSING the next oni spawn for my clan.

I went to my "friends" house, and from there, I couldn't show him megaten like i wanted to. I had to show him Youtube clips of megaten....so I showed him the clip of the clan doing ichi gold for AM1G when he quit. Its here in one of my older blog posts if u need a recapp.

He thought it was a kool game needless to say, and I told him that its my heroine <3.

I woke up this morning and checked my Email and saw that I was unbanned while checking my Email:

"Dear chin9116,

Your account assigned to this e-mail has been reinstated as of Tue, 03/09/2010 - 10:01.In order to access your account you must use the retrieve password feature at....ect..ect..ect"

So...I retrieved my password..logged on during maintence, told my clan master, talked with him for a few minutes, spoke with lndi and discussed how wierd this is...and 15 minutes later...:

"Sorry. The acccount has been blocked due to violation of our terms of service."

from there, I got an E-mail this time as to why I was banned. To sum it up, it was from unusual activity and I needed to provide an explination.

Giving some thought, I realize that "possibly" I have been logging into the forums from Holy Cross College IP adress until as of Saturday when I returned home to actually PLAY megaten on my new lap top, this could be the possible confusion to my banning I thought.

Now really though, I am not one of the players that was here since Closed Beta, but LoveGuardian has been around for some time now. I've never been reported(to my knowledge) and I was never banned before >.>. I know made some mistakes in the past publically and all(don't wish to review). But nothing of such caliber to give myself a banning.

This whole expierence is both new and annoying to me. Needless to say, if this bann is permament, I shall quit Megaten.

I poured alot into LoveGuardian, banning him is like killing my child, I do not wish to raise another child to have it possible killed for no adequete reason.

I'm not ready to leave Megaten just yet, it's not my time just yet. It's still quite fun to me. I'm not sure where this goes but hopefully this is all just one big misunderstanding.

Big shoutout to lndi for giving me his free-time to help me with this.

P.S. - to address a certain issue/rumor I have heard. No one has my password, no one knows my password. I have heard rumors that people have been thinking that someone else has been playing LG, I can tell you in the most simplistic way to GTFO and say it to my face.

<--this is MY BLOG, that keeps YOU updated with how -I- am doing. I apologize if I am not as "perverted" as you remembered. My reputation with things like these has allways been clean.

Until further notice, Its spring break, I have came back to MT because of that and will be here for the rest of the week. Then its back to college and seeing me only on the forums as allways until further notice.

In any case, wish my account luck, I had plans all week to play MT, obviously my plans are ruined >.>.

-LG out....and maybe for good?

I'm back...for spring break

2010-03-05T21:12:00.000-08:00

1 week of pure fun and catching up with friends and gearz.

btw, I am no longer single, stop asking D=.

=LG out

Life + Lacrosse Update

2010-02-23T09:41:00.000-08:00

I know I haven't blogged or logged on MT in a while. Sincerest apologies.

My favorite subject is first, Lacrosse ^-^. Last weekend we had 4 games, 2 on saturday and 2 on sunday.

On saturday we faced our rivals from last year, Wisconsin, and we faced thier A and B group and defeated both. Later that night some of our guys (including me) got drunk with the North Dakota team that we were facing tomorrow (we really didn't get drunk, but we watched North Dakota get wasted XD). They were really kool and chillin peps. One dude I found memorable was a man named Pedro. He shotgunned a 25 ounce beer can in 5 seconds and after touching the fireplace 5 times with his finger and coming to the conclusion that it was hot, stuck his head in the fireplace. Anyway, the next day we defeated them 12 to 1 and finished our last game for the month facing the mad cow club and defeating them 13 to 1.

Our next game is on March 28th and till then we remain undefeated and ranked #1 in our division. Last weekend I was reminded why I wanted to go to Holy Cross College; Lacrosse.

Here's our stats and our current 4:0 record. Keep track of us ^.^.

In other news, one of our players in MT community has died. Plz send your respects and appreciation and take a moment to remember that player.

As for MT, I haven't logged on in FOREVER!!!!. I still have a Dark nostagic top and earl sets as my gear for all who want to know how far back I am with gears.

A part of me wants to get back into MT asap believe me but the other part of me wants to close this chapter of my life and as JoLt said : If you love something, you'll set it free. I'm not sure if it's my time to go just yet.

To the clan I belong in: Stay intact when I come back. Roku, keep me informed on new gears and stuff I find useful; Lezar, keep me informed on it too and pvp; Kruizen, I hate you for quitting; Synthess, keep being my smoochypoopykins; and Faust, you better not have quit on me again; everyone else, don't forget me T.T

Shoutout to Royce and Indi for GS and wish our Lacrosse team luck in being undefeated this year!!!

-LG the lacrosse junky out.

Lacrosse Season!!!

2010-02-09T08:36:00.000-08:00

Lacrosse is my passion and LOVE.

practices started, and I got 2 new sticks; a Brine and a STX brand. One for shooting and one for all purpose lol.

Anyway, was on for 30 minutes a few weeks ago(then my dad kicked me off the computer in the middle of a ichi run and I ended up ditching a 3 man party in ichi gold. To those 2 people I apologize). Found out that there was NEW comps and that 1 of them was PERFECT for me T.T 30% general dmg for demon and 100% xp gain for demon.

other one was a +mp regen comp. Both are so desireable to me <3. Lastly, there was shoes that also give 10% general dmg for demons too. That's better then demon str and demon spirit shoes, seeing as it does what both those shoes do so no need to switch gears.

My loveable friend finished my anti-melee but cant fuse it into my demon until I get back =[.

I got my Alice too, but I'm not sure if I'm going to killz her or keepz her for moves/funzies/vanity. For now I'm holding on to her until I get uber uber raped in pvp by death melees or something. XD. Hopefully by then -cd gears for MALES will come and I can just spam heals/shields.

Febuary GS apps are up. I'm not applying obviously v.v.

I'm rooting for Indi and Royce mainly. Not saying other applicants arent good, but those 2 been around longer and have also stuck out more based on my own personal knowledge of them.

I saw that IBleach came back and I am happy and pissed quite honestly.

You left me and Theena with that fashion blog which rotted, in any case, welcome back.

Anyway, I can't wait to come back. however I am a lil skeptic on how the market and economy is doing lol.

GL to you febuary GS applicants and keep me updated <3.

-LG out

Current Life

2010-01-25T10:03:00.000-08:00

Well...first week back I quit hockey....

I got tired of the 9 pm to 1 am practices on mondays and wednesdays which leaves me totally drained for the 8 am classes I have the following tuesdays and thursdays not to mention my father heavily dissaproved me even being in hockey (though now I know that its MY life and not his...took a week of reflecting to realize this)

After a week or so I decided I wanted to join back up into hockey just for the remainder of the hockey season but sadly my number and roster spot was given up to a new incoming player in the new semester. When I called my coach, he said that he would have to talk to some ppl and ect ect....but inbetween the lines I believe I'm SoL on it.

But I'm happy that they won thier last 2 games...cept last night they lost and I heard 1 of our players got suspended for 3 games for using racial insults on the referee....smart...suspended for 3 games...when theres 4 games left...lol he should quit lol. I also heard some not so good gosssip that 3-5 of the players are meeting with our atheltic director and may be quitting because of the coach...I hope that doesn't happen. The team is a good bunch of ppl...I shouldn't have quit.

Anyway...as Hockey has become a closed chapter in my life....Lesson learned for me is that no matter what, it's my life...and I cannot have my father control it. I refuse to be the loser kid in the corner again whos on the outside looking in on what could have been, it's time I take my own initiative. I'm not about to live my life wondering what I could have done, I want to live it knowing I did everything in my power to accomplish some shit. I don't care how big my balls need to grow for denying every obstacle in my path but if I have to drag 2 balls inbetween my legs that are the size of titanic itself, then so be it.(bad mental image I know).

Lacrosse season starts up in Febuary, I been pulling 2 a days at our campus gym. daily workout is 4-5 miles with a steadily increases speed on the treadmill and then hit the wieghts afterwards and finish off with situps/pullups/upperbody machine workouts.

I been using the AMP protein shakes as well to try to speed up my body build a little bit to try and prepare for lacrosse season. Atm, I'm standing at 155 pounds which is great seeing as the beginning of the year I was only 140(my goal is 160).

Anyway, still havent decided my major...though I am starting to panic. I am thinking about a business major to be save but that means I need to gtfo of this college and find a more suitable college with a better name: A and also find one that has a lacrosse/soccer teams in it for me as well: B.

The megaten community looks a bit down lately even though I haven't been on since college started. I skimm through the posts and they become less and less. Just hasn't been the same since JoLt left us it seems. Even I myself addmittingly have been thinking about just quitting...but again... for the sake that I adore the clan I'm in and the ppl in it...I think I'll stay as long as I can.

Irrelevant topic to switch to: I need a girlfriend...or boyfriend...I don't really care of the gender lol. It sucks being single....I don't know who has what...whos been with who...and frankly I don't have the time to go searching the whole campus or doing something retarded like EHarmony lol.
Blech...I'm like a Jersey Shore Italian lol, My schedule is Gym/Sleep/Homework...never ending cycle...There's a sign in sheet that athletes use to check in so that the coach can keep track of thier workouts....I been to the gym so many times.....that when I quit hockey..the attendant at the counter didnt even ask if I was in a sport and just handed me the Hockey sign in sheet. I still sign in the sheet just to send a message to coach that I still go to the gym and that this sign in sheet only looks pretty because I fill up all the slots in it lol.

Anyway...Hope you all in Megaten are having fun.

~LG out

Temporarily Taking My Leave from Megaten/Cloud9

2010-01-19T10:18:00.000-08:00

Sooooo..........

College started, and after spending a week reflecting on myself here, I realized that I need to focus on what really matters in life to be frank.

You won't be seeing me on megaten for the remainder of this school year.

I gave my password and account to a trusted friend (he knows who he is lol) and for the moment, it's making some productivity for when/if I come back.

I'll miss you all, hope you don't forget me, or think I quit.

I love and adore the clan I'm in and the friends I'm surrounded with and want to thank everyone and anyone who I knew or knew me for a wonderful time.

This will be my last blog post until I have re-appeared back / something in rl is aweseome that I have to tell you.

(secretlys wants 300k bp T.T)

Your Friend

~LG out....for a while.

Squirtle has evolved!!!

2010-01-10T20:59:00.001-08:00

So this is where my turtle currently stands stat-wise. It pleased me to finally see it 1 hit ko kirins in ichi gold. I tried it out in pvp as well and I can say my efforts paid off a little finally. I'm not entirely sure if I have enough energy to rebirth time anymore. He needs lvl 70 and 20 str incenses (the next one needs 100...so FML) and the pain of lvling him again isnt really appealing to me right now lol.

For the moment, I think I will keep him at this lvl n find at least 1 more interesting project to do.

-LG out

Cloud 9 here I come

2010-01-09T20:27:00.000-08:00

So Celu Gold is inplemented...but its brokenz....so more boredom for me.

I grow impacient with my tarseques growth charts and participate in endless macca-wasting (though fast lvl rewarding for my turtle) 4 king speed runs to blaze through his lvls as fast as I can so that I can hasten my plans on other demons that seem to stack up endlessly as this 1 demon isn't even done yet despite cheating him of 3 different growths. (sad thing is I'm the only one in the party that doesn't incense myself but my demon v.v)

I am starting to grow tired of megaten now, the people are great, and I love the clan I'm in and stand as the proud submaster. The ppl in the clan are also great and pervy just like I am( or have learned to deal with my pervyness lulz <3). But it seems that I've reached my limit, there doesn't seem to be any other way for me to be better then I already am with my current build and can only grow better with gear bonuses/effects and other then that, I'm finished.

I did have an alt and "was" going to indulge in making a law regal enhancer for fun but...my ambition died unexpectidly...and its currently a synth in the making.

So far the only thing tieing me to that game is the clan, the community which I love, pvp sorta, and my demons (maybe celu gold..and maybe the new demons I have to wait for...)....I feel like I just met a wall where the road ends. I haven't decided to quit just yet and retire...but the thought has become more frequent.

College starts this monday, so I won't be on so frequently as I currently am. Whether your going to be happy about that or sad, it's real life v.v.

I already considered about quitting hockey because of the sickening 9pm to 1 am practices (yes you heard right) that drained me so much and then deal with classes in the morning. Sad to say I think being in hockey has costed me lowered grades then I expected last semester (hockey is fun...but yet again real life has no future for me in hockey..)

My New Year Resolution was to get a 4.0 GPA to make up for this slightly lowered gpa last semester and then try to find out what my major is and go into the never ending spiral of thinking what I want to do with my life/job/career/transfer into new college/ ect ect ect.

Thinking about that makes me want to quit mmorgs all together sadly but my head is full of self contradicting feelings and me being the most undecisive kid in human existence can't side with either feeling (which triggers my never-ending spiral of thinking what I want to do with my life when I have no idea what thing I love more to do)...sigh...

So I registered for Cloud 9 at first as just a joke for when I'm bored...but seeing as megaten gets a lil more boring everyday....and I have many things to do that I havent done yet, but on the flip-side have nuthing better to do because there is nuthing to do....(haha contradiction right there) ...I registered and have downloaded Cloud9. (the confirmation key was a bitch -.- I had to send it like 5 times to my Email before it accepted)

I plan to learn a little bit / wing it all while I'm at it and be a noob all ova again and "plan/hope" to jion up with pearz and her buddios in this "fun" sounding drama of pvp pvp pvp pvp which has drawn me more and more away from megaten.

btw....what's a thoth tarot?

~LG

...

2009-12-29T12:09:00.000-08:00

I'm speechless......

The Real Times of LoveGuardian

New Champion; Ziggs

I'm Back!!

Racoon Jay's First music video

September Ending

The Quitting Phase

Eminence vs Valiance Parody

Out with Eminence- In with Valiance

Bye Summer Break

Hai!....*Beatz you*...Bai!

Pray for Muxy

2x exp gain event in 3 hours.

DOWNED NOGGY TODAY!

Where's my Ruby?!

Back to Allods Update

Free at Last!

Finals Week/ Hell Week.

1 year older

Freshmen Failure

More Musical Times of LoveGuardian

Musical Times of LoveGuardian

Woops! forgot about this.

Despressing events

Hate school

Doing this for a friend

Lacrosse!!!

Too Good to be True.

First/second day of school

Fixed

Last day in Allods

Skewl

Poor High School Kids.

Merry Christmas

Allods....Missed you

Grade Report!!!!

Christmas Break!!!!

Starcraft 2 and HON o.O

Finals Week

IU Bloomington

Changed Man

Update

Moving out and Moving in

Madeline Ariel Eastman I don't like your internet service.

Metamorphisis

String of Unfortunate Events

Lap Top Crashed. T.T

College Startz Today

What the Hell, I must be dreaming.

Skype =o

So what I have been up too...

Mabinogi Gossip.

Day 3 Soulmaster Error

Soulmaster Day 1

ROFL at google search!!!

For all you Die-hard MT players

Is it too much to ask?

For anyone who wants a lulz in MT >.>

Allods =/= Megaten?

Patch 1.1

Pearz made me cry T.T

So THIS is what got chin9111 banned. DEFINITELY SPAMMING!!

New Settings, some quick changes

Allods Update ("get to know" my character)

1-2-3-Third Out: It's official, you're a retard.

Another Strike out, 1 , 2, 3 , 2nd out.

Strike Three: Part Two, Your Out.

Strike Three: Part 1 : Fuck you Aeria

Strike Two:Allods and Mabinogi

Strike One: Real Life

All 3 in 1 go

Real Life D=...and allods

Autobiography

Theena, Theena, Theena....Oh...I mean GMPeanut....

MT's New GS's OmFG!!!!111one111*!!!...Allods

Thread Locking.

Allods Ish Awesome D=

College is over

Lawl

Happy Birthday!!!!

hur hur hur

Hai!....Beatz you...Bai!